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I have been preparing all day for tonight. I have cleaned my home, decorated with flowers, prepared my candles and have bought a new cotton bed cover for my massage and emotional clearing practice. This one that I bought, is a beautiful Yellow. Tonight I am doing some serious energy work and a facial for a client. I'm almost prepared. Just have to shower and relax. She comes at 8pm. That's just 2 hours from now.
It's totally hot here in the south of india and I start my house sitting in one week by the ocean...oh! lucky!

House sitting by the beach in a little community called "Quiet".
Found a nice little house by the ocean where I can sit and listen to the waves touch the shore. Ancel has given me inspiration to just take a break. Take a break from traveling the world and just be and sit and listen. Thank you so much!
I have sitting for two doggies and five kitties whom i will love and feed and talk with. I have been on a mostly all fruit diet and that really helps, also taking more time to swim really makes a difference. To all of my happy peeps, I will be away from my blog for about a week so I can just focus on me and healing. I know i already wished for a camera a few entries ago, but I ust want to make another wish for one today. Please o' please, I really wish for a camera to document my travels in India. If one should float on by and I should take it, I will use it with all of my heart with gratitude and curiousity. Take care all! And good-night!

Well, I started my course and then...I had a moped accident. Why? No, the question is what am I doing to make these things happen. Is it self doubt? Am I just afraid of doing something, starting something and then ...Gosh, I don't know. I went to the clinic here.The people are all very nice. Both of my wrists are swollen and my left ankle as well. Ouchy! How long will it take to get back on my feet and start getting stronger so I can travel again? I try to remind myself to just take it slow, it's bloody hot down here in south east India. My moped, which I was driving is totaled! It has a flat in the rear and the steering is all seized up. Sure, I could easily fix the flat and take apart the front manifold and make some adjustments, but I can't right now. My own body has the slightest difficulty in lifting a glass of water. I suppose I should get straws. Luckily, I didn't hit a tree or another person. The road was dry with sand and I was rounding a corner, going maybe 20 kph, that's slow! I lost control and I flew over the front with the bike landing on top of me. No breaks, no cut's, some scrapes and a lot of pain!

Now, it's been almost 4 days since and my wrists are healing. My foot on the other hand is begging me to stay off it, but I need supplies. I rented a bike (with peddles) and slowly feeling things out. I rented a small cottage close to the beach so I can swim and relax. The other place was too much with 8 people and since I wasn't taking the course, well, what's the point?

My goal for the week is to get stronger, do excerise and eat fruit, drink water, swim and see if I can help myself from sweating too much. I am hopeful that I will make a full recovery in a week and then slowly start making my way to the Andimen Islands. Monsoon season is here or at least really close. I don't mind the rain, if I am someplace safe, quiet and relaxing, with not a lot of people. I think that folks won't be going there to the Island because of the rains. And it will be Cheaper! Two weeks there maybe, then up north to Tibet and from there across china...And the story continues...

I wish I knew of some places I could visit where I could meet some nice people.

Just livin'

Ben

Well, this is the new and exciting group I volunteer with at Auroville! We research structural integrity, possible outcomes for building projects and long term effects for using compounds especially in Mud building. I arrived just 3 days ago, just before the big rains hit. Must of my cloths are still damp from all of the rain, but I don't mind, I'm happy just the same.

I'm dedicated to learning how to work with others is not only an office setting, but also out in the field, doing research. It's not easy for me, I catch myself doing and thinking all kinds of things that just need to be re-adjusted, but, i'm learning and really trying to makng myself available.

And ...working with all of my secrets and closet issues.

I just wanted to say, thank you to "be" and "Ancel" for your encouragement in my hour of hardness, to be soft and maybe just to take things as they come. I'm working on a lot of issues and trying not to let myself get myself down. I know the first thing I need to do is forgive myself. Slowly slowly, right? I want to, I do. Maybe when I have this realization, I'll just feel the love and evolve. Let see how this unfolds. Thanks again!