Ahhh.... the sweetness of integrity is a fine thing indeed! Finally, I'm beginning to feel like I belong in my spirit. Letting the burdsome chains of shame fall away and feeling the lightness in being present to the beauty of the moment. It feels as if the journey has been long and yet it was only a year ago yesterday that it truly began. How fast integration has come!

In that year, my ex-wife has blossomed into a radiant and surprisingly aware woman, sharing custody and support with a... read more

Why does your heart weep, my love?

Because I do not know who I am.

Then follow me and I will show you.

High in a tree went my love waving to me to climb after.

But I do not know how to climb trees. So I learn.

But when I reach the top, she is not there and instead all I see is beautiful land sweeping far and wide.

I hear her laugh and see her far away in the dusty dunes of a vast desert.

But I do not know how to survive in the desert. So I learn.

Long I walk, until t... read more

>>Transmutation, Transformation... these are journey-words. Words scribbled on the walls of my cocoon. Scribbled from the inside of a glass bottle on its way to some distant shore... leaving an 11 year relationship behind.<<


I'm a man riding on a roller coaster twisting in a tornado of my own making seeking reimbursement from my Divine Insurance Policy for an accident so clearly caused by an Act of Man.


I'm a po-dunk soothsayer swinging a garbage can lid in my left hand and drums... read more