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multifaceted, fierce and often dichotomous, i crave new energy, expression, experiences and communication. always transitioning, morphing and evolving, i am a trailblazer and appreciate all that life hands me. my ideology of love and relationships is a little unconventional, thus i surround myself with open, honest, creative thinkers. quite the social butterfly, i’m known for fluttering around many different social events, circles and scenes. some see me as reserved, but i know how to let loose with the right company. i find pleasure in learning from every encounter, loving without expectation, challenging typical boundaries and seeing beauty in everything.
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beautifully flawed

If you think I'm magical

cause roses bloom with my touch

thats mathematical

I think you think too much



I touch roses



If you try to talk with me

if you try to copy my

pocket full of poses

you still can't touch my roses



I touch roses

Currently listening :

Book of Love

By Book of Love

Release date: 1990-10-25

Mon, July 14, 2008 - 3:23 PM permalink
Tue, July 8, 2008 - 12:59 AM permalink
I know a girl

She puts the color inside of my world

but she's just like a maze

Where all of the walls all continually change



And I've done all I can

To stand on her steps with my heart in my hand

Now I'm starting to see

Maybe it's got nothing to do with me



Fathers, be good to your daughters

Daughters will love like you do

Girls become lovers who turn into mothers

So mothers, be good to your daughters too



Ooh, you see that skin?

It's the same she's been standing in

Since the day she saw him walking away

Now she's left

cleaning up the mess he made



So fathers, be good to your daughters

Daughters will love like you do

Girls become lovers who turn into mothers

So mothers, be good to your daughters too



Boys, you can break

You find out how much they can take

Boys will be strong

And boys soldier on

But boys would be gone without warmth from

A woman's good, good heart



On behalf of every man

looking out for every girl

You are the god and the weight of her world



So fathers, be good to your daughters

Daughters will love like you do

Girls become lovers who turn into mothers

So mothers be good to your daughters, too


Currently listening :

Heavier Things

By John Mayer

Release date: 2003-09-09

Wed, June 4, 2008 - 2:44 PM permalink

Shut the gates and sunset

After that you can't get out

You can see the bigger picture

Find out what it's all about

You're open to the skyline

You won't want to go back home

In a garden full of angels

You will never be alone



But oh the road is long

The stones that you are walking on

Have gone



With the moonlight to guide you

Feel the joy of being alive

The day that you stop running

Is the day that you arrive



And the night that you got locked in

Was the time to decide

Stop chasing shadows

Just enjoy the ride



If you close the door to your house

Don't let anybody in

It's a room that's full of nothing

All that underneath your skin

Face against the window

You can't watch it fade to grey

And you'll never catch the fickle wind

If you choose to stay



But oh the road is long

The stones that you are walking on

Have gone



With the moonlight to guide you

Feel the joy of being alive

The day that you stop running

Is the day that you arrive



And the night that you got locked in

Was the time to decide

Stop chasing shadows

Just enjoy the ride



Stop chasing shadows

Just enjoy the ride



Thu, April 17, 2008 - 1:47 PM permalink

The Year Ahead

Forecast for April 2008 to April 2009

The Sun joins with Mercury in your Solar Return chart, suggesting a very busy year ahead, in which communication and learning figures prominently. With both the Sun and Mercury forming grand trines with Saturn and Pluto, this is an excellent year for productive mental activity, solving problems, and purposeful work. While your mental faculties are attuned to otherworldly impressions, offering you increased insight, focus, psychological understanding and awareness, you are also grounded and thinking in very practical terms. Besides solid problem solving, it's also a good year for getting organized, doing detail work, and preparing for the future. Decisions made during this period in your life tend to be practical and well thought out. Work done now is likely to beget tangible results in the future. Manifestation and achievement are what satisfy. It's likely to be a year in which you are capable of a whole lot of work and effort, and you derive quite a bit of satisfaction from it.

You stand to gain some perhaps profound new insights into your life. You can be especially persuasive and convincing in your communications, whether written or oral, as you come across with increased authority. Positive trends in trade, business, and communications are likely. Your perceptions are especially acute. You can easily slip into the role of counselor or advisor. You are inclined to do a lot of "digging", researching, analyzing, investigating, and getting to the bottom of things. Relationships with younger people may be especially rewarding, stable, and meaningful.

You certainly have the power of practicality, realism, and caution on your side in the year ahead. Work you have done in the past begins to pay off this year--not necessarily in dramatic ways, but in small, measurable ways. You may be recognized or rewarded in some way for the efforts you put forth. Because you project a more responsible and credible "you", people in authority are more inclined to appreciate you and recognize your work. This is a year in which you put your life in order in some significant manner. Improved concentration, a more realistic outlook, and a practical awareness of the limits of time all help you to make steady progress, particularly in your career. Your concern for your future this year is stronger than usual, and you may find that projects you start, or investments you make, this year will benefit you for years to come. The key to success now is adopting a realistic, practical, disciplined, and orderly approach to your life.

Mars trines Uranus, suggesting bursts of creativity and energy that help you to further your goals. Healthy risk-taking is likely this year, as you are more able to spot an opportunity when you see one. It is easier than usual to break free from habits that have previously held you back from going after what you want in life. Mars also opposes Jupiter, and although you are bound to show great enthusiasm for your endeavors this year, over-estimating what you are capable of doing is a potential problem. You may get fired up over opposing viewpoints, and you may need to adjust your plan of action. Errors in judgment made now are likely due to impulsiveness and the overlooking of crucial details.

A harmonious aspect between Jupiter and Uranus suggests this could be a "lucky" year, although the luck is likely to come from a positive attitude and an enterprising spirit. It should be a strong year when sudden opportunities for advancement in different areas of your life appear. At the heart of this is your ability to recognize and capitalize upon opportunities and potentials. You are more open to new energies, approaches, and attitudes under this influence. Fortunate events occur as a direct result of your willingness to entertain the unusual and to think outside of the box. This aspect favors group activities, financial endeavors associated with groups or organizational efforts, educational pursuits, writing, publishing, speaking, and humanitarian efforts. A positive and optimistic outlook serves you especially well this year.

The year ahead is bound to be a productive and mostly stable one. You are coming across with more authority, and quickly gain others' respect. You are likely putting forth more practical effort this year, and if you do, the rewards are measurable. It's an excellent year in which to organize your life in some significant manner.

 

Thu, April 17, 2008 - 11:00 AM permalink

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Soul Urge: 19 / 10 / 1

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(Vowels: AEAUI)

Your Soul Urge - The Song of Your Soul - A Deeper Look Into What Motivates You

The Soul Urge number has also been called Heart's Desire and Spiritual Urge. It is our secret, innermost longing. Our dream, our motivation, the fuel that energizes our journey. The Soul Urge number reveals what we secretly strive to be or accomplish. Some have said that this number tells us what we have been in previous lifetimes, the accumulated growth of our soul.



You are the essence of individuality and independence. You are intense and convicted when it comes to defending your beliefs, as you never doubt your inner strength and ability to handle any challenge. Many are inspired by your confidence, while others may feel irritated and view it as arrogance. You are likely to attract people and situations that allow you to express this part of yourself or else they will mirror these traits back to you.



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Personality: 46 / 10 / 1

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(Consonants: NDRHYSNG)

Your Personality - The Impression You Make upon the World

The Personality number describes the way we appear to the outside world, the first impression people have of us. We may not even be aware of how we are perceived by others because we are so often focused on our inner world, and many times the inner does not match the outer. Personality gives us a peek at some hidden talents we have. The talents that we use to get along in the world and in some instances, protect us from it. It is likened to a bag of tools (jewels) that we carry with us along the way.



Others see you as a unique individual who always does their "own thing". Independent, capable and pioneering, you seem to take control of the situation and make it run effectively. You are very concerned with your image and always seem to dress in a way that gets noticed.



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Expression: 65 / 11 / 2

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Your Expression - Character, Talents and Identity - Your Unique Quality of Consciousness

The Expression number shows us who we truly are, what we came into this life already knowing. This is where we feel most comfortable and how we automatically act. We attract people and situations to us that require our Expression so that they can further evolve. In this way we play the role of teacher. Naturally we are attracted to occupations that we resonate to, so the Expression number can be a strong factor in our choice of a career as well. Our Expression is the vehicle, with all its virtues and vices, that drives us along the path of our Destiny. It is the essence of our identity.



As a peacemaker and mediator, you bring harmony and intuitive insight to all you come in contact with. You have an inborn ability to understand all sides of a situation, and you have the tact and gentleness to express it in a way that it will be received. This talent is the magical ingredient for "Peace on Earth".



You are endowed with a high vibrational energy that may be expressed through inspirational, teaching, preaching, acting, art or invention. You have access to prophetic wisdom and your positive attitude is a transformational force in other people's lives. Fame and notoriety is very likely at some point in your life, as your kind of energy gets noticed! Much will be required of you in life when you have a master number vibration, because much will be given.

Thu, April 17, 2008 - 10:17 AM permalink

Your Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.

Number: 8

You desire big affairs and the power to handle them, with success in all material matters. You love organization, construction, finance, and the huge operations of the commercial world. Happiness, for you, is doing things in a big way, getting results. You are generous, large-minded, powerful, and dependable; a natural executive.

You have courage and poise, with the vision, strength, efficiency, excellent judgment, stamina, and determination to succeed. When struggling against opposition you are confident of victory.

Your ability to see the true potential in others may make you seem dominant and exacting; but you never spare yourself, either. You are a power for good. However, if you seek money and control purely for selfish reasons, they will tend to elude you.

For more success and better control, cultivate justice and toleration for the weaker and less efficient.

 

Your Personality: This is physical expression more than spiritual or emotional; your outer self, the way you express when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.

Number: 3

You are seen as a colorful, cheerful, and entertaining person; a natural host or hostess. You can cheer up a lifeless party. Friends are important to you, and you are easy to talk to.

In communication, you tend to elaborate and exaggerate in the direction of color and creativity, preferring to overlook the drab and mundane.

If you take on too many activities at once, you can appear superficial or contrived.

You probably enjoy wearing jewelry and fancy clothing. Just don't overdress or wear extreme styles in relation to the occasion.

 

Your Quiescent Self: Stripping away all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, "shoulds", and "shouldn'ts" -- this is you when you are alone; just you and your dreams.

Number: 3

You are popular, attractive, and sought after. You are successful in one or more artistic fields -- designing, decorating, painting, acting, singing, sculpting, or related arts. A guest list is not complete without your name. You are applauded for your talents and spread happiness wherever you go. It all comes natural to you.

Your thoughts and pleasure are related to seeding happiness and personal recognition of your artistic talents.

 

Your Destiny or Ultimate Goal: This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.

Number: 11

Your destiny is to serve the human race. You see where the spirituality of the world can be improved and work tirelessly to bring it about.

You are intuitive, psychic, visionary, and inspired, with an innate desire for harmony and impersonal perspective; all of which allow you to serve most ably as a diplomat, reconciliator, counselor, and mediator. You enjoy exploring, inventing, writing, lecturing, and working with minute details; and you feel rewarded for your efforts whenever you receive tender acknowledgment from those who feel close to you. With your instinctive response to rhythm, you can contribute much with music.

You are refined, spiritual, inspired, and have a vibrant personality.

 

Your Life's Path: Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.

Number: 8

Your path is along commercial activity and organization, business affairs, positions of authority, and management of people. Your goals are reached most easily by cultivating a large outlook, refusing all limitation, and using your authority and power wisely.

You are a natural leader and a natural executive. Your ability to lead is limited only by your range of education and experience. You are able to deal well with the practical and material things of life, including judicious accumulation and use of money.

Your opportunities lie with fulfilling the needs of organization, efficiency, effective handling of personnel, and expressing your executive abilities. Large corporations and organizations appeal to you.

 

This Year's Path: Here is what you are likely to encounter this year -- your feelings, your predominant perspective, and the type of situations, circumstances, and opportunities you tend to attract during the calendar year.

Number: 22

This is a practical year; no long leisurely periods for dreaming, personal indulgence, or careless living. It is a time to build the firm and secure foundation upon which your future depends, using practical values and steady application. It is also the time to work out the details of that project you've been thinking about.

The year opens the door to a greater understanding of your soul purpose. It presents opportunities to serve on a larger scale.

This is the year to find where you stand in life, and to be practical about it -- to pay attention to details; no time for careless living. This is your chance, with hard work and specific orientation, to do something big for yourself and for the good of the world. It is the year to put your dreams to practical use.

This year demands a lot of work, not only to improve the present but also to build practical foundations for the future. Your diligence brings commensurate rewards. With good sense, you can meet all requirements and experience satisfactory gain.

Your gatherings, meetings, parties, and trips are mostly related to work or business. Read the fine print of all transactions.

As part of the practical focus of this year, attend to health matters.

 

Next Year's Path.

Number: 5

This is a year of change for you, a year to get out of the rut. Your opportunities are found outside ordinary routine. New opportunities and new conditions are manifesting (some may appear unexpectedly) -- new relationships, new ideas, new contacts, new enterprises, new plans -- more freedom, more variety, more travel -- broader fields of interest and activity.

It is a year of new experiences -- change, growth, fun, freedom. You feel an inner push to go do something, anything, so long as it's a new experience. You notice more opportunities to travel. It is time to take advantage of the prevailing atmosphere of change and variety to learn something new. The year adds new life and color to your undertakings.

The changes can be thrilling and inspiring. Now is the time to take advantage of the enhanced sense of freedom you feel and create new outlets for your genius. It is also a time to let older people and children inspire you.

If you have a business, you may wish to advertise more than usual, possibly presenting your business with a new, even unique, angle.

 

Last Year's Path.

Number: 3

This is the year to express your inspiration, your imagination, your creative thought, and your deep emotional feelings. You desire to do more entertaining this year and accept more invitations. Take time off to enjoy yourself.

You can give color and warmth to all levels of living. Be artistic. Express yourself joyfully. Now is the time to follow those inspirational and imaginative ideas you are so excited about. Follow your desire for self-improvement; the year is rich with opportunities for inner growth.

It is a colorful and eventful year, with pleasure, opportunities for travel, enjoyable social activities, and entertainment coming your way.

Allow your abundance of cheer and optimism to guide you.

Thu, April 17, 2008 - 10:04 AM permalink
Usually on my birthday I hope people will express their love and appreciation for me in some fashion or another.  But this year, instead of keeping track of everyone who sends me birthday wishes, I'm doing to do the opposite and am going to share my appreciation for all of you



Todd: For your partnership, support and for loving my smile (and for the sexy times, too)

Shawn: For the 13 years of friendship and support, I look forward to more growth with you

Carrie: For always having my back, for our silly times and for your true generosity

Alcena: For making me laugh, for loving me for me and for always listening to my stories

Damien: For being my daily life line, you are a true friend and confidant

Ashley: For your warmth, witty conversation and loving care

Cecilia: For truly loving me and always telling me how beautiful I am, inside and out

Jeanette: For your spunky amorous friendship, it's a joy to be around you

Shelly: For knowing my secret and still loving me, and still thinking I'm hot

Jessica: For all our times, good and possibly frustrating times, past and future, I cherish it all

Mathew: For remembering everything and being such a gentleman

Melissa: For seeing me in all my stages and still being my friend

Brandon: For finally going on a date with me and for all that happened because of our "meet cute"

Ariel: For your quest to find your true self living with integrity, you are my inspiration

Joriel: For welcoming me into your world with open arms and an open heart

Ben: For your kindness, consideration and genuine friendship

Eleanore: For our sisterhood that will last through any obstacle or amount of time

Ronnie: For believing in me, supporting me and loving me unconditionally

Debbie: For your older sister protectiveness and love

Jonathan: For sharing your wife (smirk) and for always embracing me with encouragement

Sar: For your unadulterated love and friendship, you are a natural sweetheart

Jean: For no matter how long time goes by, we can always enjoy each other's company

Julie: For our moments, for your encouragement, for being a strong aries, too

Sherwin: For being your awesome self and for our moments that will go down in history

Rachel: For your encouragement and affection from the moment I met you

Mikey: For just being the cool guy there to lend a helping and or to just hang out

Peter: For your support with not only me… but with our friends

Ande: For making me feel that I still "got it", you do put a little spring in my step

Rafe: For you're amazing warmth and interest in my "talent"

Victoria: For our great conversations and awesome adventures to be had

Kindra: For recognizing and supporting my talents and for your true kindness

Barry: For your continued patience and friendship

Nate: For always trying to keep in touch

Shelly: For always being happy to see me… you put a smile on my face

Matty: For never taking a good photo on purpose… you silly boy you

Kat: For always joining me in celebration, starlets forever

Lydia: For caring for me regardless of our flakiness, yeah I said it

Liz: For always being the most beautiful girl in the room, then telling me it's me

Beverly: For your openness and efforts in communication and care

Adams: For being a friend for so long and still being the funniest man I know

Elsner: For all our past and all our future jaunts… Trouble sir?

Kenny: For always considering me a beautiful friend

Shannon: For the possible new adventures and our fun time so far

Alex: For those moments when you are a total blast and those moments when you're not

Sammy: see Lydia… rock star

Kinsey: For having my back at work and regarding my life struggles

Heather: For being close, even though you are far away, I appreciate you

Steph: For coming into my world with warmth and excitement

Carla: For always being a trooper and for always showing up when you say you're going to

Andy: For always showing up when it means the most

Jennifer: For being excited to see me, thought it's so few and far in between

Lara: For your new found support and friendship, I look forward to more

Dodge: For your amazing love and support even when I don't even know I need it

Tyler: For always telling me how good I look, you charmer you

Lukas: For always having a story, for always keeping things exciting

Rachael: For popping in and out of my life with a smile

Luying: For the wildest and most romantic memories of my life

Billy: For when you do show up, you show up with a bang in someway

Justin: For being around all these years…

TJ: For your creative inspiration and friendship for so many years

Scott: For being such a sweet friend from the days of you in dresses to today

Crystal: For being such a huge part of my influential years

Brea: For being such a sweet lady always ready with a hug

Jackie: For being that girl I'll always look forward to that next visit

Ethan: For being that beckon of warmth I see, if even only online

Eric: For the greatest memories and the sexiest of times

Robert: For your continued friendship even across the country

Daniel: For your inspiration and quest for truth and a balanced life

Angela: For being a sweetheart throughout all these years

Renah: For showing up and saying hello, let's do it again

Sunny: For your past connections with me, I miss you

Dan: For always greeting me with a smile and a hug

Cheryl: For being like a mother to me for all these years

Rae: For always giving me that knowing look of support, love and empathy

Jim: For some fine good memories

Tracey: For being one of the girls even if you've disappeared

Cicci: For being that friendly face that always says hello with a smile

Sonja: For recognizing my awesome hostessing abilities

Suzanne: For your enthusiasm and cheerful attitude whenever I see you

Jamie: For your spunk and great conversations





There are so many other people I know who have touched me in some way,

so forgive me for the lack of personal greeting… I'm certain you are in my heart.
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 11:30 AM permalink

the newest craze, the ashera... a cross between a leopard and a housecat... up to 30 pounds...  the size of a large dog.

sweet.



my birthday is next month... com’on!

Fri, March 21, 2008 - 12:24 AM permalink

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Andrea is my not so secret homie. She has seen fit to share her magic with me and I'm oh so grateful. Too bad I have to pay her in pez.
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