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Aschleigh

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last updated 10/18/09
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Huge Changes... (blog entry) I am noticing some big changes in me. I used to blame myself for everything, particularly in relationship. I was also with men who thought that was just fine, as long as I was to blame for everything they had no responsibility to make things work.... read more
blog entry posted Fri, November 6, 2009 - 11:47 AM permalink - 1 comment
Re: Awesome quotes, add your own (in Abundance Manifestation Network) I think it's actually " Those who would give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety"
The deserving part is important.
discussion post on Thu, November 5, 2009 - 9:15 AM
What's going on? (in Higher Vibration as rEvolution~)
I feel people's energies acutely , sometimes to the point of just being overwhelmed . So there's that. I have always felt that I needed to be with a person whose energy was really light and airy or I would feel weighted down by them. Other peopl... read more
discussion post on Wed, November 4, 2009 - 11:46 AM
Having my period and my pain body? (in Womens' Healing Circle) I am noticing that having my period brings up a lot of pain body stuff for me. I am eating a lot of comfort food like muffins and pizza and feeling gross about that. My desire to eat bread and sugar goes up during my period, it's also chilly here ... read more
discussion post on Wed, November 4, 2009 - 10:14 AM
Re: What is going on with me? (in Energy Awareness) I have an excellent therapist. He has been so influential in my growth for the last year and a half. He isn't transpersonal oriented though. That is the next step. When I move or am done with school I will look around for therapist that have a tra... read more
discussion post on Wed, November 4, 2009 - 9:17 AM
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about me
I'm 33 today, yay!. Growing up I was looking forward to being 14 so I could go to the pool by myself. I had thought of what it would be like to be 21 because I could drink but never in a millions years did occur to me what being 30 and above would be like.
I ask myself, am I living an engaged life? I am exercising several days a week. I go to school to use my mind. I have people in my life who care about me and I care about. I have a career I am working on that is meaningful and ever evolving. I love my life. I love being physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually healthy. I don't take it for granted as I spent my 20's feeling numb, depressed, shut down. My energy is way up because I got it flowing. I learned that I needed to express my anger, sexuality, joy, goodness, etc... With like minded folks. I put myself in places that I could and continue to do that. I have gifts that not everyone has. I am very empathetic and I care about the health of everyone. I can work in situations where I use those gifts. A small thing but it's huge actually, people don't know how to eat. A lot of people eat to survive but they are not eating for healthy and optimal functioning. I can help with that. As a society we are not even eating with sanity yet. I can teach people how to eat. We also don't move enough, I can teach people how to move.

So I'm here at 33 and it's been a long strange trip. It's like a new world is open that I didn't see until very recently. This world includes: relationships that are a joy to be in. Where we are kind and funny and good to each other for a long time. This world is one where I have meaningful work that benefits humanity. This world is an engaged world, where I am fully present with all that I encounter.
And I do feel blest my everything these days.
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I am noticing some big changes in me. I used to blame myself for everything, particularly in relationship. I was also with men who thought that was just fine, as long as I was to blame for everything they had no responsibility to make things work. It was all on me. That sucks for one thing because it's impossible for one person to do all the work in relationship. I just need my side of the fence clean. I can do that now, I was doing that for a long time. I was honest and loving and committed.... read more
Fri, November 6, 2009 - 11:47 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
I feel people's energies acutely , sometimes to the point of just being overwhelmed . So there's that. I have always felt that I needed to be with a person whose energy was really light and airy or I would feel weighted down by them. Other people's emotional baggage feels really heavy to me.
I have some of my own emotional baggage to deal with too of course so I do and I feel pretty light these days in general.
I was talking to an energy worker and she was saying that in her experience Tibe... read more
Tue, November 3, 2009 - 6:18 PM permalink - 6 comments
 
I feel pretty happy. I confronted a fix it ticket yesterday and it was only $50. My MO ticket wise has been to ignore in the past and that cost me a lot of money. This time I showed up and it wasn't so bad. I had to go to court and plead no contest to driving with a head light out. It seems like a lot of rigamoroul for a head light issue. I was scared. It was a real court and a real judge, and she had big puffy bleached blond hair. Anyway I paid the $50 and went to work. It was nerve racking ... read more
Tue, November 3, 2009 - 11:14 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
That guy who can have the "serious" conversation ( experience) about psychology/spirituality/politics and can play like a child and pick me up and throw me on the bed. Wow, it's a life long quest. Good thing I'm open to different men with different expertise.
Fri, October 30, 2009 - 10:20 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
That's how my Brain feels with all these new concepts , new ways of looking at things, new ways of being, possibilities that seem to be falling at my feet lately.
Some of the stuff I am integrating right now are:
Transperonal/ transcendence psychology
Angelic realms, bliss states, body states
Energy work
Love ( of course)
Bay area energy
Attachment (oneness with initial caregiver)
Quantum Physics
Rumi, Rodin, Ryan Gosling ;)


If any of that strikes you , let's talk.
Love, A
Wed, October 28, 2009 - 10:30 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
Wow, I am opening to a lot of new concepts, new people, new ways of being.
Non-duality is hard to speak since our language is dualistic. Our way of being in the world is dualistic .
This conference and my experience is not linear necessarily so I will not try to tell a story about what is happening. I will use language to point to the many things that are coming up for me, around me, through me as I attend this conference.

First we are at an Embassy Suites Hotel in San Rafael. It is beau... read more
Thu, October 22, 2009 - 12:35 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
I'm sick but really busy. I have to get on a plane in two days. I hate traveling sick. I don't want to go to the doctor and get an anti-biotic. I don't want to rest anymore. I need my energy back. I have lost weight just from not being hungry, so that's fine. I have been able to go on my walk/runs but they are not as fun as when I am well.
I'm also working on so many things that I can't keep them straight. I tend to work myself into an exhausted state every few months these days, yet someho... read more
Mon, October 19, 2009 - 6:33 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
I have 30,000 profile views, it that a lot? It seems like a lot.
Fri, October 16, 2009 - 10:11 AM permalink - 6 comments
 
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