everything is changin.....and I am left asking....now what?

I am facing the possibility of moving to chico, CA. it depends on a lot of factors....but, if my boyfriend doesnt get excepted to a school in our home town....he'll be reattending chico state. its not something I would prefer....or is it his....but, you do what you have to do. and I am commited enough to get out of ventura to be with him. we'll have to wait and see. the move wouldnt take place till this winter....he would have to ... read more

Now, when I say this….I don’t mean I am disabled by any means. Nor am I poking fun of anyone who is…..I am just at my brains capacity on what I can handle. I think I was at capacity about 4 weeks ago.

What I do with my time isn’t amazing….I don’t save lives….I don’t teach children….I don’t do anything that could really ever be a benefit much to anyone (unless you count just generally trying to be a good person. I try to make sure I do that every day.) I am a student who works full time…who... read more

I am gonna be the new gifts manager at salzers. there really isnt anyone else to do it....and so, its been given to me cause I dont slack at work and I have above average work ethics. this past week has been spent getting prepared for the transition. the whole swap turns over the beg. of march. till then....its gettin the vendors to know me and make sure everything is finalized before the current manager leaves.

I've been sick and swamped with school work. here here to being an adult.

its offical....my ass is on a plane to shanghai on aug. 27th.....got the ticket today. I will be spending my birthday there (thats the 28th for you folks out there). I'll get there the 29 (they are a day ahead of us) and that will be my "lil sister" Quin-Quin's birthday. I'm there for a week. oh man.

fuckin nuts I tell you. I am a whole mix of emotions. like....I am uber excited and scared about being in a totally forein country. at least the people I know there Wei Wei and Quin-Quin think... read more