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joined on 05/22/07
last updated 07/29/08
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Gravity Well

Not galactically, but only locally minded
Passing near, we nearly
Meet & miss at random points
Along our tangent
Given some instruction
Inventing some incentive
Gives the view a parallax of false equation
That we should meet, or should avoid meeting
Bodies in motion
Random choices
But here’s the simple nature
You attract me
Like a star that pulls the planets in
Freefall and I’m adrift
But in your eyes I sense the weight
Feel the pull
Resist & know the true
I am
falling
into
you


12/15/05


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Chase

We chase each other
Cat & mouse style.
Or like dust motes
Caught adrift
In an afternoon sunbeam;
Dogfighting aerobatically;
Spin & pirouette
Parry & thrust,
We play.
Like animals stalking,
Predators preying
Fearful, forceful, open, lying.
Shyly bold,
Embarrassed by our obvious desires.
Afraid the other won't respond,
Afraid the other will, and then?
Wanting so to capture you.
Wanting more to be captured.
Held in the warp & woof
Of endless hide & seek.
Until the moment
When one soul frays
And we begin to weave a pattern
More complete,
Integrating meaningfully.
Competition rebounds
And the hunt redoubles
As we attempt to gain
Mutual purchase of one grain;
Where momentarily
We might stand,
And be,
In all the shifting sand
Amidst a shimmering sea,
And sky so wide;
To catch our glide & waft,
As we chase & play
Together & away

3/28/98

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My Blad

Starlight falls and I am in

Dreaming of you

Always while away you're near me

As near as when we reach with eyes

And touch with whispered adorations

We are a thing ~ Together new

Touched & gathered close as sinew & emotions

Wrapped ghost-like ~ one inside the other

Someone like we used to be ~ in other lives.

Within the folds

Something oft forgot, but not

Your skin, my thin ~ barrier is breached

My essence flows to you in the dim but po... read more
Tue, July 29, 2008 - 7:55 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I remember beating rocks together,
Trying to generate a spark
Rending life to sustain
Big Generator
Like the Sun, Father of us all

Not even close

T’was a time when remembering is allowed
Soft filter ~ fall back
Goddess shining above
Toils ended for a moment
Ponder ~ wandering & all

A ritual ~ an experiment
A hope of so much more
Anticipating bliss
Conjuring the sacred spirit within
Even more

Gods falling down
Like rain upon this transient theme
We, filling in the... read more
Thu, June 12, 2008 - 5:07 PM permalink - 1 comment
 

Waiting to be lost in the white heat, slow-lane, last frontier of the
American dream, not looking back
. . . but watching

Battered, worn & bleached ~ by time (The greatest engine)
Bolted stunned & dumb to the cracked & crumbling station slab
Only this busted relic remains & yonder, her abandoned children ~

Succumbing

The desert cleans house slowly
Keeps the bones to remind us

A world of energy & a lifetime of effort just to bring us here today

“I guess everyone passes ... read more
Wed, May 14, 2008 - 12:25 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
Sound right & flutter like
Whining twirls, embraces light, revealing flight
To feel your heart beat
The light your heat can generate
Life we venerate, to penetrate the mysteries
As we procreate,
We invigorate the music of this world
Fusing blank intentions, truing the wheel of karma
Flowing on like mighty rivers down verdant,
Tree-lined hallways

Chanting the ancient breath of God,
Stretched on high, communing
With the lightning coursing thru our veins
Inebriating the air o... read more
Thu, May 1, 2008 - 11:21 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
Follow on oceans, Wave upon standing wave
From amoeba, catalyst, inspiration
Wearing quantum intentions like a heart sleeve
Burning away the useless, transient,
Blank distractions, homespun homilies,
Undernourished spinners of fable

Listen closely for your heartbeat
Live for the returning
The spark, your spirit, God inside
We are wise & we are tested
And we are wasted, all unknowing
Blasted ~ like a limb coming back to life

Essence knows essence
In the dark ~ soul to soul
An... read more
Wed, April 30, 2008 - 1:52 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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Scared Kitty

I know this has been posted on the Burning Man tribe - but since there have been many kitty themes of late.... I think this is just the cutest kitty related picture yet, and must be re-shown!
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My Tree House

A nice get-away
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My Bio

Gender
Male
Age
52
Location
about me
I like to burn things. Not a pyro, per se, just love the heat. It’s not even about fire, necessarily. (altho’ there’s nothing quite as cool & primal as fire). Life, like the material in a fire, is to be burnt, & sent to heaven. We are all on fire, burning for whatever glory strikes us, maybe wasting it even, all moving on to the next, hereafter. But in the meantime we can come together, help each other, live this life, share love, guiding & following each other to any meaningful end that we deem to be the way. On fire, & feeling the flames of experience engulf & transform us - into living art – for each other.

I tantricly receive all I’m guided to, be it food, music, friendships, work, art, play (definitely), & certainly making love. All of life is to be savored fervently, & sacrificed selflessly. All is to be had; the sacred & the profane. Burned completely! Or not, it’s up to each of us; how we view it, interpret it, live it. Giving or taking as we may. I don’t think there’s really a right or wrong way here.

One Buddhist sentiment goes: Embracefully, releasefully. Meaning, to be in every action we take; completely, enjoying it for what it is, & when we are done, to let go completely; releasing the desire & therefore the suffering that we create when our preferences are not satisfied – this is something I am ever learning. Life is always new, no matter what time you think it is.

So anyway, I see no rules here other than the restrictions we place on ourselves as a society (that is another story). We all get to be who we want, when we remember that it Is for us to intuit & interpret as we see fit. This life is for us to live, learn, evolve in. It’s that or to create havoc, be lazy & harm. Personally, I’m on a path of finding the most joyful & helpful lifestyle possible. Or at least as often as I can muster.

As to my name: I see myself as a cog in the machinery of this reality (so therefore COG) . The cycle of births & deaths, as it were. Also as part of our societal responsibilities go, I am a cog in that machine as well. But I am also a Child Of God, a Child Of Gaia, a Child Of Genius, also as in Cognitive & so on. I choose to place the importance on being of the universal energy that creates us, surrounds us, that we are a part of & that we are never separate from; a COG in the matrix of life. A mechanism I enjoy but hope to be free of at some point in existence: fully realized & totally aware. Which is a hope for us all someday; to finally be complete & one.
Gate, gate, paragate, parasamgate, bodhi, svaha!

So enough of the bs, let's burn something! I hope to make friends with all of you out there.

Peace & love

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