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RIP Mattie Ramey

   Tue, June 10, 2008 - 7:40 AM
Yesterday my grandmother died. I am seriously upset and hurt about this. Her and I were connected by the soul. She could call out to me in a prayer and I would call her right after. Now that will never happen again. I just hope that she is happy and is where she needs to be. All I can say is that my Grandmother was an awesome, strong, spritiual, and a guide for me during the tough times.


She taught me that God will provide what I need when I need it and if I didn't have it then it wasn't meant to be in my life. She also taught me that being positive and giving to others will always make me feel better and help me grow through out time. She was there for me when I fell, when I was hurt, and when I needed a push in the right direction.

Bigmommy (what I called her) you will be missed and you are loved. I miss you.



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Tue, June 10, 2008 - 7:59 AM
She sounds like an amazing human being.
I'm sorry that you're going through such a hard time right now.
Whenever you get sad and miss her try to think of the wonderful times you spent with her. Be grateful you got to have someone so wonderful as her in your life.
She is in a much better place now.
She will come back and visit you in your dreams...

Hugs to you, my beautiful PDF twin!
Tue, June 10, 2008 - 9:18 AM
I just saw this after I wrote to you, April--feeling for you so much in this loss of such a special mother-soul who guided your life. No value can be put on having these sources of unconditional love and support in your life, especially through childhood. It's an irreplaceable blessing.

I can feel her strength and wisdom through your description. I'm reminded of my own precious grandma, who turns 93 this year. Feeling so grateful for the blessings of our grandmothers. I know your heart is hurting with this loss today--thinking of you & holding you & your Bigmommy in my thoughts.
Unsu...
 
Tue, June 10, 2008 - 11:47 AM
My heart is with you
Darling, I morn for the loss with you, if not for your grandmother I am sure you wouldn't quite be the person you are and I know how close you were with her. You are in my thoughts, my heart, and my soul.
Tue, June 10, 2008 - 1:27 PM
She is with you
I am sorry to hear of your loss. It is always tough when a loved one dies. Just because she is not here physically doesn't mean she isn't here. She is with you and always will be.
Thu, June 12, 2008 - 12:23 AM
RIP Mattie
I never had a grand ma mere" she died when I was age 2yr. and I do remember. I feel your loss deeply!