10 Real Random Facts About You

1. I want nipple piercings because I personally want to feel that I look good-- Not because I want other people to think so, or for sexual pleasure.
2. I want to teach my brother about all things sexual, in a purely informative manner; because I feel he is a good person... And just needs a little help catching up with the rest of us.
3. I sometimes miss living in Michigan.
4. Nothing makes me happier than distributing free condoms to friends, and to strangers.
5. I have an addictive personality.
6. When I fall in love, things end badly.
7. I like being "the freak", "the weirdo", "the outcast". Because it feels right.
8. There are three different languages on my body.
9. I despise looking younger than I am.
10. I struggle with body image issues.

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART

1. Be honest with me.
2. Don't be afraid to hold me, or to look into my eyes.
3. Introduce me to new people, activities, interests.
4. Trust me.
5. Accept all of who I am.
6. Listen to me.
7. Take initiative to approach me, but know when to back off.
8. Let me see your emotions. Nothing touches my heart more than seeing someone else's emotions, and the fact that they allowed me to see those emotions.
9. Admit when you're afraid, when you're lonely, when you're in love.

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY

1. My addictions.
2. My cell phone.
3. My keyring.
4. My leather-bound journal.
5. A nearly-always empty wallet.
6. Isaac's necklace.
7. David's senior photo.
8. Copious amounts of make-up.

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME

1. Arrogance.
2. Apathy.
3. Lack of determination.
4. Excessive amounts of self-degradation.
5. Attention-whores.
6. Overly defensive religious people.
7. Show-offs.

6 STATES I'VE VISITED

1. Michigan.
2. Utah.
3. Illinois.
4. Nevada.
5. Arizona.
6. South Carolina.

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

1. Be truly happy, if only for a moment.
2. Be content with who I am.
3. Have a moment of clarity.
4. Make a difference in someone's life.
5. Do something positive to be remembered by.

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF

1. Being alone.
2. Sleeping, in certain places.
3. Being violated.
4. Being judged.
5. Being unimportant, boring.
4. Failing myself.

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY

1. Question myself.
2. Daydream.
3. Worry.

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW

1. Cry.
2. Give up on love.

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW

1. That's a hard one to answer. I want to see Geoff. I want to see Kieran. But I also deeply desire to see Isaac.
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The last song I listened to was: "Hold Me" by Weezer-- On repeat for many hours.
If I were to get married right now my best man/woman would be: Isaac, or Kieran-- For best man; or Shalyn; for best woman.
By this time next year: Much will have changed.
I have a hard time understanding: Myself.
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: Myself. I'd have to reassure myself that it was a reality.
Take my advice: Never try to stop feeling. It hurts sometimes, but without it, you are not fully alive.
Most recent thing I've bought myself: Food.
Most recent thing someone else bought me: Sushi.
My favorite hair style is: Short, and oddly colored.
My middle name is: Elizabeth.
In the morning: I worry about my appearances.
Last night I was: Ridiculously depressed.
A better name for me would be: A name that is yet undiscovered.
Tomorrow I am: Repaying my debt to society.
Tonight I am: Wondering if Geoff is going to show up.
My favorite color(s) is/are: Teal; and varying shades of blue and green.
My heart is: Changing.