This blog has been pretty quiet for a while. I haven't gotten over this weird feeling of knowing that someone will read this and I won't know who they are or what they are thinking. I'm not used to putting myself out there like that. Used to, accustomed to, comfortable. I haven't normalized this yet. I'm much better at imploding. November is good for that. What is this writing to one's self for other people to read? An inner dialogue broadcast. Is this a dialogue, even an inner one,... read more

I don't know whether it's the full moon, or being in Winnipeg on my Birthday or the fact that it is -12 outside right, but every part of my being is pulsing with unrelenting restlessness. I have so much energy, but I'm not channeling it into any one specific thing. I'm experiencing this as strange because when I was in Mexico I never felt restless. I felt an unparalleled sense of calm where ever I was. I was just happy to be there, experiencing new things, learning spanish, sleeping outsi... read more