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Raven

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joined on 05/04/07
last updated 06/27/08
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The Serpent Goddess has slithered down my throat. She makes her home in my belly.

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Nevermore...

If a Raven totem has come into our life, magic is at play. Raven activates the energy of magic, and links it to our will and intention. The Raven shows us how to go to the dark of our inner self and bring out the light of our true self.
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MahaLakshmi Namostute

Om Shrim MahaLakshmiyei Swaha
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Gorgeous geniuses

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Mah, she's after me heart... :)

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I bow to the Fire Goddess

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"...in store are dreams so daring that the night can't stop from staring..."

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Scry me

Gender
Female
Age
29
Location
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My Recent Activity

The Opening of Flowers... (blog entry) I plug my ears and listen to my body
Follow its tributaries,
Past creaky bones buried
Through the fissures and cracks,
Into the dirt of my soul
The flowers that grow there
Rooting and unfurling
Remind me to slow down
Synch up with t... read more
blog entry posted Mon, July 14, 2008 - 4:17 PM permalink - 2 comments
Casting out shame... (blog entry) LIke a wounded beast
I summoned it all up into my face, twisted and red and pulled it from there with my hands
writhing on the floor, exhaling great airy wails, punctuated by shrieks or cries
tears were angry and spattering
tensed muscles
cle... read more
blog entry posted Mon, June 16, 2008 - 9:29 PM permalink - 2 comments
Retreat to the Trees (blog entry) Such a lovely forest frolic with my fellow dancing witch! Man, it is so important, for rejuvenation's sake, to take some time and breathe in the trees. They're so tall and old and quiet... You can just put your arms around them and soak that en... read more
blog entry posted Mon, June 2, 2008 - 2:50 PM permalink - 3 comments
Aches and Pains (blog entry) Allowing myself healing/grieving time is difficult. Slowing down and letting my emotions sink in, have their way, then slowly resurface and dissipate is a challenge in patience and understanding. For myself. For so long I've been eager to have sit... read more
blog entry posted Thu, May 22, 2008 - 12:20 PM permalink - 2 comments
My Sister (blog entry) You give me dreams of heaven to dream
My spirit, my sky, way up high
From the way you sizzle and spark
Bright, bright girl, with your bright, bright hair
A playful toss of a bomb, then you smile
And the light explodes in their hearts
Drunk ... read more
blog entry posted Wed, March 12, 2008 - 12:31 PM permalink - 0 comments
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My Psyche

I plug my ears and listen to my body
Follow its tributaries,
Past creaky bones buried
Through the fissures and cracks,
Into the dirt of my soul
The flowers that grow there
Rooting and unfurling
Remind me to slow down
Synch up with the cycle,
Realign with this magic,
Pick up the pattern where I left off,
And continue the weave
Have the patience,
To watch these petals open
The unhurried dance
Of the bloom
Nourish these flowers,
Feed them soft moonlight,
The breath ... read more
Mon, July 14, 2008 - 4:17 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
LIke a wounded beast
I summoned it all up into my face, twisted and red and pulled it from there with my hands
writhing on the floor, exhaling great airy wails, punctuated by shrieks or cries
tears were angry and spattering
tensed muscles
clenched fists and teeth
renouncing this shame
out
out
fucking out
out you go
i tear you from my body
and with a rage
fling you across the room
I never wanted you, shame
i never asked for you
you were an unfortunate inheritance
and I renou... read more
Mon, June 16, 2008 - 9:29 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
Such a lovely forest frolic with my fellow dancing witch! Man, it is so important, for rejuvenation's sake, to take some time and breathe in the trees. They're so tall and old and quiet... You can just put your arms around them and soak that energy in.

Mmm, I heart trees...
Mon, June 2, 2008 - 2:50 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
Allowing myself healing/grieving time is difficult. Slowing down and letting my emotions sink in, have their way, then slowly resurface and dissipate is a challenge in patience and understanding. For myself. For so long I've been eager to have situations in my life be fixed and better or done with or on to something different... Always rushing ahead in search of the greener pastures. Always pushing myself. The point is that I'm always trying to fill any sort of "gap" that appears in my life, ... read more
Thu, May 22, 2008 - 12:20 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
You give me dreams of heaven to dream
My spirit, my sky, way up high
From the way you sizzle and spark
Bright, bright girl, with your bright, bright hair
A playful toss of a bomb, then you smile
And the light explodes in their hearts
Drunk on the harvest from your soul's sensual vine
So intertwined with the divine are you
Infuse the Goddess through your very pores
And exuberance everlasting flows in your wake
Like a gown that shines and trails behind
Sewn from sheer LOVE

My lit... read more
Wed, March 12, 2008 - 12:31 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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My Testimonials

December 17, 2007
The eagle flys hi to carry the ancient knowlege of our ancestors.
The bear walks the earth with the stregth of a mountain
The snake carrys the weight of the world on it.

The raven...
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" -
Merely this, and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more."

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never - nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore:
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting -
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!
June 5, 2007
So grateful that the Dreamtime Circus connected me to this wonderful woman. The depth of our likeness is astounding, an elegantly soulful mirror, in fact! I strongly believe that our friendship will strengthen our ability to juggle the multi-layered complexities of this existence - and that we will have a lot of fun in the process! Looking forward to many more adventures ahead! Namaste!
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