I was just wondering...although a wise person told me recently that from crisis change & growth can occur. I've had a huge realization this week that I'm totally in the wrong job market. Its confusing because the restaurant business is the one thing I thought I understand better than anything. .. But who says I know everything, right?! Then I also realized I need to stay in this job for a while becase I need th emoney and benefits...I feel like such a sellout. Oh well, guess I need to work on my patience...and this crazy pain in my neck....

I know this made no sense to any of you, thats ok. If I explained it, the mass majority of you would think I needed to be locked up in a straight jacket. I just needed to vent. Off to see the 1st showing locally of Harry Potter. I promise to tell you nothing as to the actual content, only how excellent I expect it to be. ...And besides, most of you have already read the book anyway. I'm going prepared with one large box of tissues. I was a mess the last one and this is sure to be much more painful. Good night!