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Anita

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joined on 06/21/08
last updated 06/25/08
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about me
i am just a girl who grew up and realized that she has spent her whole life living for others. i am now trying to learn more about who i am and grow into who i want to be. i am a very caring and nurturing individual. i am relearning how to have fun.
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What i have been up to...

sorry for the negativity (a copy from lj). (blog entry) when i was reading my friend Gypsy's journal something she said struck a chord with me. lately all that i have been writing in my journal is negative things. i really to apologize for that, it is just that i haven't had very much happiness in my... read more
blog entry posted Sun, August 10, 2008 - 8:16 AM permalink - 1 comment
Goodbye my Beloved... (blog entry) i have sort of been avoiding this post because it feels too much like a betrayal, but it needs to be done. i need for everyone to know, and i need his memory to be a happy one.

sunday afternoon when i was at work my beloved son, my cockatiel, ... read more
blog entry posted Wed, July 23, 2008 - 7:24 AM permalink - 2 comments
POI!!! (blog entry) i am really excited! thursday night when we went to play down with Gypsy and the gang i was given my first set of practice poi. they are so cute and little that i have dubbed them the "ChibiPoi" and i have been playing with them a little bit. l... read more
blog entry posted Sat, July 5, 2008 - 9:23 AM permalink - 3 comments
my new life... (blog entry) i am finally getting to start a life that is just for me! all my life i have been living to make someone else happy and now i realize that the only person that i should try to make happy is me. i love my friends and they are helping me to explor... read more
blog entry posted Wed, June 25, 2008 - 8:28 AM permalink - 2 comments
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My Blog

when i was reading my friend Gypsy's journal something she said struck a chord with me. lately all that i have been writing in my journal is negative things. i really to apologize for that, it is just that i haven't had very much happiness in my life as of late.

and as fate would have it, i have been dealt another bad hand. for those of you who don't know, Sunday and Monday of last week Matt cheated on me. i know, i know, i have had a lot of people ask how a poly person can say that s... read more
Sun, August 10, 2008 - 8:16 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
i have sort of been avoiding this post because it feels too much like a betrayal, but it needs to be done. i need for everyone to know, and i need his memory to be a happy one.

sunday afternoon when i was at work my beloved son, my cockatiel, Horus died. he was fine, happy, and healthy when i left him that morning and i was devistated to find him lying in the bottom of his cage sunday evening. for those who had already known and tried to give me solace, thank you. for those who have to... read more
Wed, July 23, 2008 - 7:24 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
i am really excited! thursday night when we went to play down with Gypsy and the gang i was given my first set of practice poi. they are so cute and little that i have dubbed them the "ChibiPoi" and i have been playing with them a little bit. last night i was messing with them while watching tv and low and behold i can do the butterfly both ways now. i was watching some beginner videos on youtube and after a little bit of work i am working on both forward and reverse crosses and beginning... read more
Sat, July 5, 2008 - 9:23 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
i am finally getting to start a life that is just for me! all my life i have been living to make someone else happy and now i realize that the only person that i should try to make happy is me. i love my friends and they are helping me to explore a side of myself that i haven't really seen since college. i have been so bogged down with work and with being an adult that i forgot how to have fun in life. Fez, Gypsy, and Monkey are really helping me out to finding how to be truly happy again... read more
Wed, June 25, 2008 - 8:28 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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