joined on 08/13/06
last updated 08/29/08
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My life is new. New choices, new friends, new worlds of experience to share and learn.
about me
I am a free spirit, just starting a new path on the long journey of life. I have chosen things the same way for a long time, and feel that change is the right thing at the right time, right now.
Crying at the Arrival Of the GRAIL
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My cat hissed in his sleep, on my bed, my husband is out of town again and I woke up crying those quiet flowing tears that come from something profound, amazing, not sad.
I n the dream I saw some approaching Knights, they looked like regular men,...
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Invitation to questionable Intention
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right now I'm having a challenge.
I just came back fom doing some errands, including pricing some pavers for my deck, which the landlord has finally begrudgingly at our expense until we move at which time we will be reimbursed (or so he claims)...
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Quietude invades
(blog entry)
Strange how potent some intense connections can be. Back from Maui I am still ringing from new info, fresh insigt into myself, and a radically altered perception of the world I live in. I was not sure I was going to be able to re-integrate out he...
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The future is Now
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So I am changing Life. I am growing to a point of Acceptable Radiance. What does that mean? Well, here at Elam's wonderful healing house, I am just typing in my blog, walking out to the laundry, disrobing from the dress I made, dirty with sweat f...
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Post Bodywork Serenity
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Had a fantastic session with Amrita of Byron Bay over at Plush's house in Makawao. The "massage" became more of a counseling session as I queried more and more about the fears I have about abandoning abundance in persuit of union with the Source, ...
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My cat hissed in his sleep, on my bed, my husband is out of town again and I woke up crying those quiet flowing tears that come from something profound, amazing, not sad.
I n the dream I saw some approaching Knights, they looked like regular men, no armor or anything. I did not see it, but I knew they had the Grail, and I thought they were all dead so I was AMAZINGLY happy to see them. I knew from far away that thy had it. I cried and cried in the dream out of joy, both for the grail and fo...
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right now I'm having a challenge.
I just came back fom doing some errands, including pricing some pavers for my deck, which the landlord has finally begrudgingly at our expense until we move at which time we will be reimbursed (or so he claims) fixed to be level and safe (only after we threatened to take him to court)
anyway, the first place I go is a paver, interlocking stone kind place. I tel my sad story to the guy (a young guy named ANGEL of all things) and he takes me outside to lo...
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Strange how potent some intense connections can be. Back from Maui I am still ringing from new info, fresh insigt into myself, and a radically altered perception of the world I live in. I was not sure I was going to be able to re-integrate out here. As it turns out, I am vitally refreshed, though it seems signifigantly different from the person who left a few weeks ago.
My mind and heart are filled with some new energy, all I can say is that it is exciting and rather puzzling for my fami...
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So I am changing Life. I am growing to a point of Acceptable Radiance. What does that mean? Well, here at Elam's wonderful healing house, I am just typing in my blog, walking out to the laundry, disrobing from the dress I made, dirty with sweat from another night's dancing.
My future has to include freedom. What do I do if my husbands co workers ever see this? How do I justify the fact that I am a naturist, spiritual being, art model, Goddess, wanna bee firedancer, wild woman, muse, rave...
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Had a fantastic session with Amrita of Byron Bay over at Plush's house in Makawao. The "massage" became more of a counseling session as I queried more and more about the fears I have about abandoning abundance in persuit of union with the Source, following my bliss, while he soothed my body of its aches from dancing till 4 am previous nights housewarming rave. Focus on the desire, not the fear, just like I always say to others... why do I need to hear it myself? I have so many "yeah, but" 's...
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