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Rebecca

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last updated 10/21/09
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Gender
Female
Age
28
Location
Austin
about me
I am happy, open, and a free agent. I know my life purpose and am working on alignment.
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In my Belly Growing (blog entry) Is a magical being. A smile to greet the day. Hair to play with the wind. Body of fine flesh and bone china. Awareness deep and long. I can hear him laughing. A child, a boy, a man.

Already his feelings are waves that crash against the st... read more
blog entry posted Tue, May 20, 2008 - 8:18 PM permalink - 0 comments
I struggle no more (blog entry) last night I had a dream. I had my fingers around the throat of some tripped out bloody, dead thing that felt like my most hated self. I clutch it tightly, hating it in every breath. Then my Awareness appeared.

I am only dreaming.

In this... read more
blog entry posted Thu, March 15, 2007 - 8:54 AM permalink - 0 comments
Laughing in the Face of Your Scariest Creations (blog entry) So...
I find myself fighting off the parasites. Swatting madly in my consciousness as they nip and nibble at my joyful success.
I struggled. How I reveled in my struggle. How unfair that I have to handle them all alone...
This is not me...
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blog entry posted Wed, October 11, 2006 - 6:22 PM permalink - 1 comment
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In my Belly Growing
Is a magical being. A smile to greet the day. Hair to play with the wind. Body of fine flesh and bone china. Awareness deep and long. I can hear him laughing. A child, a boy, a man.

Already his feelings are waves that crash against the stones and crags of my old warriors heart, breaking to bits my arrogance, my pride, and my attachments.

"You are the world to this child," his father tells me, trembling, as he tries to make sense of what is happening.
"I am only the root of the wo... read more
Tue, May 20, 2008 - 8:18 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I struggle no more
last night I had a dream. I had my fingers around the throat of some tripped out bloody, dead thing that felt like my most hated self. I clutch it tightly, hating it in every breath. Then my Awareness appeared.

I am only dreaming.

In this place, I saw this as I and not I in the same moment. Appreciated the sheer wonderousness of this intensity and density of creation. I let it dissolve.

The thing came apart as blood sloughing away in my hands. Fear, hair, teeth, and hate turned... read more
Thu, March 15, 2007 - 8:54 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Laughing in the Face of Your Scariest Creations
So...
I find myself fighting off the parasites. Swatting madly in my consciousness as they nip and nibble at my joyful success.
I struggled. How I reveled in my struggle. How unfair that I have to handle them all alone...
This is not me...
This is not me...
Then I laughed....I laughed so hard...an open mouthed, head thrown back laugh...
This is mine...
I am able to close this gate...
And so I did...
With less effort than squishing a knat...
And I smile...
I appreciate...
I move on
Wed, October 11, 2006 - 6:22 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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