I keep alive by always looking for the signs of beauty in everything. I'm a writer and aspire to one day write stuff that gets published. I would love research things pertaining to cybernetics/systems, consciouness, language and the mind, write daily, create music I'd like to make, read daily, and be surrounded by intelligent stimulating mature aware people. I thrive on connections, synthesizing ideas and figuring things out. I love meeting amazing extraordinaty brilliant deviant people... I love almost all music. trying my hardest to clear my vision. I like to have fun and be silly. I'm really pretty weird, actually.