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Seeing Double

   Wed, November 7, 2007 - 10:37 AM
I feel like I've been having an out of body experience all this morning. I got woken up at 4.30 this morning (don't sleep well anyway) so maybe that's it, but I feel I'm outside myself, just hovering around watching my real self do things.
I know I'm not all here most of the time. I feel like a ghost sometimes, just moving thru the world trying to be real, and act normal, but I've always been 'in' my body -

It's been weird following myself around, thinking and watching. To bad i can't put it to work, I always thought it would be nice being in 2 places at the same time.

It's wearing off now. I feel like I'm 'back' inside. i shift back and forth a little trying to fight it.



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Wed, November 7, 2007 - 11:31 AM
Be careful. I feel that way as part of my aura before a seizure sometimes.
Wed, November 7, 2007 - 11:49 AM
I've never had a seizure before, tho I've been under a lot of stress. I hope my body isn't coming up with some new horror for me.
This was just so bizarre - like being awake and asleep at the same time.
Wed, November 7, 2007 - 2:30 PM
I second Miki's concern. I feel very much this way before a panic attack - though it sounds more enjoyable the way you're wording it! Maybe it's a good thing, if it isn't scary feeling.