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discussion post on Fri, May 16, 2008 - 10:41 AM
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Re: "I asked if you want me to decide what is wrong with you and fix you. "
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Sawarm, especially if you said it like this " I love you very and I want to speand the rest of my life with you. To do that I need us to work on some things." Like honesty or better communication or more spontinanity , etc...
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Re: "I asked if you want me to decide what is wrong with you and fix you. "
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Swarm I certainly don't want you to decide what is wrong with me and try to fix me.
You don't even love me or are committed to my well being yet. If you were in love with me and totally committed to us, then I would be open to hearing your opini... read more discussion post on Fri, May 16, 2008 - 9:45 AM
Re: a carrot and the stick approach would probably work on me?
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there are rewards for intrinsic qualities. I am taught patience by small children. The reward is that they are fun to be around, even when my patience is being tried.
I am open to learning new stuff. I have learned to write grad school papers by... read more discussion post on Thu, May 15, 2008 - 10:40 PM
Re: "(I'm sorry but I cannot translate your avatar name)"
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I actually need some fixing. A lot of love, patients, a carrot and the stick approach would probably work on me.
Like patients, I have little. It would be great to be with someone who models it and asks me to show it. I could use some help cl... read more discussion post on Thu, May 15, 2008 - 9:05 PM
Re: Public Affection: Yes or No?
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yes please
discussion post on Thu, May 15, 2008 - 4:54 PM
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hard to say. I am human, feeling, thinking, loving, breathing, scared. happy, angry, beautiful, amazed, amazing, loved, supported, compassionate, stead fast, committed, growing, learning, changing.
I am happy about where I am right now. Things change so fast, seems to be going in the right way. I breathe. I try to let go. Sometimes it works. I want to learn reiki , I want to learn to feel deeper. I want to be able to absorb pain and transform it into love. I want to write books and play at the park. Recently started grad school at Antioch Univ. in Psychology.
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I wish I knew some more kids. I want to go out and play. It's hard to find adults who can go out and play.
Mon, May 12, 2008 - 6:03 PM
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I miss that. I have realized I am just now on the "good" side of emotional availability. For a very long time , it didn't matter how great the guy was, I couldn't envision settling with one man. I just wasn't ready. Now I am dating with more availability I can see it from the other side. I am available and it scares people, they way it scared me when someone who I was dating wanted to get serious before. Now amount of cajolling could have made me think any differently, I was unavailable for commit... read more
I don't know how to describe it, but there is a feeling I have that we are not doing business as usual anymore.
Mon, May 12, 2008 - 1:13 AM
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Something is up and it's big. Transformation is happening and i feel it. Is it from within or happening on a grand scale? I can't tell . Maybe both. I don't know if there is anything to do. I just want the people I love to know I love them. I am just be PMSing. Or I may be attuned to something. I have this I don't know. Like visions. But I saw a village , like a medieval vi... read more
I am commited to myself, my health, my integrity , my happiness. I bought myself a pretty topaz and diamond ring to makr this occasion. I always wanted a pretty ring. Now I have one.
Tue, April 29, 2008 - 2:47 PM
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So I was thinking, Why am I so desperate to have a good working relationship with everyone I love, and to have everyone I love be whole within themselves?
Thu, April 17, 2008 - 9:49 PM
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I remember someone saying that each person I love is a piece of me, a reflection of who I am. Put those two together , and I want to be whole. I want all the pieces to come together in the puzzle. I want all my connections to be strong and real. I want to see wholeness in each person I love, each person who reflects some part of me back ... read more
Sadness is about losing something. But it's all relative. I may need to loss more to gain more.
Tue, April 15, 2008 - 2:44 PM
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What can I lose now? This sense of self blame, that's got to go. This respobsibilty for my loved ones happiness? What about my own happiness? I know I need to have me, the whole me. The strong foundation of my own honesty, integrity, comuncativenes. My own voice. And then what? I guess we'll see. thank you for your support, expressed or just thought. love , aschleigh
The possibility of a new relationship stopped in it's tracks. Not my fault. No one's fault, just sad.
Mon, April 14, 2008 - 11:27 PM
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I am not sure where this sadness is from. Abandonment issues sure. But I think I am just sad sometimes. I have so much to be happy about. And I am happy about. I have me, that big. For the first time in a long time I have a pretty powerful whole me. And yet no one to share it with. I am looking for something specific. Not just anyone will do. I don't even want to talk about. I'll know w... read more
I wonder about the people I meet and they don't seem to be pursueing meaning and depth. Or maybe it's just different for them, their meaning and depth. Are there people who are really happy with no deep meaning in their lives? It seems so empty.
Fri, March 28, 2008 - 12:50 PM
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