As things seemed so close and knitted as i began this travel from long ago. I noticed the shifting and the unraveling slowly thinning itself out. As things have now died down i begin to wander where did it all go? the good times with the bad. and the bad time with the good. only a couple remain now. for though's who meant not to do wrong i forgive you if you only forgive me. for humans aren't we all? so i guess i bid this post my final farewell and hope your all happy and go on with life. Jus... read more

LATERALUS •
Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
red and yellow then ... read more

As i have followed the dark epic saga of the dark carnival. I felt like it was coming back again. that once it was here. then it left for a while. But was coming again. But i guess not this time though as i am feeling it is not now. I thought i was caught up in a time vortex like i was having a chance to travel back in time with a few things different this time and to change some things of the mistakes i made. But i guess it wont happen now. For i thought i was going to work with my friend je... read more

first song deadicated to this whole cluster f*&k of a situation
Scorched Earth Erotica

Sunset, expect
This to be your last with Our vast return
As Death is set
At three sixes where hill-beacons burn

Darkness, undress
Your descending skirts yield a thirsting altar
Blood-red, yet still unfed
Lips distend ending, time to falter

Welcome, arms tied down crucified...
The slaughter

Lightening freezes seven
Outtakes from the rape of the world
Sins expelled from Heaven
Now befo... read more