My Brain Waves

human

bigjboy — Mon, 04 Jun 2007 04:46:41 GMT

look at your hands your beautiful useful hands you're not an ape you're not a parrot you're not a slow loris or a smart missile you're human not british not american not israeli not palestinian you're human not catholic not protestant not muslim not hindu you're human we all start human we end up human human first human last we're human or we're nothing nothing but bombs and poison gas nothing but guns and torturers nothing but slaves of Greed and War if we're not human look at your body with its amazing systems of nerve-wires and blood canals think about your mind which can think about itself and the whole universe look at your face which can freeze into horror or melt into love look at all that life all that beauty you're human they are human we are human let's try to be human

Lets get this going!!

bigjboy — Wed, 23 May 2007 09:39:24 GMT

Well my friends, there has been many comments on "where is SissyBoy" "did they break up" "Is Linah a woman now" "has Zebra COMPLETELY lost him mind" "Is Fannie on meth" "Is Blake still in the group" "Is Poly Grip back in the group?".... Well, through all of this, I will say that some are true and some are not. Just know that the group is NOT breaking up, we are plotting our new attack on this city, Linah is taking a long needed rest, Zebra HAS lost him mind, Fannie is working some demons out with some help of Paxil and her sisters, Blake is TOTALLY in the group, and Poly Grip is.... well.....votes say NO to her return, but as we know she does whats she wants even if shes not wanted, hee hee (yes we're still catty) Anyhow, we will be back in full swing for the summer at the Someday Lounge. We have Tranny Shack coming this Friday, we have KELLY (shoes) with SissyBoy opening on June 23rd, we have Gay Pride in the parade and a OH SO GAY appearance at Embers on Fathers Day, We have our monthly shows starting back up in full swing starting in July. We are back bitches, we are going old school dirty rockin, punk, nasty, genderfuckin sissies!! Beware, we will be crashing a party near you!!!

Julia aka Toonces

bigjboy — Fri, 11 Aug 2006 18:24:04 GMT

Julia Half of what I say is meaningless But I say it just to reach you, Julia. Julia, Julia, oceanchild, calls me So I sing a song of love, Julia Julia, seashell eyes, windy smile, calls me So I sing a song of love, Julia. Her hair of floating sky is shimmering, Glimmering, In the sun. Julia, Julia, morning moon, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia. When I cannot sing my heart I can only speak my mind, Julia. Julia, sleeping sand, silent cloud, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia. Hum hum hum hum… calls me So I sing a song of love for Julia, Julia, Julia. 10/31/03-8/11/06 I miss you

Beltane

bigjboy — Thu, 04 May 2006 01:56:23 GMT

Wow. My words cannot express the joy in my heart! I made so many new connections and bonded closer with my friends whom I already knew! I feel reborn and and I feel a sence of compassion like never before. What a powerful weekend, what a great new start, whata wonderful life I have!

Camel Toe

bigjboy — Mon, 06 Feb 2006 05:04:14 GMT

I love my Rosa!! We have the best camel toe in the buisness. If you think you can beat us, just fuckin try asshole

The TIme Has Come

bigjboy — Wed, 04 Jan 2006 09:33:56 GMT

LAdies and Gentlemen Rosa has moved into Sissy Manor!! Now we can DP Zebra every night! Si, it's true. And she's already making me dinner and ironing my shirts!! Good girl Rosa, I'll let you sleep with blankets tonight!! Ole'

Tis the Season

bigjboy — Fri, 23 Dec 2005 23:27:22 GMT

Happy Holidays all!! IT's been a very busy year for everyone, especially for the Sissy's. Thanks for all the support and constant forgiveness and love from everyone!! A year and a half and the group is still going strong! Next year will be one we'll never forget!! I have many thanks to all my wonderful new friends!

Touched by an Angel

bigjboy — Sat, 17 Dec 2005 20:18:53 GMT

Sean Sole was an amazing boy. Always a kind word and a big heart. Unfortunetly his heart just wasn't big enough for all the love he tried to put in there. Sean passed on thursday into the world that we don't know of due to heart failure. He was a special friend and is already deeply missed by many. I wish I knew more about death so it would stop hurting already, but every tear that we all shed for him is a constant reminder of his kindness. All I can do is love the ones that are still here a hundred times more. I guess you never really know how important something is until it's taken away from you. Life is so fragile. I was looking on Friendster and I found his profile. All it said in the "Hobbies and Interests" was "Too much for one person". Like his life and his heart, just too much!

wow

bigjboy — Fri, 28 Oct 2005 17:45:00 GMT

Well I guess it's true, old Fannie Mae is crazy. I just want to say that once I get this situation with Dax all worked out, I'll be fun again. I know I was a mess last night at Porky's. I wish I could deal with drama better like some of you, but I can't. I don't want to fight just as much as you don't want to hear it. I know most to proablably all drama could be resolved with just a few less drops of booze, I know that too. I feel I helped put a damper on many peoples night last night and I apologize. I don't want advice and I don't want responses to this blog, just know that I know I have things to work out, so Fannie, work it out! I love my friends and I want to be back partying and not be loony toony! Razzle Dazzle

Ladies and Gentlemen, BART CHURCH

bigjboy — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 16:50:53 GMT

So I have to tell you about this great guy who is really trying to out help us gay guys and our loverly WOMEN TOO!! It's Bart Church and he runs Q-Land!! If you call him he will more than happy to help you find places to get tested all over. My man and I are getting tested today thanks to Mister Bart!!! Great guy. Just thought I'd give a shout out to someone who actually cares about our well-being. Thank you Bart and Q-Land (503 223-8822)

The real Fannie

bigjboy — Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:18:27 GMT

Everyone, this is the real Fannie Mae Darling the night of my birthday!! Don't be fooled by the mutant tranny that you see in this months flyer!!! IT's how I felt, that's for damn sure!!

Oh here's to drugs and alcohol

bigjboy — Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:12:13 GMT

Someone told me there was a positively humiliating picture of Fannie Mae Darling on the flyer for Sissyboy Blacks Out, but I just don't know what that individual was talking about. The beads of drunken coke sweat adorning her hairy chest glisten against a Cartier diamond choker. Just a hint of her little black dress is showing, highlighted against an arm just emaciated enough to make her an Olsen triplet. Bloodshot eyes peek out from underneath a veritable peacock's tail of eyelash, while gaunt sunken-in cheeks pair fabulously with her reddened nostrils for a subtle understatement that says "here Donatella, let's wipe off the back of this toilet." In the background, a beautiful balloon, and a carpet for her to make glitter angels on as naughty bits fall out between spread legs and torn hose. Finally, just above our plea to look Sissyboy up on the web, a fresh bruise gives just enough of a blush to highlight her lone nipple, coming up for a breath of air.

Oh the Joys of Summer

bigjboy — Wed, 10 Aug 2005 06:27:02 GMT

Party time at Sissy Manor!! This has been a crazy summer and I need to unwind.... I don't drink enough, I don't eat enough, I don't have sex enough, I need more tatoos, I need money, I need more cocaine, I need a gaurder belt, new heels and new fishnets. I need to stop making racial jokes, I need a break,I need to sleep less, down with work up with tubing down the river, I need to paint and photo more. I need to stop jerking off to porn so much and I need to have a beer.... ok... mmmm beer, now I feel better... Ok I'm drunk, fuck you... Razzle Drizzle Fannie

Fannie is sad

bigjboy — Mon, 08 Aug 2005 23:55:31 GMT

So my dearest friend Splendora is moving out of Sissy Manor to fulfill a wonderful life in a new house with her fabulous boy toy Devan!!! I'm very proud and happy for them, especially since I get her bedroom!!! Anyway, I'm sad because dear sweet Zebra and I are left with NO ART ON THE WALLS!!! She is even taking a huge mirror that was once used for Sissyegos at rehersals for SissBoy shows!! So my plea is for anyone who would love to donate art for Sissy Manor please do so!! If you wanna say it's my birthday present or just to have your art on the walls of Sissy Manor I'd love it. I get real freaked out with nothing on my walls, it feels like the solitary confinment that Linah Cocaine will be spending the rest of her days in!!! It's sad enought to loose Splendora from the house, but I don't wanna loose my mind from the naked walls that once held wonderful art of both The Great Splendora Gabor and other local artists. Anyway, I'd love to have work from Portlands finest on the walls of this beautiful house. So think about it and make Fannie cry with joy!! Love you all!! Fannie Mae Darling

Load Baring Ankles

bigjboy — Fri, 22 Jul 2005 18:23:52 GMT