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"A person should always offer a prayer of graciousness for the love that has awakened in them. When you feel love for your beloved and the beloved's love for you, now and again you should offer the warmth of your love out into the world to people who are desperate, to those who are starving, to those who are trapped in prison, in hospitals, and into all the brutal terrains of bleak and tormented lives. When you send that love out from the bountifulness of your own love, it reaches other people. This love is the deepest power of prayer."
John O'Donohue from Anam Cara
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the other side is a raven
A Galactic Fairy Tale by Michael Lightweaver
A long, long time ago in a galaxy far, far away there were all of these little light beings just hanging out enjoying life in that joyful and timeless dimension. And then one day a very large, magnificent angel came to them, with a very serious look. This angel was looking for volunteers for a very important cosmic mission.
"We have this small - but very special - planet out at the edge of the Alcyon galaxy called Gaia. It is quite unique like a beautiful garden and it is teeming with hundreds of thousands of different life forms. It has been something of an experimental station in the galaxy and it has a most interesting humanoid life form that incorporates the very highest and lowest frequencies known in the cosmos.
It is in fact the very epitome of dualism. On the one hand it is an incredibly beautiful life form and is capable of carrying the highest frequencies of love, light and joy known throughout the whole Universe. On the other hand it is capable of carrying the densest and darkest frequencies the cosmos has ever experienced - frequencies which the rest of creation evolved beyond eons ago.
Here is the current situation. Within the domain of time, this planet goes through periodic cosmic cycles. It is now coming to the end of two major cycles - a 2,000 year long age of Pisces and the 25,000 year long cosmic year in its journey around Alcyon, the central sun of the Milky Way galaxy. With the completion of this cycle, many things are coming to an end and many things are about to begin. But most importantly, the planet is experiencing an infusion of light that is dramatically increasing it's frequency. As during any major time of transition, there will be a certain amount of turbulence. Some of this will be geological, for Gaia herself is a living planet and is also evolving. But much of it also involves the hominoid species that dominates the planet.
This will not be a particularly easy time for the species - especially for those who are sleeping and those who are vibrating at the lowest frequencies. As the frequency changes, it will create insecurity which in turn will create fear. The first era of evolution on this planet was the physical era and the key word was survival. The second era, which is now ending, was the mental era and the key word was logic. The third era, which is now beginning, is the era of the heart and the key word is love. This is the highest frequency.
Those who currently hold the reign of power on the planet are of the old order of the physical & mental. To the extent that they can make a graceful transition to a heart centered and divinely guided life, it will be an easy transition. To the extent that they are unable to do this, they will experience much turmoil.
So this is the current situation of Gaia. The reason I am here is to seek volunteers who would be willing to incarnate in humanoid form on the planet at this time to help make this an easy and smooth transition. We have sent prophets and teachers in the past. Very often they were brutally persecuted or killed. In other instances they were set up as "gods" to be worshiped and these humanoids built elaborate religions and rituals around them and used these religions to control each other. They did everything except follow the simple teachings that were offered.
So this time we are trying a different approach. No more prophets, saviors and avatars that they can use to create religions. This time we are sending in thousands - actually hundreds of thousands - of ordinary light beings with only two assignments:
1) Stay in your heart. Regardless of what happens, stay in your heart.
2) Remember who you are, why you are here and what this is all about.
Now that seems easy enough, right? Unfortunately, No! As I have said, duality has reached its peak on this planet. This species has perfected the illusion of good and evil. The greatest challenge you will experience is to remember Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. When you remember, you will be able to stay in your heart, regardless of external events.
So how will you know when you are forgetting? It is easy. Watch your judgments. The moment you notice that you are in a place of judgment you will know that you have forgotten Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. That will be your signal.
Now here is the challenge. Life on this planet will require a great deal of discernment - wise evaluation of what is true, what is appropriate and what is for the highest good, both for yourself and for the planet. In many ways discernment is similar to judgment. However, you will know when you are in judgment and when you have moved out of your heart when you are in a place of blame.
We know how challenging that this planet can be. We know how very real the illusions on this planet appear to be. We understand the incredible density of this dimension and the pressure you will face. But if you survive this mission - and it is a voluntary one - you will evolve at hyperspeed.
We also should say that we know that some of you who will go to this planet as starseeds, will never germinate - never awakened to the remembrance of who you really are. Some of you will awaken and begin to shine, only to be choked down by the opinions and prevailing thought-forms around you. Others will awaken and remain awake and your light will become a source of inspiration and remembrance for many.
You will incarnate all over the planet; in every culture, every race, every country, every religion. But you will be different. You will never quite fit in. As you awaken you will realize that your true family isn't those of your own race, culture, religion, county or even your biological family. It is your cosmic family - those who have come as you have come - on assignment to assist in ways large and small in the current transition.
True brotherhood and globalization in its highest form will come only in remembering Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. It will come as you return to the true temple of Divine Presence, your heart, where this remembrance takes place and from which you are called to serve the world.
So, are your ready? Good!
Oh, and by the way, there are a couple of other minor things I should mention . . . Because of the density, you can't operate in that dimension without a space suit. This is a biological suit that actually changes over time. There are many things we could tell you about this but our orientation time is short so I think you can just jump in and experience it. You should be forewarned, however. There will be a danger that if you forget who you really are, you may think you ARE your space suit instead of the fact that it is simply your vehicle in that dimension.
Once there, you will notice that there is an infinite variety of space suits and a great deal of attention given to these. However, in spite of the infinite variety, because this a planet of duality, they all fall into two basic categories called 'genders.' Again, we really don't have time to go into this now. But you will find your relationship with your own space suit to be most instructive and interesting.
The other little thing is this. In order to operate in that dimension, you will also receive a microchip called a 'personality.' This is like an identity imprint that, along with your space suit, will essentially make you different from everyone else.
This will allow you to participate in the hologram there - something they call 'consensus reality.' Once again, there will be a real danger that you will become so engrossed in the holographic personality dramas that you will forget who you really are and actually think that you ARE your personality. I know it sounds rather unbelievable right now, but once you get there.....
Again, there is so much more we could tell you by way of orientation, but we think you can learn the rest experientially 'on site." The only thing that is important is to remember:
Who You Really Are,
Why You Are Here and
What This Is Really All About.
If you can do that, everything else will work out fine. But take note: So few really DO remember this they stand out as 'different' and others called them 'Enlightened" or 'Awakened" and similar terms. Strange isn't it?
Well, Good Luck & Bon Voyage!!!
Twilight Didge on the beach
about me
ahhhhhhhhh... i can't go and tell all my secrets at once :)
"The Black Madonna is Dark and calls us to the darkness.. Darkness is something we need to get used to again—the “Enlightenment” has deceived us into being afraid of the dark and distant from it. Light switches are illusory. They feed the notion that we can “master nature” (Descartes’ false promise) and overcome all darkness with a flick of our finger.
Meister Eckhart observes that “the ground of the soul is dark.”[3] Thus to avoid the darkness is to live superficially, cut off from one’s ground, one’s depth. The Black Madonna invites us into the dark and therefore into our depths. This is what the mystics call the “inside” of things, the essence of things. This is where Divinity lies. It is where the true self lies. It is where illusions are broken apart and the truth lies. Andrew Harvey puts it this way: “The Black Madonna is the transcendent Kali-Mother, the black womb of light out of which all of the worlds are always arising and into which they fall, the presence behind all things, the darkness of love and the loving unknowing into which the child of the Mother goes when his or her illumination is perfect.” [4] She calls us to that darkness which is mystery itself. She encourages us to be at home there, in the presence of deep, black, unsolveable mystery. She is, in Harvey’s words, “the blackness of divine mystery, that mystery celebrated by the great Aphophatic mystics, such as Dionysisus Areopagite, who see the divine as forever unknowable, mysterious, beyond all our concepts, hidden from all our senses in a light so dazzling it registers on them as darkness.”
- Matthew Fox
This video is so very cool. i love it. It's about this Crow who raised a a baby cat and became best friends together and about this equally cute old couple who watched it all take place.
www.slide.com/r/hD6DvyAOx...UMABW9QzpGnQhave a happy day :)
Thu, March 13, 2008 - 8:24 AM
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well i'll be damned with a gaggle of fran drescher impersonators... WE"RE BACK ONLINE!
woohoo!
i look forward to catching up with all my friends and posting pics from the last few months of internet hiatus. until then, dream lovely things !
sylver
Thu, March 6, 2008 - 3:33 PM
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hi again :)
so, here's my 10 random things about myself....
! i have a green freckle on my left knee.. well.. actually it's a sort of scar from when i was in kinderarten and i accidentally stabbed myself with a sharp pencil in the knee.. but i've always clamed it as a green freckle...
@ i once was a born again christian wen i was , maybe, 13 or so.. i later tried to sell my soul to the devil but he didn't show up
# i enjoy juggling fruits and veggies before i cut them up for cooking, i think it makes them taste better.
$ i dislike it when asked "whatcha know?" when people greet me. It's like.. "well, where would you like me to begin?"
% I love a good solid High Five! i have a picture of two friends slappin' five here on our computer desk.
^ i always seem to think things are funnier than everyone else. Especially movies. I can't tell you how many times i've seen a movie that i thought was hilarious and show it to a frind and they just sort of chuckle where i'd been having gut busting laughter. i love to laugh and i laugh at anything remotely funny or that could be possibly percieved as funny.
& there is no fruit or vegetable that i don't like. In fact, i think i'm the least picky eater i've ver met... well except for willow's friend JC who eats anything if the price is right.
* i have been to 3 continents, 12 countries and every state in the US except for montana and michigan
( i love those little cheeseburgers from McNasty's. Don't judge me. :)
) i jam out to music like Type O Negative, HIM, Leaves' Eyes, Sisters of Mercy and such when i'm by myself... well.. not everytime i'm by myself, i do listen to a lot of stuff, but if i'm jamming out to those sorts of bands, i'm almost always by myself :) i tend to like darker music as the seasons turn darker too. And when spring comes around my musical selections take a turn for the brighter.
11 i like to wrestle with my wifey, she is small but feisty!
Wed, October 24, 2007 - 2:44 PM
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Toes dig deep into the sandy shores of momory
Wave after wave, adjusting the sand
pulling me deeper , deeper and deeper down
inviting me in the way lush earth invites roots.
Time-worn face of the great round moon, beautiful as ever
sends her light down to caress my head
like mothers' fingers in a child's soft new hair.
Inviting me upwards, drawing me up, like water from a well.
Moonlight flows down through me, filling me
and down through my toes to the earth below.
The ancient thrum.....
thrum.....
thrumming of the terrestrial heart flows up through me,
and sails on a silver road to the moon.
I am the sacred meeting place of heaven and earth.
In me the moon kindles a fire that the earth tends.
i am crowned with seven shining stars
and clothed in a verdant vestiment of pulsing life.
And then I forget....
there are bills that need paying
there are friends who are hurting
there are a thousand thousand things that must be done
There's just not enough of the right kind of time
to dwell in the halls of sacred rememberance.
But I breathe, and i feel their gentle pull
Pulling me down deep, drawing me upwards
Not stretching me thin, no no no...
They are filling me up, letting me grow!
and Oh do i grow! sometimes as big as the universe itself.
And next time, when I forget,
it will not be for as long a time.
I dwell in the Earth, I am born of the moon.
Mon, September 3, 2007 - 7:40 PM
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Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now theres a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom, blown on the
Steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend,
You martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the
Steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper,
You prisoner, and shine!
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Sun, July 15, 2007 - 4:25 PM
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Well , my work situation has gotten a lot better.
For the last 8 months i've been working alongside a sociopath.
he erupts into ireconcilable fits of anger at the slightest provocation
and basically , he was not a happy person and seemed to really begrudge me my own happiness.
After his most recent bout of anger, i decided to just not talk to him at all, for two weeks , working 3 feet from the guy.
then i realized i can solve this problem.
I meditated on creating a starlight field of energy surrounding , permeating and emanating from my heart.
Nothing but Happiness, Joy and Goodness of all sorts can occupy it.
It worked like crazy!!!
Thevery first day i did this i arrived to work to find that he was not there at all, just mysteriously gone.
and again today
I hope he is off to something else that will make him much happier :)
S
Tue, June 26, 2007 - 7:57 PM
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October 4, 2007
I am new at this and dont realy know what im doing yet lol, but here gos.
I met fire for the first time in my campsite at FaerieWorlds 2007 it was my 2nd. time there he and his lovly mate entered the camp one night and it made an ora fall over us all that was so stunning i will never forget it. I have found that he is a person of multy talents and what TALENTS This man ROCKS!!!!!!
I feel so privlaged to be called his freind. Sorry got a little carryed away but it is how i feel in my heart and cant help it. God bless you and yours fire. That is all i got to say. again sorry for ranting.
September 2, 2007
Meeting Sylver is a little like having a blowpop, You meet him, he's sweet, and the conversation lasts and lasts, and just when you think it's going to end, and you're going to be sad then BAM Willow runs up and suddenly there's bubblegum and it lasts for another lovely few hours.
Really a wonderful couple of people, but this is about Sylver... there's no real way to describe sylver, other than he's sylvery and it leaves an impression on you that lasts several lifetimes.
Oh and his luggage isn't very heavy at all.
August 20, 2007
I have never met ANYONE like Sylver! Ever! He has terminal Uniqueness and I love everything I know about him! His humor is good and veryvery funny. Ultra Creative, Super Fun, Mighty Kind, Other Worldly.
I love to remember when I first saw him and Willow at the Eugene Airport! We shouted each others names and ran and jumped and danced and hugged and giggled.....I really never will forget our antics and i don't think the folks at the airport will either(!)and I will never forget how it felt to finally hug his neck....I love Sylver and his Faery Willow and I hope so bad that I know them forever and ever. He truely is one of the very COOLEST people I've ever known.
August 7, 2007
Sylver . . . Sylver
Yep, I remember Sylver.
It was back in 3026bc when we first met. . .
We were raising a stone, on the same crew,
laughing at the crew boss 'cus his pants kept falling down.
Then we met again in 392, Ireland.
At the time, he was a traveller far and wide,
and I was a fox he roasted for dinner.
Ah well, it happens . . .
But then came the Big Time,
1842, the time of the famine.
We were a team, running through the british landlords homes,
stealing every bit o' bread and cheese we could find,
taggin' the walls with 'Fae Forever, Feed the People!!!'
And we did feed the village.
Oh yes, we all ate well that year.
Sylver ~ the man who keeps the faeth in every moment.
If you are lucky enough to meet him in person,
You will understand. ;-)
June 14, 2007
The first time I saw Silver was at FW, and I thought to myself damn that is a sweet ass hat, then after watching him prance around a bit, I thought to myself damn thats a sweet ass.
I am honored to know him and call him friend, brother, fellow chaos maker and beyond thrilled to get a chance to actually hang out this year at FW.
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