Is a deep soul who has been to the shadowed depths and the luminescent mountain peaks who has tasted the gamut of life’s expression, so that she could craft and weave words in the richest manner possibly. To read her writing is to feel the variant pulsing of life coursing through your heart and mind. Like a great composer who transcends the form and lifts one into new places, the music she makes with her words sends you on a journey through life itself in all of its variant spectrums. She is a gift to all who would take in her words and resonate with such a deep rich soul.
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October 26, 2007
Azure
Is a deep soul who has been to the shadowed depths and the luminescent mountain peaks who has tasted the gamut of life’s expression, so that she could craft and weave words in the richest manner possibly. To read her writing is to feel the variant pulsing of life coursing through your heart and mind. Like a great composer who transcends the form and lifts one into new places, the music she makes with her words sends you on a journey through life itself in all of its variant spectrums. She is a gift to all who would take in her words and resonate with such a deep rich soul.
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tho miles make up our mystery, my mind meanders, as spill't milk o'er mayhem and masterful deeds, making creamy crevices moan with the liquid thought of you; mingling instinctual messages from my core, amongst yours whilst I stand here, melting... (melting) a million melodies away ~A.J.A~ @2007@ The weather seems to be hovering, like a battle of wills o'er Boston, threatening rain but spitting teases instead, through 75 degree clouds... I feel scorned, though I am immersed in my love of Fall, (she is slowly dying) and I'm praying for Winter's quick execution to take her (he always was so morbid) but, alas, he has yet to notice her flailing near the horizontal divide. In the wind, I hear Spring, crying amongst remembered poppies, fingers tinged in frostbite, to be born; bathed in awakening sun, (my heart aches for that far-off child)... Summer will tend its tears. I am waiting ~A.J.A~ @10/2007@ Supposing that the relevance of time is not tethered to the tentacles of tomorrow's whim, that, this thin transference of daylight to dim, is just a reflection of evangelical thought and not a realistic lesson, taught in birth... ...would it be worth your imagined years to bleed faith dry of every, single, fear that has overcome your dawn, (tell me) would I be terribly wrong for inquiring as to the grinding halt of the sun when the only one left laughing in this paradoxical conundrum is, the rain? If day is somehow tomorrow's night & the bright of yesterday's moon causes Nyx to squeal of doom in her sleep, would we all be wrong to kneel in weep; trust in fate, than to bury her deep-er in the telling dark? for, hark!, I hear her breathing... (...breathing) and, it seems to me that she's reeling from all this talk of Zion... unfinished... ~A.J.A~ @2007 *care to add a stanza or two?* (be my guest) Writer's Notes: Sometimes the words just...come, like a steady tide returning home to rest upon familiar shores. This, was one of those rare occasions. Unrehearsed, unedited, unabashed...flow between myself and one of my favorite poets, Mensah D. Enjoy, ~A~ ******************************************************************* ******************************************************************* .::Psalm::. (she...) to the dawn, this diary of duress... my heart has caressed the abyss of night's horizon, shed its cloak and was stroked by Zion but, has bled its last breath... (he...) last breath but a whisper; a lonely gasp what is this fanciful fall into this abyss? surely not death, for i... last breath abound my lips, am more alive than a first cry uttered underneath david's 6 pointed shape; 'tis not death i feel as this wonderous emotion truncates through the wisping air of night's departure. it is...my heart becoming frozen; my love will never warm never more. (she...) to the day, I cry "Day, light my way!"... from within this iced orb, held fast in driest palm calm my fears; swallowing tears of years gone by... My love!...my Sun...borne to me thru miracle made of masterful muse, chosen seed mirrored in fabled myths, even commandments kissed by god; melt my soul til day breaks me, halved (he...) nay, as i prostrate before this loveless alter glazed about by glaciers formed or rather forged by years of slowly floating, inch by inch, until collision caused this calamity; i am but an atheist. who am i to speak of a babe savior legend among myths; i ne'er believed in your grace; can you...unfulfill yr promise? that you shall never turn away? indeed, you have. it is this heady breath exhaled into visible air; a signal of you forsaking me... the sins of the lover, roaming about: wanderlust, finds me home, back upon soil, broken, shattered tattered and battered bauble of your divine creation. i should've loved her ...deeper. (she...) Lover, look to me sweetly, as if no one watches and, only we inhabit all with our nothingness... Gaze, gracefully toward my given adore knowing I feed from your ... 'Live! Be it, she, or he; they...or even 'it' that hue the universe hautely, shedding food to my root, tis you that hydrates my religion; my faith need not a name nor face, only to know there IS hope that without your eyes upon me, I see nothing but empty rainbows that end at pots full of dew (he...) dear heart, do not look upon my pagan face or take in its thorny passion eyes, for i beseech you ...you will become un-holy... in an...incomplete way, if i may be playful... i am a man who stalks across fertile ground and plants seeds until my children choke the land; you, sorceress, deserve more. dear heart, my rhythmic manifestation of that which begins to slow as we travel down this tryst of trust (misplaced you do not know me, for i have read the texts of goddesses who no longer believe in me who...would rather cease to exist than, with caked lips thirsty, sip from this...religionless oasis. you, goddess, deserve more. in the name of love, sweet morality, i cannot allow you to call me "believer" for i only believe...until the sun rises; an empty bed for you again awaits. (she...) I own no magic, Wizard nor book of wiles to wager wishes nor wants, though I will it be such, I have no incantation I retain in my deepest thoughts to tease you to a silence, still, but beg, I will on knees I've bent in hardship, crossed in meditation, opened in rapture..fell to in prayer... "Hold my sadness a little longer" learn me like a book, once more for I cannot breathe in the air of your exhaled go. If ever there were an orchestra of angels, ever a chariot of fire, if ever you loved me, poet... take faith in my stanzas this nigh' (he...) "if ever you loved me..." deity, your inquistion is ready...bullet in chamber; yet, your sadism brings me a quiet happiness, a blissful sadness; a kiss upon a lifeless shrine. my words, not so strong enough to keep me from this position, have weaved beautiful beggery ...to leave me be; let these... night vultures dispatched from He or She or It... pluck at these strings until the octaves bleed your release from me. or me from you, but that is i ...being playful, again. i do not want you to be caged or cornered or confused amidst my cacophony ...for, it would seem, you are hemmed inbetween the seams of heaven and my hell, due to the blare. seven trumpets' blare, if i were clever enough to deem it such... what you ask of me is akin to a slave weeping for chains' return ...do you... not see how that pains me, my pleasantry? i will shackle you if you make me say it; make me...stand firm once more... make we...blend another score ...20 years of kiss'd lyrics. but i am a man, my broken pieces aside, and i look into your planets; their denizens beg for me to rotate as their sun once more. therefore; i shall love you as a god (you) shall love her master (I). (she...) though roughened hands, cupped, cover mine eyes, closed, I hear your beckon, boldly over the band, my Maestro miming made up tunes with melodic motions of muscular arms... made to encircle me My ears, more open...maneuver the music in a rat a tat tat meander and my mood must be prevelent to your aura.... My heart races... "more"...more...my soul screams I...I....shift in my seat....ladylike to avoid your gesture Then suddenly the musician ...strumming kindly the Stadavari....moves me...and ...and I make a small sound....and (always, and) you muster the saxaphone, & I almost fall faint, near the stage *an Azure & Mensah collaboration @ 2007* His shoulders are like tabernacles, laden mosques, forever solid under the wait of my architectural prayer - erected piece by piece ('bye peace) under fading moon, 'neath watching skies, near the core of my flailing religion... atop sacred ground. There --> I've been lost, not wanting to be found like inlaid parables, bound; placed inexorably by the root of the original poet-tree, pretending virginal postures, sweetly sinning as he curves me in softest soliloquy 'til I am wrapped 'round his wildest philosophies, bidding adieu to every agnostic tendency I've ever had - (making me kneel, unexpectedly right near the tear in his soul shamelessly fondling love in the palm of my seeking hand...) admiring his lips his... only HIS lips they way they split (so wet) in an "ohhh.." when I do this... but, it is his back... only HIS back, split by a Roman spine that commands my eye to wander west of collarbone; riding lateral w-i-i-i-nd to the temptation of its expanse - my hands, faltering near his ink, my pink, pulsing, pulsing in eager greed as I follow him down the rabbit's hiding hole, we, in sync, linked by lust, locked together in trusting tether; bold his body calling me... beautiful ~A.J.A~ @2007@
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