Ist a very hard time form me i feel confused partially numb angry and afraid. Wyatt my 4 year old boy is starting pr scool which was the most horrble and personality defining era of my life. Dealing with the memories of the brutal rape i endured couldnt even start for me till I wa 19 and the memorries returned now i am 41 and feel ilike i am living it all over again for the first time. I spend hours looking online at sex offenders near my sons home or school I drive by their homes and look ... read more