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Daddy's 'lil Hellraiser

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last updated 08/20/08
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I Am Nothing Without My Family

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All You Know About Me Is What I Sold You

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I'm Samm, aka Amber, Samber, or Gnomie. Take your pick. I'm not bi, really I'm pansexual. Straight up queer if you wanna get general. I'm puttin this out there because it's apparently an issue to some folken. A few months back I kinda sorta accidentally fell in love with an amazing gent, who has a hard on almost as big as mine for life. This time around, I'm kinda enjoying the moments as they come to me, instead of trying to find them. I'm very spiritual, but I don't push my beliefs on anyone. I meditate when I can and enjoy as much nature as my life will allow. Life is meant to live. I know when I look back I'm gonna smile On the other hand, I'm a cussin, beer drinkin, hell raisin, rockabilly chick who doesn't care what you think of me. I'm living my life for myself and no one else. Can you say the same? I've got 7 tattoos, 15 piercings. I play with fire. a lot. Bungee jumping, Sky coaster? done that. I successfully did my first suspension on 10/24/07.Next thing to tackle is skydiving. I have a flair for the unusual I've been told. And finding myself in the woods. I blame this on geocaching, which is also the reason that I'll have to one day explain to an officer why i'm on the side of the highway looking into an ammo box filled with chach-ki's.
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Look at me talkin shit...

got wood? (blog entry) firepit tonight.
dark to midnightish.
As always, park in the lot next door.
BYOB, chair, toys, voice, and instuments.
Call/text if you need directions or are coming.
908-251-1497
blog entry posted Thu, September 18, 2008 - 1:36 PM permalink - 0 comments
PAR-TAY (blog entry) When: Saturday, Sept 6th NOON TO ? (sunday?)
Where: Bridgewater NJ (address will be given privately in a message. Just a thing...)

So its time for my annual BBQ... This year it shall be held at Ammre and I’s place. Which means.... it’s alcohol... read more
blog entry posted Wed, August 20, 2008 - 9:47 AM permalink - 2 comments
BBQ/ 25th year or survival ( events » other ) When: Saturday, Sept 6th NOON TO ? (sunday?)
Where: Message me for the details. Tis my house, I'd rather not share the addresss with the whole internets...

So its time for my annual BBQ... This year it shall be held at Ammre and I’s place. Whi... read more
event starts Saturday, September 6, 2008 - 12:00 PM
hrm... (blog entry) My boss's house has Wireless. good wireless.
*squee* It also has a pooter, but I love mine.

I will be here all week sewing for pennsic. EVERYONE is invited to come sew/eat/drink with me. There is crash space if needed.

I'm also thinking of... read more
blog entry posted Mon, June 30, 2008 - 4:38 AM permalink - 0 comments
Squint your eyes and look closer... (blog entry) I'm listening to 32 Flavors right now. The afterglow I feel now cannot compare to the feeling I had two nights ago, hearing this same song sung by two incredible women.

My weekend was... amazing.

I'm getting teary eyed thinking about it. I r... read more
blog entry posted Tue, May 27, 2008 - 1:14 PM permalink - 1 comment
I want to feel the change consume me (blog entry) Seriously, I couldn't find a better way to describe it all right now than this. -smiles-
its good to be back on the path of the beam.


Affirmation - Assata Shakur

I believe in living.
I believe in the spectrum
of Beta days and Gamma peop... read more
blog entry posted Thu, May 1, 2008 - 9:09 PM permalink - 0 comments
...Be my reminder that I am not alone in this body, holding me... (blog entry) The date is set.

I haven't been this excited/nervous since my first war...




10/24/07

8pm

4pt suicide.

I hang.




-Bd*
blog entry posted Wed, October 10, 2007 - 11:13 PM permalink - 0 comments
I will not forget the face of my father... (blog entry) Time to get moving.
The man in black fled across the desert, and the gunslinger followed.


Ka is a wheel.

I somehow feel changed. I do not know for better or worse, but something in me has been altered. I still can't believe its... well,... read more
blog entry posted Tue, September 18, 2007 - 1:21 AM permalink - 0 comments
screw the weather channel (blog entry) its too nice out. I"m going to the park anyway. show up if you want. i'll have some foods, you should bring some too.
check my blog for info and directions
-amber
blog entry posted Sat, September 15, 2007 - 11:13 AM permalink - 0 comments
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Ramblings of a Vagabond

firepit tonight.
dark to midnightish.
As always, park in the lot next door.
BYOB, chair, toys, voice, and instuments.
Call/text if you need directions or are coming.
908-251-1497
Thu, September 18, 2008 - 1:36 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
When: Saturday, Sept 6th NOON TO ? (sunday?)
Where: Bridgewater NJ (address will be given privately in a message. Just a thing...)

So its time for my annual BBQ... This year it shall be held at Ammre and I’s place. Which means.... it’s alcohol friendly!
It’s also 3 days before my 25th anniversary of successfully dodging death... *wink* Gifts of awesomeness are not required, but are appreciated and accepted. This is rather short notice for most of you, and rather thinking ahead for me, bu... read more
Wed, August 20, 2008 - 9:47 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
My boss's house has Wireless. good wireless.
*squee* It also has a pooter, but I love mine.

I will be here all week sewing for pennsic. EVERYONE is invited to come sew/eat/drink with me. There is crash space if needed.

I'm also thinking of hosting a lawn party thursday. Bossman knows i'm having folk here, he rocks like that

So Lawn party...
I'm thinkin it'll be like a painting party, but with lawn care. I'll make a list of things his yard could use. Attendants have a 10 dollar c... read more
Mon, June 30, 2008 - 4:38 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
I'm listening to 32 Flavors right now. The afterglow I feel now cannot compare to the feeling I had two nights ago, hearing this same song sung by two incredible women.

My weekend was... amazing.

I'm getting teary eyed thinking about it. I really don't even know where to begin. For the first time in my 5 burns, I got there thursday night. I set up camp next to the heterosexual lifemates Pete and John (maybe a Jon, I never asked) They were some of the most chill neighbors one could ask f... read more
Tue, May 27, 2008 - 1:14 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Seriously, I couldn't find a better way to describe it all right now than this. -smiles-
its good to be back on the path of the beam.


Affirmation - Assata Shakur

I believe in living.
I believe in the spectrum
of Beta days and Gamma people.
I believe in sunshine.
In windmills and waterfalls,
tricycles and rocking chairs.
And i believe that seeds grow into sprouts.
And sprouts grow into trees.
I believe in the magic of the hands.
And in the wisdom of the eyes.
I believe in ra... read more
Thu, May 1, 2008 - 9:09 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
The date is set.

I haven't been this excited/nervous since my first war...




10/24/07

8pm

4pt suicide.

I hang.




-Bd*
Wed, October 10, 2007 - 11:13 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Time to get moving.
The man in black fled across the desert, and the gunslinger followed.


Ka is a wheel.

I somehow feel changed. I do not know for better or worse, but something in me has been altered. I still can't believe its... well, that it is. I really have nothing more to say...
-Bd*



I do not aim with my eye;
he who aims with his eye has forgotten the face of his father.
I aim with my hand.

I do not shoot with my hand;
he who shoots with his hand has forgotten ... read more
Tue, September 18, 2007 - 1:21 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
its too nice out. I"m going to the park anyway. show up if you want. i'll have some foods, you should bring some too.
check my blog for info and directions
-amber
Sat, September 15, 2007 - 11:13 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
bbq has been canceled. I've got far too much going on this weekend, and the following weekends to even think about a rain date. *sigh*
I'll keep y'all posted if something changes.
Sat, September 15, 2007 - 7:10 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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Ramblings from Teh Myspace

but it was so worth it... I'll post more when there's pictures. till then... well, wait in suspense... oh yes, I hung. and it was incredible -bd*
Sat, October 27, 2007 - 9:27 AM permalink
The date is set. I haven't been this excited/nervous since my first war...   10/24/07 8pm 4pt suicide. I hang.   -Bd*  ...
Thu, October 11, 2007 - 12:02 PM permalink
This is from an email back and forth with a lovely old hippie from PA. I do not know what came over me, but I do know that I feel lighter, more human, as if by sharing, it has made it ever more valid....
Tue, September 18, 2007 - 1:16 PM permalink
Time to get moving.The man in black fled across the desert, and the gunslinger followed.Ka is a wheel. I somehow feel changed. I do not know for better or worse, but something in me has been altered. ...
Tue, September 18, 2007 - 2:09 AM permalink
***bbq has been canceled. I've got far too much going on this weekend, and the following weekends to even think about a rain date. *sigh*I'll keep y'all posted if something changes.***
Sat, September 15, 2007 - 8:28 AM permalink
 
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