http://people.tribe.net/bhunter/blog Tribe.net. Local Connections http://people.tribe.net/bhunter/blog/34b1dd96-0176-4600-8dee-1c52be45b8ca <div>I love that whenever i think i have things figured out it all falls apart. then i look deeper and ask myself is this the answer? no. i dont know what is, but i certinally have a lot of questions. sometimes i really take life and myself to seriously. you know i thought that at 30 my life would look different then it does. but on the flip side im still breathing have an all loving h.p. and friends that love me, a good family and tha ability to feel(though i hate it sometimes)i love most of the time. I dont think that being afraid wil ever leave cause if it did what would i have to work through and on to become more of me. </div> Thu, 17 Aug 2006 13:33:36 GMT http://people.tribe.net/bhunter/blog/34b1dd96-0176-4600-8dee-1c52be45b8ca bhunter 2006-08-17T13:33:36Z http://people.tribe.net/bhunter/blog/a76d82a5-6c6a-400f-adf9-869a215bf79f <div>So im frustrated and dont know if i can sum it all up in a few sentences. I need to learn better communication skills. and not be afraid that if i show people all of me that they arnt gonna run the other way. I thought i was over that apparently not so much. I guess i want to be immune to feelings and im not. Im just gonnaa move foward afraid what else is ther to do.</div> Thu, 10 Aug 2006 22:17:02 GMT http://people.tribe.net/bhunter/blog/a76d82a5-6c6a-400f-adf9-869a215bf79f bhunter 2006-08-10T22:17:02Z