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Azure

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.::écoutez::.

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Asiatic See...

Gender
Female
Age
41
Location
about me
Professional dreamer,
amateur writer;
seer
of rare and wonderful things ...
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Wordz...


"Dream
as if you'll live forever,
live
as if you'll die today."
-James Dean-

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Two traveling monks reached a river where they met a young woman.
Wary of the current, she asked if they could carry her across. One of the monks hesitated, but the other quickly picked her up onto his shoulders, transported her across the water, and put her down on the other bank.
She thanked him and departed.

As the monks continued on their way, the one was brooding and preoccupied.
Unable to hold his silence, he spoke out. "Brother, our spiritual training teaches us to avoid any contact with women, but you picked that one up on your shoulders and carried her!"

"Brother," the second monk replied,
"I set her down on the other side, while you are still carrying her."


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I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.

Anais Nin

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So they say...

October 26, 2007
Azure
Is a deep soul who has been to the shadowed depths and the luminescent mountain peaks who has tasted the gamut of life’s expression, so that she could craft and weave words in the richest manner possibly. To read her writing is to feel the variant pulsing of life coursing through your heart and mind. Like a great composer who transcends the form and lifts one into new places, the music she makes with her words sends you on a journey through life itself in all of its variant spectrums. She is a gift to all who would take in her words and resonate with such a deep rich soul.
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Please, Beware:

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Les Galeries Diaboliques...

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Let Him BURN!!!!

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.::Don't Stare::.

"...when you look long enough into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you.”

-Nietzsche-

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.::Portraiture::.


Tread softly
atop my tender heart
as if petals bruise
asunder
the weight of your pedicured pain

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Touch my soul;
featherlight
and I will fill your tomorrows
with love...

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I refuse to own
my mother's woes;
that is 'her' past
not my future
- not my now, -
nor waiting when...
Nothing that makes
me whole nor fractured pi
shall reason my mathematical
give

...I forgive her.

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Beauty does live here,
indeed -
within me;
all-evolving 'she'

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~A.J.A~
@2007@

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.::The Spider & The Fly::. Mary Howitt



"Will you walk into my parlor?" said the spider to the fly;
"'Tis the prettiest little parlor that ever you may spy.
The way into my parlor is up a winding stair,
And I have many curious things to show when you are there."
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "to ask me is in vain,
For who goes up your winding stair can ne'er come down again."

"I'm sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high.
Well you rest upon my little bed?" said the spider to the fly.
"There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin,
And if you like to rest a while, I'll snugly tuck you in!"
"Oh no, no," said the little fly, "for I've often heard it said,
They never, never wake again who sleep upon your bed!"

Said the cunning spider to the fly: "Dear friend, what can I do
To prove the warm affection I've always felt for you?
I have within my pantry good store of all that's nice;
I'm sure you're very welcome - will you please to take a slice?
"Oh no, no," said the little fly; "kind sir, that cannot be:
I've heard what's in your pantry, and I do not wish to see!"

"Sweet creature!" said the spider, "you're witty and you're wise;
How handsome are your gauzy wings; how brilliant are your eyes!
I have a little looking-glass upon my parlor shelf;
If you'd step in one moment, dear, you shall behold yourself."
"I thank you, gentle sir," she said, "for what you're pleased to say,
And, bidding you good morning now, I'll call another day."

The spider turned him round about, and went into his den,
For well he knew the silly fly would soon come back again:
So he wove a subtle web in a little corner sly,
And set his table ready to dine upon the fly;
Then came out to his door again and merrily did sing:
"Come hither, hither, pretty fly, with pearl and silver wing;
Your robes are green and purple; there's a crest upon your head;
Your eyes are like diamond bright, but mine are dull as lead!"

Alas, alas! how very soon this silly little fly,
Hearing his wily, flattering words, came slowly flitting by;
With buzzing wings she hung aloft, then near and nearer grew,
Thinking only of her brilliant eyes and green and purple hue,
Thinking only of her crested head. Poor, foolish thing! at last
Up jumped the cunning spider, and fiercely held her fast;
He dragged her up his winding stair, into the dismal den -
Within his little parlor - but she ne'er came out again!

And now, dear little children, who may this story read,
To idle, silly flattering words I pray you ne'er give heed;
Unto an evil counselor close heart and ear and eye,
And take a lesson from this tale of the spider and the fly.

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Rabbit-Hole Philosophy...

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children; we, all...

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.::Le Decalogue::.


tho miles make up our mystery,
my mind meanders, as spill't milk
o'er mayhem and masterful deeds,
making creamy crevices moan with the liquid thought of you; mingling
instinctual messages from my core,
amongst yours

whilst I stand here,
melting...

(melting)
a million melodies away


~A.J.A~
@2007@
Wed, December 5, 2007 - 6:53 AM permalink - 4 comments
 

The weather seems to be hovering, like a battle of wills o'er Boston,
threatening rain but spitting teases instead, through 75 degree clouds...

I feel scorned, though I am immersed in my love of Fall,
(she is slowly dying)
and I'm praying for Winter's quick execution to take her
(he always was so morbid) but, alas,
he has yet to notice her flailing near the horizontal divide.

In the wind, I hear Spring, crying
amongst remembered poppies, fingers tinged in frostbite, to be born;
bathed in awakening sun,
(my heart aches for that far-off child)...
Summer will tend its tears.


I am waiting



~A.J.A~
@10/2007@
Wed, December 5, 2007 - 6:46 AM permalink - 0 comments
 

Supposing that the relevance of time
is not tethered to the tentacles of tomorrow's whim,
that, this thin transference of daylight to dim,
is just a reflection of evangelical thought
and not a realistic lesson, taught
in birth...
...would
it be worth your imagined years
to bleed faith dry of every, single, fear
that has overcome your dawn,
(tell me)
would I be terribly wrong for inquiring
as to the grinding halt of the sun when
the only one left laughing in this paradoxical conundrum

is, the rain?

If
day
is somehow tomorrow's night
& the bright of yesterday's moon
causes Nyx to squeal of doom in her sleep,
would we all be wrong to kneel in weep;
trust in fate,
than to bury her deep-er
in the telling dark? for,
hark!, I hear her
breathing...
(...breathing)
and, it seems to me that she's reeling
from all this talk

of Zion...




unfinished...
~A.J.A~
@2007


*care to add a stanza or two?*
(be my guest)
Tue, November 27, 2007 - 7:00 PM permalink - 2 comments
 

Writer's Notes:
Sometimes the words just...come,
like a steady tide returning home to rest upon familiar shores.
This, was one of those rare occasions.
Unrehearsed, unedited, unabashed...flow
between myself and one of my favorite poets, Mensah D.

Enjoy,
~A~
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.::Psalm::.

(she...)

to the dawn, this diary of duress...
my heart has caressed the abyss of night's horizon,
shed its cloak and was stroked by Zion
but, has bled its last breath...

(he...)

last breath but a whisper; a lonely gasp
what is this fanciful fall into this abyss?
surely not death, for i...
last breath abound my lips,
am more alive than a first cry
uttered underneath david's 6 pointed shape;
'tis not death i feel as this wonderous emotion
truncates through the wisping air of night's departure.
it is...my heart becoming frozen;
my love will never warm
never more.

(she...)

to the day, I cry "Day, light my way!"...
from within this iced orb, held fast in driest palm
calm my fears; swallowing tears of years gone by...
My love!...my Sun...borne to me thru miracle made of masterful muse,
chosen seed mirrored in fabled myths,
even commandments kissed by god;
melt my soul
til day breaks me,
halved

(he...)

nay, as i prostrate before this loveless alter
glazed about by glaciers formed or rather
forged
by years of slowly floating, inch by inch,
until collision caused this calamity;
i am but an atheist.
who am i to speak of a babe
savior
legend among myths;
i ne'er believed in your grace;
can you...unfulfill yr promise?
that you shall never turn away?
indeed, you have. it is this
heady breath exhaled into visible air;
a signal of you forsaking me...
the sins of the lover,
roaming about: wanderlust,
finds me home, back upon soil,
broken, shattered tattered and battered bauble
of your divine creation.
i should've loved her
...deeper.

(she...)

Lover,
look to me sweetly, as if no one watches and, only we
inhabit all with our nothingness...
Gaze, gracefully toward my given adore
knowing I feed from your ...
'Live!
Be it, she, or he; they...or even 'it'
that hue the universe hautely, shedding food to my root,
tis you that hydrates my religion;
my faith need not a name nor face, only to know
there IS hope
that without your eyes upon me,
I see nothing but empty rainbows
that end at pots full of dew

(he...)

dear heart, do not look upon my pagan face
or take in its thorny passion eyes, for i beseech you
...you will become un-holy...
in an...incomplete way, if i may be playful...
i am a man who stalks across fertile ground
and plants seeds until my children
choke the land;
you, sorceress, deserve more.
dear heart, my rhythmic manifestation
of that which begins to slow as we travel
down this tryst of trust (misplaced
you do not know me,
for i have read the texts of goddesses
who no longer believe in me
who...would rather cease to exist
than, with caked lips thirsty,
sip from this...religionless oasis.
you, goddess, deserve more.
in the name of love, sweet morality,
i cannot allow you to call me
"believer"
for i only believe...until the sun rises;
an empty bed for you again
awaits.

(she...)

I own no magic, Wizard
nor book of wiles to wager wishes nor wants, though
I will it be such,
I have no incantation I retain in my deepest thoughts
to tease you to a silence,
still,
but beg, I will
on knees I've bent in hardship, crossed in meditation,
opened in rapture..fell to
in prayer...
"Hold my sadness a little longer"
learn me like a book, once more
for I cannot breathe in the air of your exhaled go.
If ever there were an orchestra of angels,
ever a chariot of fire,
if ever you loved me, poet...
take faith in my stanzas this nigh'

(he...)

"if ever you loved me..."
deity, your inquistion is ready...bullet in chamber;
yet, your sadism brings me a quiet happiness,
a blissful sadness; a kiss
upon a lifeless shrine.
my words, not so strong enough to keep
me from this position, have weaved beautiful beggery
...to leave me be; let these...
night vultures dispatched from He or She or It...
pluck at these strings until the octaves
bleed your release from me.
or me from you, but that is i
...being playful, again.
i do not want you to be caged or
cornered or confused amidst my cacophony
...for, it would seem, you are hemmed inbetween
the seams of heaven and my hell, due to the blare.
seven trumpets' blare, if i were clever enough
to deem it such...
what you ask of me is akin
to a slave weeping for chains' return
...do you...
not see how that pains me, my pleasantry?
i will shackle you if you make me say it;
make me...stand firm once more...
make we...blend another score
...20 years of kiss'd lyrics.
but i am a man, my broken pieces aside, and i
look into your planets; their denizens beg for me
to rotate as their sun once more.
therefore;
i shall love you
as a god (you)
shall love her master (I).

(she...)

though roughened hands, cupped,
cover mine eyes, closed,
I hear your beckon, boldly over the band,
my Maestro miming made up tunes with melodic motions of muscular arms...
made to encircle me
My ears, more open...maneuver the music
in a rat a tat tat meander and my mood
must be prevelent to your aura....
My heart races...
"more"...more...my soul screams
I...I....shift in my seat....ladylike
to avoid your gesture
Then suddenly
the musician ...strumming kindly the
Stadavari....moves me...and ...and
I make a small sound....and (always, and) you
muster the saxaphone,
& I
almost fall faint, near the stage




*an Azure & Mensah collaboration @ 2007*
Wed, November 21, 2007 - 8:52 AM permalink - 3 comments
 

His shoulders are like tabernacles,
laden mosques, forever solid
under the wait of my architectural prayer -
erected piece by piece ('bye peace)
under fading moon,
'neath watching skies,
near the core of my flailing religion...
atop sacred ground.

There -->
I've been lost, not wanting to be found
like inlaid parables, bound;
placed inexorably by the root
of the original poet-tree, pretending
virginal postures, sweetly sinning
as he curves me in softest soliloquy
'til I am wrapped 'round his wildest philosophies,
bidding adieu to every agnostic tendency
I've ever had -
(making me kneel, unexpectedly
right near the tear in his soul
shamelessly fondling love
in the palm of my seeking hand...)

admiring his lips
his...
only HIS lips
they way they split
(so wet) in an "ohhh.."
when I do
this...

but,

it is his back...
only HIS back, split by a Roman spine
that commands my eye to wander
west of collarbone; riding lateral w-i-i-i-nd
to the temptation of its expanse -
my hands, faltering near his ink,
my pink, pulsing,
pulsing
in eager greed
as I follow him down the rabbit's hiding hole,
we, in sync,
linked by lust, locked
together in trusting tether; bold

his body calling me...

beautiful


~A.J.A~
@2007@
Fri, October 26, 2007 - 7:12 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
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Tanka Poetry (5-7-5-7-7)

.:: Lessons In Cursive ::.

indellible he

spread as indigo 'pon sheets

made of parchment, writes

my wrongs with hard parables

spoken soft in cursive tongue


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.:: Hue ::.

a quiver, running

southbound on the Isle of Man;

juxtaposed irie

atop cracks of dawning hue

reminds me of paradise

~A.J.A~
@2007@

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Exclusively Cinquain (2-4-6-8-2)


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"love me"
like fire and rain;
burning lust seared with grace
Brand it in indelible ink -
my soul

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One Kiss
tasting of reign
"honey-do" addiction;
melting sugar atop tongue's tip
slays me

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~A.J.A~
@2007@

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.::Quoting Shakespeare::.

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Pablo Neruda


I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.

I hunger for your sleek laugh,
your hands the color of a savage harvest,
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.

I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your lovely body,
the sovereign nose of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,

and I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight,
hunting for you, for your hot heart,
like a puma in the barrens of Quitratue.

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e.e. cummings

 
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