ASPIRING TO LUCIDITY

Aspiring to Lucidity;

waking up within the Dream;

remembering Freedom through
Living & Breathing Overflowing Creativity

in this colorful Reality;

Reading between the lines,

Seeing with other 'Eyes'

avoids the eternally dull Monotony of Conformity....

Praying for Patience to Breathe through 'what is'
and 'what "seems" to be' going on with our whole Humanity;

Laser Vision and a Magic Paintbrush are my trusty companions

here by my side on this wild ride

to paint open the door, the portal,

invitation to all immortals

to cocreate and to bring forth this beauty into Reality.

See the 'Future'; the Beauty, the Infinity, the ultimate Possibility...

Creativity is self-realization...
spirit's 3-d materialization in this blessed dimension!

Creativity; Salve of the Soul .....

Transmutation of the coal

into the Shining Diamond of the Soul

what is Your role???



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EVOLUTIONARY REVOLUTION!

'Do as you're told'...?? What??!

and let my spirit grow Old??

Like brilliant Gold all covered in Mold, trapped in a Mould;

Life put on hold! Precious Time being Sold!

"A Living has to be Earned...", What??

Didn't I already earn the blessing to come through a portal Sublime and Divine;

....Who's feeding us this Line??

Who's Game are We Playing??

Who, I ask, are we really Paying?

And What, Really, is the actual Currency?

Is it really the dollar, the pound, the baht or rupee?

Or unbeknownst to us, are we selling and giving up our birthright to 'just be'?

Who made up these rules?

What if I refuse, to play by these rules and be used; I got nothin to lose,

I think I just may invigorate my natural-born life giving desire to CHOOSE!

Dormant it may have lied, still in aslumber; numb to the Hunger;

From my spirit it did hide; but no, not any longer!

I long to Fly Free

to just Be

to be Free

free to be me

all is for free

Come share with me......I have some chai tea!

Word invention encouraged for the creative expansion and enrichment of our language...This is how language is born and enriched and refined...we have the power to shape our language.

So, for one, I would like a new phrase for "earn a living" or "do for a living" something that is more empowering that doesn't separate or catagorize what we do for fun, work, a living, etc. A word that celebrates and unites and integrates everything we do instead of separating it all.

Please add any new words to this blog to enrich and create a beautiful language. For example; look at sanskrit. There are many words there that our language would take pages to describe what a word means; there are hundreds of words for 'meditation' ; all the many subtleties and nuances are acknowledged. It's absolutely beautiful and sophisticated.


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ELEQUIRKY: A mixture of elegance and quirkiness
as in; crows, pelequins and people that you know.


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GLOODLING : verb; the excited sounds of delight; a mixture of laughter and chatter; language that is rendered almost incoherent from the laughter in the voice;
as in: "Did you Glimpse the Green Greenies Gliding in the Galactic Glow Gloodling in Glee?"


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NECTARIANS are Beings who live and thrive on Nectar. (NECTAR....= ..bliss) They know where the nectar can be found and you will always find them there, coming for a drink.
Very much like a hummingbird, or a butterfly for that matter.

There is a bounce in their step and a twinkle in their eye. The nectar they seek knows no bounds, no borders, no ego. It is tasted and savored multidimensionally; spiritually and sensorily. It may be experienced as an unexpected bloom of sudden consciousness, a moment of sheer joy expanding.

(if this is describing you; go to: tribes.tribe.net/nectarian )

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NECTARIOUS: A NECTARIAN MOMENT - an experience of bliss. a state of sudden awareness
music, a word, a sound, a poem, eating or sharing food prepared 'like-water-for-chocolate' style, experiencing another being in an authentic state of pure creative expression. a revelation, through tasting one's own creative juice..., the beauty of nature, a superconscious message-dream, communion with another being, a shamanic journey, a ritual...and when it's least expected.



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MOIGLE: to moigle (verb).... when you're holding and loving-up someone cute like a kitten, cat (or a person) and they've had enough but you are so over taken with that feeling of wanting to squeeze them and you hold on just a little too long ... and in the end it's probably good for them and they actually end up coming back for more... (not meaning any harm of course ...

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Pronoia - the creeping suspicion that there are many unseen beings and energies helping guiding and nurturing u!

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POSITUDE: this is positivtiy with ATTITUDE! Its quirky; edgy, and witty. Unpredictable. Each moment reinvented fresh...(this word was born 11/25 when a spark of inspiration was experience between 3 people)

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SYNCHRODIPITIES: Serendipitous syncronicities.

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Synchro-nice-ities - Pleasing and funny synchronicitiesTelempathy .. telepathic connection blended with empathy...

May you Receive the Blessing from Creation;

To be so Joyously Inspired in your Sweet Meditation;

that the Diamonds, Rubies and Jewels of your Being

Sparkle so bright, Infinite Light is all we are Seeing!

Becoming One with the canopy of Milky Way stars...

...is to Know the Essence of sweet Ek Ong Kar.

Stars, mirroring the beautiful Vastness that we are...

...remind us Home sweet H(Om)e within is...

...Not...

Very....

...Far!

Playing with a baby elephant friend!!!!!!!!

a dream came true of mine -
i got to play with the cutest baby elephant in the whole universe!!! wwoww. i went to elephant village - a place where you can ride elephants or just see them. me and my friend eva went straight to the elephant nursery where we found a 5 month old in a pen with her mom and she was super ready to meet us. she was just as curious as we were and started playing and wrestling me.she would wrap her trunk aoung my arm and put my hand in her mouth. then she would have me grab her trunk and when i had a good grip she would pull me this way and that. then i would pull her by her trunk. she was as strong as the hulk already; and she was as tall as my belly/chest. if i leaned into her pen she would charge me all frisky and side head butt sending me flying sometimes. we would kind of push and pull her and she would try to grab. she stood up on her hind legs and tried to climb over the fence; she would put one of her back legs through the fence and then collapse in a heap and do like a half summersault; roll over on her back and side and kick the air like a frisky kitten. we just played and played for like an hour - laughing the whole time. i couldnt pull myself away. his mom didnt seem to mind at all, and we gave her bananas.

all the while I recorded this...so that if i ever get the blues i will just listen to this...

we also saw a three week tiny tiny tiny baby elephant - he was so sweet and curious, so content and adorable. his trunk was only about a foot long. he was clumsily practicing picking grass up with his little trunk like his mom, but meanwhile he would be standing on the grass he was trying to pick up. so sweet.

Mon, April 10, 2006 -

3 day jungle trek!
i just came from a 3 day trek in the jungle; it was amazing! warm torrential rain and thunder that turned into a crazy hail and rain storm; hail the size of almonds - ouch! It was awesome. we found this little bamboo and leaf shack that we shivered under til it stopped - then we were collllddd. hiking through the jungle - which is filled with big leaves; came across a secada going off under a leaf close by. it has this almost electronic vibe and rythm to it and if you talked near him it sounded like talking into a fan. I recorded him. we got to our camp eventually wet and cold and our guides wernt liting a fire; didnt even occur to them as we stood there drenched and cold. still pouring. no way to get warm or dry. so i started a fire.

SOUNDS OF THE JUNGLE
that nite the sounds of the jungle were so amazing; walked down to hear frogs going off in some ponds, they sounded like weird ducks. also sounds of crickets, secadas, pigs, chickens dogs, cats. there was a kitten that was such a tough cookie - she ran the show - she even dominated the dogs and the chickens when it came to food or just space in general! and the pigs respected her!
BABY PIG
the next morning i made friends with a baby pig!!! he was black. he was rooting around and i stood still and reached out my hand and he paused from rooting as i pet and scratched him. he got more and more into it forgot the rooting rolled onto his side, eyes closed, grunting in bliss as i scratched his belly. he came to me later a couple times for some more scratches. he was so cute.

ELEPHANT RIDE
then the next day we hiked to the elephants where we got to ride them for an hour through the jungle crossing streams climbing hills. the elephant in front of us farted - it was quite entertaining. the mahouts rushed them away when we were done so i didnt get a chance to commune with them. such beautiful creatures.

then we walked on through all kinds of terrain; terraced hillsides, burnt land and jungle; rice paddys. we ate lunch at a little hill tribe and there was this amazing yellow honey they had climbed a tree fighting bees to get. im bringing some back. there was this total character there; this little old man telling jokes. he started playing one of those old rustic hand made two stringed violins - it was made out of a coconut. but he played so beautifully i was mesmerized that this little contraption could sound so good. i asked if i could buy one and he insisted i buy his of 25 years; insisting that he could just make another. so i have it; it is special - 25 years of playing these amazing little songs out in the thai jungle. I recorded him playing two songs; i brought a tiny but powerful recording device and i've been capturing as many interesting sounds as i can.

WATERFALL CAMP
came to our next camp at a waterfall. our guides cooked food for us and we went swimming; there was a rock water slide. we played fun games around our campfire stayed quite comfortably in bamboo/leaf shacks (w mosquito nets of course)

BAMBOO RAFTING AND WATERFIGHT FESTIVAL
then we hiked to a stream where you ride on bamboo rafts; 5 people on a raft made of about 7 long bamboo poles. now, this time of year is a huge festival (SongKran) celebrating their new year; and is basically a huge city/nation-wide waterfight that lasts a week! starting today!! So we had the time of our lives having a huge waterfight the whole way down the stream. people would ambush us with splashing as we went by and we would leap off our raft and have a huge splash fight - it got wilder and wilder the further we went downstream - we even had our own war-cry! It was so much fun. Now the waterfight doesnt stop there!! as we drove back into the city in an open-aired truck, huge groups would position themselves on the side of the road with huge buckets of water to ambush us with. and just when you would forget about the water....!
so this is going to build and build in the city starting today for the next few days...
i have no idea how crazy this is going to get, but supposedly if you leave your house at all ....get ready....
Mon, April 10, 2006 -

blessed to be here
Here in Thailand to study and absorb
thai massage; yoga therapy.
I had my first one today from a beautiful spirit - a woman, one of a group of blind healers who dedicate themselves daily to giving in this way....
Tue, April 4, 2006 -