Female

I am 39 years old and proud of it... age doesn't bother me in the least... I am just happy I wake up every morning. I am extremely happily married, have been for the last 8 years... altho we have been together for 16+. He is my best friend, the one that makes me smile. He is my protector and bigest fan and I adore him. I am proud of him as a man and how strong he is mentally and physically. I love him completely and even more deeply for being such a wonderful father to my children . I am a mom and love it. My son is 20 and stretching his wings, exploring his freedom. I miss him sometimes because he can be away for days at a time and it is hard for me to think that one day he won't live in my house at all... I so enjoy his company, his humor, his logic. He is one of the most intelligent people I know... he is deep thinking and philisophical. He is an old soul. I have a 18 year old daughter and whew... sometimes she puts me thru the paces. I really want the best for her... I want her to be independant and strong and know that she doesn't "need" a man to make her complete, that she is complete already. She is ultra sensitive and has the biggest heart, so caring. I love the time that we spend together and hope that we will always be not just mother and daughter but friends. I am scattered and always thinking... driven... believe me it has caused many sleepless nights but I am making it day by day always trying to fight my inner demons... always, awlays looking up and forward, never back!