So the living raw restaurant i love and work at (terra bella cafe) is closing down this week if we don't find an investor.
The price tag is $30,000 with a 50% interest ....the restaurant's sales have increase 20 % every month this year but the current investor is becoming impatient with the pay off and is leaving the bill.
Well it's do or die this week for the best food in LA.
Contact me ASAP if your interested in investing in a very sucessful, healthy restaurant.
The website is www.terrabellacafe.com if you wanna know more about what we do there.
I'm very sad but have hope that there might be a light too save my favorite cafe.
love yall
j

We shot the video two years ago....
it's finally finished!!!
Tom Monroe (lead singer) has been a very close friend/brother/mentor too me for the past 15 years.
I feel so over joyed to see him finally make it with his music.
The band is on tour and the album just came out.
check them out on myspace
Vendetta Valentine
and hopefully the video will air on MTV soon!!!
check it out
i have a 2 second dance number!
luv yall (the link is also on my profile)
j
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For the longest time I have lied to myself about fear. I always thought I feared nothing and I could face anything. I stood behind this image of a brave knight who faced the demons of fear head on and laughed at them all. I really was laughing at myself. I had made fear seem like it was conquerable and weak. I thought fear was something that only arrived and then left once it was put to shame. I was wrong. The ego gives us false pretenses to make us feel like we are always right, that we have conquered the fear, that everything will be alright. I guess you could say that ego is the defender of fear. The thing people forget is that we need fear in order to keep us alive. If fear did not exist the blood in our veins would pace to one pulse. Life does not pace; time does not go by minutes, and fear is forever changing. The fear of being alone, the fear of not looking good, the fear of dying, the fear of pain, and the worst fear of all, the fear of yourself and what you have become. We all have the fear that scares us the most. The denial of that fear is only the ego lying to oneself. The more we lie to ourselves about our fears the more room it has to build and eventually become life threatening. Unfortunately karma works in the field of fear too. Denial is very detrimental to the human soul. Denial may seem a lot easier than facing the fear but it doesn’t work forever. Eventually the fear will rise up and smite.

Why do I write these words? Why do I preach about fear? What do I know about someone else’s fears? The scary thing about fear is that’s different for each one of us. NO ones fear is exactly the same as another. So why even begin to try and talk about fear? If fear were to have an enemy it would be confrontation. That is why I write these words, to confront fear. It is the first step in recognizing in what we fear the most. I could go on and write about all of my fears, but that is not the message in these words. The message is that fear is driving us everyday and we must confront the fear and ACCEPT it. Accepting it is the hardest step. Acceptance is what makes us strong and ables us to continue to live, to be able to live with your fear and accept it. To be able to ACCEPT is the amazing ability to love unconditionally. Karma will deal with fear for us as long as we can continually ACCEPT the fear. Eventually those certain fears will fade and be reborn into another fear, over and over again, so that we may be continually challenged in life on how to love unconditionally. Fear is a pulse that drives life. Without fear, love could not be unconditional.