is there anyone out there who knows anything about the magic wheel etc., in buddhism...I had a very weird experience -- seriously where I completely transformed energy t mcro level--I know, sounds egotistical but it would appear that it may be true--the issue is I have come to understnd that I may have got something backwards--the wheel the tape something. Since then I have seriously gone back to church and now listen to gospel music. Smile. I know it sounds trippy and that is why I would be ... read more

You know--as I heal and become truer to myself I find it more difficult to mantain my present relationships. Case in point: I have been going through an incredibly diffficult time due in part to (a) my inability to do things in a so called normal fashion (b) a lot of bad things have happened. So, I have been unemployed and struggling with financial issues up the ying yang---and on top of that I have this dread falling over my head about the fact I hurt my cat and didn't get rid of the dog fa... read more