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hey, i'm a songwriter, writing songs, i write a bit of other things too......................
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midwest irrational

i finally heard you when you said orgasms aren’t enough
it’s hard to ignore what is so obvious
like romantic guitars for girls in fur, bob wearing women in fur, cigarette holder smoking long slender cigarettes, real feminine form of cigarette,
i fixate sometimes on the obvious
the knowing days are leaving,
i’d like to fixate 6 inches behind the words as they’re formed and pushed from your mouth,
i want to settle somewhere in that energy
make it last
keep it close
sometimes i wander t... read more
Sun, August 23, 2009 - 1:28 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
My garden is just 2 months old. In it there is squash, zucchini, tomatos,jalapenos and basil. The flowers are the beginnings of pumpkins planted too late. My squash family is massive and very delicious. They are the promise built on a premise of green thumbery. Without the hours spent on digging these beds I would have blurted that I loved her, instead I avoided idle hands and the trappings within to bring purpose to that energy flowing smooth like the backs of horses and the surface of roses... read more
Sun, August 23, 2009 - 1:19 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
careful is the beginning where the stories are given to immature ramblings. she is seeing a toddler hidden inside man sized hands and deeper seas. he is not the same as when he walked miles of door handles. he is not the same as the voice that spoke with confidence and knowledge. the start was with small screens and ipa. she wore the face of tonic lime, no liquor and he is not the same now knowing that that was a defense. she arches back in high chair and he is there watching shirt creep up h... read more
Sun, August 23, 2009 - 1:16 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
in the way far off space where there is emptinesss and fullness compressing your atoms together it would take but a foot on the back of a bird for this to be more clear to me. i am folding my legs tighter to my center and rocking hips backward and stretching spine to the beginning , stretching those odd shapes puzzle pieces toward the northeast corner, toward the center and through it again, cycling to slumber in the sw.
it is truly rare to see perfection. there is a certain easiness in se... read more
Thu, April 2, 2009 - 1:47 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
there will be no mere 12 month system. each day is to be lived freely separated only by rest and fallen star. the lines of communication will return to their majestic and humble beginnings. we will witness our long lost human surface. i can feel the receptors charging up with their faint sing song hum. the congestion in synapse is ceasing as the lump of invincibility in my grey matter shrinks to piglet size ego states. these deletes growing in finger and mind are uniting with a tongue far pu... read more
Fri, January 2, 2009 - 11:58 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
the man sat hunched, sweat dripping onto page. the notice has been given and he is to vacate and take those years of red to white dog hair with him. on the radio she is singing about rodeo heroes and race car drivers. there are not enough hours between what they expect from him and what he expects from himself
the leaves on the tree outside the window have been blown off very much like the day he returned to empty rooms violated by strangers. she would f... read more
Mon, December 29, 2008 - 1:09 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
It’s quite ok every once in a while to imagine the sun is just as you remember. Truthfully he won’t say when the last time he stopped to look into it. The last time he stopped and was vulnerable to truth and the way some us are well equipped to carry it. Activity is the monument to affirmation and vibration, still time is actively changing. That was the last time he stopped and noticed. The last time he chose to accept that the things outside of him weren’t anything more than him and he was n... read more
Thu, December 25, 2008 - 3:44 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
the couch he sleeps on is broken in the middle. right there under his hip whether he faces left or right. his clothes are strewn all over like cobwebs in a corner. he is packing finally, ready to escape from the severe loneliness here. with courage he can say his friends are swollen shut. they don't speak and therefore know no beauty. none that they can share, or will share. he looks at them one by one and sees blankness dark as night behind eyes that should reveal things brighter than a th... read more
Tue, December 23, 2008 - 12:09 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
the streets are carrying a metaphor for what you can never truly leave behind. his soup arrived scarily thick, full, and warming in its forceful spiciness. with every bite and quick scan of environment he is increasingly reaching an awareness that he can feel growing like a pineapple in his chest. once engaged the world is bending to his view. his will is changing planes thought previously to be voluminous yet still display an eager randomness loosely associated with joy and anger.
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Mon, December 22, 2008 - 1:25 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
i am a fool
the biggest fool for you
there is hardly any comfort in realizing it
even less in avoiding it
it may be the debate
the conversation
the cajun accent added
to situation
the boycotting of the olympics tossed aside for that feel good happy that comes with 8 medals
and the boy that loves his momma
maybe its the marathon phone calls
whereas you tell me my words hurt
when i only want them to free you
maybe its that you slept with my friend and his less than manly way of ack... read more
Fri, December 19, 2008 - 9:38 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
i looked at that picture
you in that dress
i wanted to peel it from you
my eyes sticking to the place where the fabric
betrays you
and becomes transparent
eyes further down now
i hear your voice
the life that lives in it
a partner for your minds use
a partner for my late night forage
beside you i’m a babe in the woods
all of my dominant tendencies break with discipline
leading my mouth to fine jawline
tracing even finer clavicle
you asked if i’ve ever manifest before
the truth... read more
Wed, December 17, 2008 - 2:37 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
don’t often come here. here to the place where there are cracks and more cracks. i’m here so they can hear, so the sky can open up and swallow these tones and hues, so that i can close my eyes and feel the patterns and simple childs nursery rhyme shapes. i watch the curved sound fall away to the cobblestone road and meld there down into the earth ,down into those hollows of carbon and rebirth eyes closed i step up jubilant and slouch backward head on instrument to rocking swaying moving raisi... read more
Wed, December 17, 2008 - 4:38 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
i fell asleep fast but not so very fast that my eyes escaped rapid movement, tossing images into my synapse. i thought about that tall stranger that comes into the bar, obviously from somewhere else, guitar in hand,right? up at the bar drinking pale ale or something like it, slipping outside to smoke, eyes darting back and forth. 1 days worth of stubble i think a lifetime of road dust in his shoes. there’s something on tv and something on the jukebox and 130 pounds of something out in the the... read more
Wed, December 17, 2008 - 4:35 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
its definitely time. the rain seems to have stopped and i need it to stop
a few hours ago we were talking so very politically. you said you joined and lived in your convictions since 11 years old. you reminded me that sometimes some of us don’t forget those promises we made to ourselves. you also reminded me that some of us don’t evolve. i don’t think you’re stuck i think this is the time when you have to push harder against that thin veil of uncertainty. i know i feels thicker than it is . ... read more
Wed, December 17, 2008 - 4:32 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
before i go
i need to mention that kiss
in the last five minutes of existing
there in the rain
everything blurring in the foreground
i should remind you of that kiss
over all those burning candles
the lean so slow
like the first and last time
i need to pour into mold
the memory of that balcony
when i crept up
and raised your skirt
how the moon in its forgotten stage
made the skin glow
the holiness of it all
matched the very first
when phil sang one more night
and our thirtee... read more
Wed, December 17, 2008 - 4:05 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
New moisture reflects new life as first wail escapes. first wail mimics street talk and tumble of drums from darker jungles and distant country roads. it is these memories that are forbidden from eye raised to doctor. red dust roads forbidden from lips that say”craivent antoine hallier, a fitting name for a man that already screams for the world to be his. this child is telling the future and holding it in his tiny hand”. his mother would not always talk this way. this tone was always held an... read more
Tue, December 16, 2008 - 5:08 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
At the space where the hybrid antennae extends and meets to discuss what is subverted in conversation, what is commonly called the third hand of jesus, here Craivent meets in quieter hushed tones forced free by acid and grass. Forced open like a gourd dried and dropped to the floor. Forced open like opinions left to weave themselves into the annals of fact and I believe so. He is screaming into his breakfast, pacing the divide confused and rebellious toward stories that start with “I believe ... read more
Mon, December 15, 2008 - 2:15 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
the night has its own way of abandoning me. the night is wearing heels and a smirk. i feel the shade pulled further down around my chest like a hunting device, grasping and squeezing me into a quiet submission. this is without sleep, although the knowledge of how you might spite me and my intention chokes energy and effort from battling eyelids and war torn heart. its this hat that i wear as nightcap for tired resolve no longer resolving anything.

the tires squeal as car drives nort... read more
Mon, December 15, 2008 - 1:46 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
its risky sometimes
to open your mouth
its amazing how much holding something in can hurt
involuntary action can come off
pure as a miracle
there are so many miracles
so many charged
energetic
vibrations
bringing night for
the quiet
and still
what meditations for
more more more
here in my bag is a funpak
we could float out here for days
we could build an igloo
crawl inside
strip to furs
reusuables
we will invest in reusables
if it produces seed
then we will use it
to se... read more
Mon, December 15, 2008 - 11:15 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
wonderful
this is what lingers long into winding road. it is this thick reverberation, this slight echo of intentional gasp. without acknowledgment of dropped ball or careless rhetoric he stumbles over boulders and shiny black bottom dwelling exhaustion.
juliet sits on shortened couch photogenic and fit to be swallowed, scrubbed from fingernail to tip of eyelash. wonderful is the very first bead of sweat to roll from head onto foreground swelling wow and thank you. every extremity is felt g... read more
Mon, December 15, 2008 - 2:28 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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