buoyant memories i do disdain
a vessel once but now remains
my only hope to reach the plains
the sun burns me every day
drifting among the sharks and rays
but woe these nights on they linger
when me and my ... read more
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Roughly speaking, a bifurcation is a qualitative change in an attractor's structure as a control parameter is smoothly varied. For example, a simple equilibrium, or fixed point attractor, might give way to a periodic oscillation as the stress on a system increases. Similarly, a periodic attractor might become unstable and be replaced by a chaotic attractor.
floating on these figments lain
Sun, March 5, 2006 - 3:49 PM
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buoyant memories i do disdain a vessel once but now remains my only hope to reach the plains the sun burns me every day drifting among the sharks and rays but woe these nights on they linger when me and my raft become fodder for the whales and ancient sea monsters the only way i can escape this game of theirs let go; decend deeper it's nice and dark think i will try to sleep here then i awake in some strange bed my head is wrapped and tightly bandaged belly sated and stories read but the moment i can walk; thrown overboard again the sun burns me every day drifting among the sharks and rays but woe these nights on they linger when me and my raft become fodder for the whales and ancient sea monsters the only way i can escape this game of theirs let go; decend deeper it's nice and dark think i will try to sleep here zzzzzzz
when will you stop your nightly visitations
Sun, January 29, 2006 - 9:53 PM
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inside this perfect dream we have found some interesting places through all of the wild chaces when somehow nothing ever makes sense at all even just to see you right beside me smiling in my nightmares it's so strange i somehow feel complacent but these dreams you find me in have to end tonight i've been evicted from the home inside your wild eyes your vision rips apart my stitches when i'm on the mend uncontained by your embrace i start to sink and my heart leaks from two tiny spots above my cheeks you see when i wake in the morning and you are not there i have no idea where to look or why something feels missing just the memory of your soft lips and oh how good you were at kissing the day seems like this bending inside would go on forever but such vivid images of you leave me slightly sated
you were the price of me last night
Sun, January 29, 2006 - 9:51 PM
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it cost so much i almost died throw me back into the sea i cry catch and release i'd rather be if i don't die inside this boat your moat will be my grave indeed but swim until i find your line then when i do i'll take a bite your net will be the second sign this life i knew has begun to end tears dont feel right when you're like me slide to the surface as i breathe slide to the surface as i breathe you were the price of me last night it cost so much i almost died throw me back into the sea i cry catch and release i'd rather be ships sail the ceiling above my back forgotten lovers they wish to see into deaf ears they always play to wisper words they wont hear back but don't shed your scales my little one our gills are tied to the sun approaching now a giant wall depths so huge oceans are swallowed depths so huge oceans are swallowed you were the price of me last night it cost so much i almost died throw me back into the sea i cry catch and release i'd rather be
tears held back for far too long
Sun, January 29, 2006 - 9:49 PM
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become the springs of leaky mountain tops and then rivers flowing the wrong way inside my eyes an ocean grows no dam could hold back this force that grows and swells inside my soul i'm pouring over these walls i thought were steadfast but these falls somehow feel good as I run through the landscape of forgotten emotion rushing faster now how did this all begin by now i've forgotten because the coast i do see there's a whole new world for i do believe
I will not be the chimes underneath your window
Fri, January 13, 2006 - 6:40 AM
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I will not, I will not I will not be those high times flying through your head now I will not, I will not I will not be the ear slowly falling into your goose down pillow I will not, I will not I will not touch your sand bleached hair that sweet shade of yellow I will not, I will not I will not be first in the morning turned towards you to say hello I will not, I will not I will not sound anything like your favorite song played on the cello I will not, I will not I will not catch your eye and turn your steadfast legs to jello I will not, I will not I will not stand high on these peaks and to them words of love fieri bellowed I will not, I will not I will not let that ruin me though because I am not that fellow I will not, I will not
June 10, 2006
I just want to thank Bennie for being one of my best friends and truest brother. I've always said that "blood may be thicker then water, but spirit is thicker then blood..." thanks for proving me right, and for helping me see color again.
Jah bless. <3 =E forevah!
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