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Hey my name is Crystal aka cris or charlie, or charles. I am a recovering drug addict I just got out of juvenille hall for the fourth time on MArch 15, 2007.I have been in a battle with drugs since I was 11 years old. I didn't get the big picture until a CYA sentence was thrown in my face. I thought I could do it on my own but I found out help doesn't just come to you unless your hand is open and ready to be pulled. I put my hand out and reached for that help. I can't but we can is what I heard and figured out the hard way that is true. I have also figured out that I am allergic to Drugs because everytime I use I seem to break out in handcuffs. I am happy to say that I am a recovering addict who has a life ahead of me. Today I am clean whatever tomorrow brings is tomorrow. I live life one day at a time with hope for a bright future.

I am still in High school I actually do home school I start college in the Fall. my clean date is Feburary 28, 2007. Whoop whoop. I am so proud of myself I have never had this long clean before. I have some wonderful friends. I love my sponser. I went to NCCNA this year it was so BAD ASS. Thousands of addicts so freak'n cool.

I am not looking for a relationship either I don't want one for the reason that my heart is not whole and it belongs to someoe who has no desire for it anymore and my sponserr has informed me that I can not have a relationship for the first year of my recovery so it's all good. Tear Tear.

God is the most important thing in my life I put him first in almost everything I do. He is what gets me through each and every day. So God please give me another day clean