Not touring with BDSS...Tue, October 28, 2008 - 9:35 PM
I just got the word from the BDSS office & they found a merchandise person who is based in LA & will be able to help prepare for the tour. I totally understand their decision, because they can start working with this person just as soon as they return from UK & also they will not have to pay for this person to fly out to LA or to provide them with a place to stay while they get the ball rolling on this tour.
I am a little embarrassed because I blasted how excited I was to be a part of this tour, & now I am not. I DEFINITELY counted my chickens before they hatched!!! As disappointed, as I am, I am not as crushed as I thought I would be. I began to prepare myself emotionally just in case the axe came down. SO glad I did, or my head would be in an oven right now.
At any rate... I am a little sad, but I'll get over it. This is just another element of show business. I am not the first person to have a similar situation with BDSS, or any other company & I'm sure I won't be the last. It's nothing personal, it's just business.
Moving forward, I will still be teaching my classes in Colorado Springs, working on other dance projects, cross-training, & traveling to teach workshops & perform. I got a new camera & will be posting new videos & pictures of myself very soon. I will also be working on creating an online teaching program for next year.
Next year I will still be taking workshops with BDSS & going to see them perform whenever & where ever I can. My main goal is still to join BDSS (someday), but for right now, it is not my main focus. I hold no ill will toward BDSS & i wish them the best in their future projects & endeavors. They'll still have my full support & patronage. Plus me & the girls are my homies fa sho!!!
I want to thank you all for your support, friendship & sharing in my brief excitement, & I hope to still continue to share my art with you & give you things to enjoy.
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Everythign happens for a reasonThere is one for this, just no one knows just yet. It will be revealed when the time is right.
You're perception and head are on right. More kudos to you. You're a wonderful person. I hope one day to have you as a mentor.
awww....I'm so sorry for the letdown. We love you and you are a constant inspiration!!
Synari is right..........all things happen for a reason, just sometimes it's frustrating when you don't know why. You're young and very talented...your time will come my friend!
|The universe is unfolding... as it should... you have no way of knowing what is down the road for you-- I feel that wonderful things are waiting for you and you will be surprised at the amazing turns your life may take. Be open - it might be a direction totally unexpected by you! All you need to do-- is be true to the spirit that is YOU....... be well my friend... xx J.|