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If this is anything like livejournal, than just read about me, and don't look for it to be summed up in a simple bio. Livejournal is located at www.livejournal.com/users/ladybug007 STATS: 25 years young, with an old soul. I can speak two languages, and write in three. I can make 30 minute brownies in 20 minutes. When I am sick, my eyes go from dark blue, to bright green. I am a boxer. I have broken my knuckles, my nose, and every bone in my feet. I am not afraid of individuals, or pain, or death. There's nothing that you can do to me individually that hasn't already been done. I am afraid of mob mentality, suffering unnecessarily, and worms. I fucking hate worms. I have almost 13 years of opera singing experience. I am a model and an actress. No I will not take my top off for you just because you say you are a photographer. I am finishing a double major in Philosophy and Religious Studies. Please don't ask me what I plan to do with it with a snide look on your face, some people still just like to learn. I am an anorexic, and I fight it everyday. I was a ballet dancer for many years so, it comes with the territotry. I was stuck in a ward once with other eating disorder girls. I decided then that I hated bulemics. I try as hard as I can to be loyal, and honest, without being brutal and classless. I wrap my heart around those I care about like a great blanket. I am intense. If you happen to be one of those people, you have the ability to wound me more than anything. Be gentle. I will defend you if you need it. If you need it all the time, I will abandon you. When I hear the song "Fairytale of New York" or "Scotland the Brave" I cry. I'm not even Scottish. I bet you never would have guessed. Do not ever call me a Mic, Paddy, or Pikey unless you are trying to start a fight. I don't think it's cute. My grandmother was an avatar of God. I don't want to raise my children in this country. I am a representative of an alternative faith. No I won't discuss it with you so you can scrutinize and judge it. I love men for what they are. I love women for what they are. I don't suffer the gender bias. This doesn't mean I am BI OMG, it means I'm not prone to caring about genitalia over heart. I am intensely protective. I am not afraid of crying when I am happy, or during movies. I learned recently that I don't know how to cry from grief, or fear. I still think psychobilly and industrial is the wave of the future. When I was little I wanted to marry one of two people: Adam Ant, or Billy Idol. I still would marry either one. I often wish I were in Japan, India, Ireland, Croatia, or Morocco. Anywhere but here. I have a spider as a pet. I sleep with a stuffed alien. I have dreams about being a superhero. I care about beauty from an aesthetic aspect. I care about strength and consistency more. I know which fork to use. I have an Egyptian Mau. I have the best bed in the world. I make a mean chocolate chip cookie. I collect old boxing gear, Billie Holiday vinyl, and aesthetic memories. I am always in love. I will make a difference.