thinking of you in times when all was still,
could have been different if I took the right
to follow a beating heart.
blessed be,
love & respect,
Lo~

Love ,its Power and be it and living it ,that is Autumn Aviva and who she is and what she lives.And because of her and the life she lives I have made that a part of my life.forever I remember two beatle songs one was called No Where Man and the other All you need is Love. As a human I felt like that No Where Man and not totalily belonging anywhere but aslo believed in that other song All you need is Love. And , because of Autumn, her freinds and them all showing me their world , I the freak and misfit truely for first time in my life feel complete as a person , and that I belong somewhere and have found my home.- Nelson, its wonderfull people and kootenay way of life.This remarkable person let me sleep in her living room and showed me her world thru her eyes and let me see the person she was really was. Her and her friends took me on two life changing journeys that changed my life for ever . Reminds me of the words form that song, Amazing Grace, i was blind but now I see.The veil was removed form my eyes and I saw mother earth who she was really was thru the trees breathing life and saw Autumn Aviva for she was really was ,love. I literially saw that love shine form her and radiant form her spirit and heart.It was an event I will always remember for the rest of my life . I aslo got to watch love unfold and blossom in her life. And see her come togather with her soulmate.I want to thank Autumn Aviva, Warren and her beautifull freinds for welcoming me into their lifes and letting me experience the world thur their eyes and and making it a part of my life. It was the most beautifull week in my life and life changing for me. This freak me, feels like a whole person now because of this remarkable young woman

Guess who's birthday is coming up?

This beautiful creature came into my life during a time of change for me. Autumn helped me believe in my ideas about love and friendship. Until the whirlwind that is Autumn happened, I lacked an anchor to my belief system that is radically different than the 'chemistry' brainwashing society desensitizes us with. If Autumn hadn't befriended me I'd still be adrift with my doubts in a sea of cliches. Her concern for others balanced by her ruthless honesty combined with the ability to give someone the benefit of the doubt (even when she's grilling them to explain themselves) pretty much explains why she doesn't need to pretend or put on an act. Plain old honest life is way too exciting for her to bother 'spicing it up' with lies.

It sure helps to have a real-life example of what one hopes to have in love and friendship when trying to find it in this crazy mixed up world.

Hope you like your birthday present, albeit a bit soon, I've been working on the wording for the past 3 years.

Ever since I first laid eyes on Autumn I knew that she was a very special unique person whom I wanted to meet. And like magic it all came together without any effort. Since that day on a sunny summer afternoon in Nelson, Autumn will always have a place in my heart. There is no other girl like her.

Eve of Dreams


Another night in my life coming to an end,

my slumber sets sail on the eve of bodily

descend. More knowing of a purpose, day

to day we, well deserve this. Life in general

is a gift, watch it closely think & sift, all that

we encounter help us move, react, & sprout

stretching out to all we see, that feeling of

being free. Project the deepest thoughts,

manifesting loving plots, one day we'll come

about, waking up our inner doubt.

love & respect to all I know,

(I am here for you all)

Lo-