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Brigit camp's Ahead of the Curve!

Brigit — Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:07:06 GMT

As you may or may not know, WHITE is the color of Brigit camp--white party, white chocolate martinis. White. This shows up in my mailbox today: A NEW NINE! "WHITE OUT" Friday, August 1, 2008 @ Anon Gallery 285 NINE th Street @ Folsom The pre-playa white on white event NINE! ... # 9... NINE lives!... 9 o'clock ...Niner...999... Cloud NINE here is what is brand NEW @ N!NE ! "WHITE OUT" The pre-playa white on white event Friday, August 1, 2008 @ Anon Gallery 285 NINE th Street @ Folsom San Franscisco , California http://anonsalon.com/nine The pre-playa white on white fashion state, meant to inspire the white night in us all... WEAR WHITE ONLY! It's "the" get the W.H.I.T.E. out pARTy of the year! N!NE is a multi-roomed environment of music, art, theater, video, dance, creating, shopping and roof top chatting...If you have not been yet you are missing an amazing evening of everything we think you will love. This is a DONATION ONLY event. It is your choice to support this space and the artists who have added their magic, thank you! 8-9 ...................... ClimateTheater ($10 separate admission) 9-11 .....................Gallery opening 11-12 ...................Live Music 12-3 .....................Dance ArtFun All Nite! "WHITE OUT" A white on white fashion state, meant to inspire the white night in us all... WEAR WHITE ONLY! This is a DONATION ONLY event. It is your choice to support the space and the artists who have added their magic, thank you! WHITE OUT will feature N!NE "Zones" of pleasure: ----so break out that white outfit and join us at Anon Salon next Friday!!!

SOMEONE PLEASE

Brigit — Wed, 23 Jul 2008 03:36:43 GMT

Come up with a Tribe-like network--one that is attractive, application-free (grr...I hate those), tolerant of alternative life-styles, room for lots of photos, nice looking profile pages, good Groups, easy to use, not over-burdened with ads... AND WORKS, GOD DAMMIT!!! There's gotta be a computer geek out there on Tribe that can come up with a substitute. At this point, we'd all beat a path to your door. Hell, I'd even pay for it.

Art and artists

Brigit — Sun, 20 Jul 2008 19:04:35 GMT

I'm attracted to creative men. My husband was a musician and wrote poetry. I've dated men who were into weaving, painting, writing, playing music and building stuff. Bellboy paints, builds fire-related art, spins poi, eats fire and engages in numerous other creative/artistic endeavors. Me? Oh, I love to write and work with flowers and other plants. Those two things are my art. Last night Fko came over and he, Bellboy and I spent several hours talking about life, religion, the Internet, comedy and art. He brought his portfolio and we got to see some of what he's done in the past and what he's thinking of now (btw--Fko--you GOTTA go to the Playa--that idea you have for those three pieces ROCK!!). There was much laughter, good wine and great conversation. It made me think about art and how important it's always been to me. I cannot imagine my life without creative people in it. Though my art is not as visual or obvious, when I see what others are doing, it inspires me to work more diligently on my own, such as it is. My ideal home would be filled with the paintings and sculptures of friends, inspiring me ever onward and filling my heart with joy. The creative people in my life fill my heart with much joy as well. I love hearing of their latest work and encouraging them. I love supporting them in their struggles, both materially and artistically, celebrating their triumphs with them and seeing the world through their eyes via their art. Living with a man who expresses himself artistically is an added bonus of which I am highly appreciative. I salute those of you that create the beauty that fills our lives, whatever form that takes. Thank you for helping me think, inspiring me and bringing some of your world out of your head so we can all benefit from and be just a bit more enlightened by it!

Me Want!!

Brigit — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 16:58:55 GMT

Mattel is releasing a Barbie based on a DC comic character, Black Canary. However--the religious right is calling it an S&M Barbie. (who even uses the term S&M anymore?). Oh la, la! You can buy it now on ebay (presale--it doesn't hit the stores until September) for a mere 34.95 plus $9.95 shipping.... One wonders what the Ken doll is wearing in response....

Happy Bastille Day!

Brigit — Tue, 15 Jul 2008 01:16:30 GMT

What do citizens do when their government becomes decadent and totally unresponsive to its people? When ordinary citizens have had enough but know that change will not come through the ballot? They stage a Revolution! Up against the wall with the bastards! Viva la Revolution!!!

It Proceeds Apace

Brigit — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:53:59 GMT

We've gotten several requests from people to camp with Brigit camp at Burning Man since I turned in our application. I find that pretty interesting. Even got one from someone in Italy! At this point, I guess it's a matter of figuring out who is REALLY coming that has said they were and who is bailing. Eager for Placement to let us know exactly where we will be--just wish they would also let us know exactly what square footage we are getting. I need to get started on my sewing projects (covering all our chill space pillows and making new curtains for the Dodgemahall), start sorting through clothing, etc. Going to Juplaya helped in that some of the issues with the van have been either sorted out or come to our attention as needing fixed. Durgy is riding with us as well and that means being sure there is room for him this year instead of jam-packing every square inch of space. While on that subject, let me encourage more of you to carpool if possible. Bobzilla has even set up a Tribe for carpooling to Burning Man. Why hassle with getting your own vehicle dusty if you don't have to?? Off to ride the bike--trying to get into Burning Man shape!!

Crucible Fire Festival

Brigit — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:14:09 GMT

Tomorrow night I'll be volunteering at the gate for the 8th annual Crucible Fire Festival--a MASSIVE exhibit of amazing fire art and performance. Bellboy will be working fire safety on Wed. and Thursday. If you've never been, I encourage you to make the effort and come to Oakland. This is their biggest fundraiser of the year, so come out and support a great place in the Bay Area. Wednesday night is the cheapest night to attend. Here's the link: http://www.thecrucible.org/fireartsfestival/index.html They still also could use volunteers.

Juplaya Fun!!!!!!

Brigit — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 23:45:28 GMT

Woot! Now that was MIGHTY FINE enjoyable, yes sirree Bob (or Bellboy). I've posted a few photos on my Tribe Photo Album--the rest are here on Flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/brigitgoddess1/sets/72157606014073404/ After a few of the usual snafus with packing and getting water (the place on Keystone in Reno--Simply Water--has MOVED! WHY were we not Informed??? LOL) we rolled out onto the Playa from the 12 Mile entrance at about 10:30 Tuesday night. In the morning, we took a look around and decided that where we had landed was as good a spot as any--and no one else we knew had arrived yet--so we decided to stay put. We ended up at GPS coordinates N40 47.707 W119 12.864. Whatever. We were told this by Joel--we don't own a GPS unit (yet). We spent our days relaxing, reading and tinkering with the fire effects (the tinkering was all Bellboy). Being a solo camp out in the middle of the Playa meant that as folks would roll in looking for others, they would see us out there and roll up, asking if we knew where such and such camp was, or just to check out who we were and chat a bit. We met some folks high on the Burning Man/Black Rock Desert food chain like Metric (who appears on the "Beyond Black Rock" documentary) and Otto (who had just finished helping build the Man) and Will Rogers (at the Black Rock Info Center in Gerlach). We also met some old-time Burners (Sunburn--Crusty says hello!) as well as non-Burners. We also got visited now and then by folks we knew as they arrived throughout the week. Mostly, however, we were by ourselves with the wind and the sun. A few times we took the motorcycle out and cruised about, visiting other camps, tooling over to the hotsprings at the Frog Pond) and just enjoying ourselves. Some surprising things about the non-Burning Man Playa: NO dust to speak of! Yay! Makes sense of course when you consider there is really almost no one out there breaking up the Playa surface. And there were BUGS! A good number of them, especially at night, attracted to our lights. Seems we were close enough to the water of the hot springs and in a sort of narrow part of the playa--so bugs could fly about and not get fried in the mid-day sun before heading back to the vegetation to escape the heat. It was also fascinating to see the Playa surface without thousands of people and vehicles grinding it to dust. There was still just enough moisture in it below the surface to make riding the motorcycle dicey--Bellboy described it as like "riding on marbles" at times in certain spots. And all those little dust dunes? In the winter, they get wet and develop the crust of the Playa, but are softer underneath than the surrounding area--so a bit tricky to ride over/through. Friday night we headed over to DangerRanger's camp, Dismal, and watched a fun fireworks demolition of the "town" of Dismal. Getting back to our camp in the dark was a little difficult, however. Not having a GPS unit, we had to just go by the landmarks we had gotten used to, including the lights of other distant camps. We started out a little too far to the south, but after a few adjustments and some tense riding, Bellboy spotted our lights. But Boy Howdy--the Playa is DARK at night right now--there is no moon at the moment. The lack of lights made for the best star-gazing I've been blessed with in a long time. I got to dance naked on the Playa under the stars! Wheeeee!!!! We decided Saturday to pack up and beat the crowds coming home from the long Fourth of July weekend. Glad we did--the roads were pretty quiet and we got home in good time. All in all, a VERY enjoyable experience. I'd do it again. Not something that is for everyone, of course. It's quiet and empty out there and you are on your own. No Rangers or others to hold your hand. No entertainment except what you bring, the wide-open Playa, the stars, and occasional visits with the few other loonies that brave the desert to be there. But then--if everyone DID decide to go to Juplaya, I wouldn't want to go anymore.

Not Quite Out of Here--So Here's the Poem for July

Brigit — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:22:30 GMT

Wisteria Woman Violet lavender drug slipping beneath my skin, shucking off the stale air of too long shut in, too long shut away whispering to me to breathe deep and be. The clothes fall away till I stand like mother Eve two bites before the apple. Lips blush to rose, and the tongue tastes of sweet tart pomegranate, while a wisp of wind carries hair to frame my face. All I have been is pollen dusted, oh the wisteria sweet kissing deep, till I feel the promise of fertile, drooping fat on a vine petals that promise nothing, but hint at all. A month from honeysuckle still to come, but I can taste the nights, raise my eyes to the mantle of sky, suddenly clad in the skin of every moonlit woman, and beckoning with my being for you to dance beneath the far flung sky in the arms of a Wisteria Woman --- Lisa Shields Oh--and we're leaving tomorrow morning--had to do a lot of unexpected "stuff" today while getting packed....

Juplaya!!

Brigit — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:57:59 GMT

That's right--after much hemming and hawing, changing our minds back and forth--we've decided to head out to Juplaya. The van is nearly packed, the motorcycle is on the trailer (yep--you can still ride motorcycles on the Playa at Juplaya! Yay!!) and with a little more packing tomorrow, we'll be ready to go. We're hoping to be out of here sometime tomorrow (Monday.) Pretty excited. I'm dying to see the the Black Rock Desert without 40K people, all corralled into a circle of orange safety fencing. Just the wide open Playa, the stars, the dust and a few hundred other crazy folks. This is gonna be fun!

And Revelry Was Had!

Brigit — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:06:31 GMT

What a fucking FUN birthday! Bellboy and I took the Triumph down 880 to Santa Cruz last night (always a bitch on a Friday--but eh...we survived--thanks bB for taking me!) and we went over to Creech's house to begin our evening. At 8 o'clock we headed off to Ciao Bella's in Ben Lomond, meeting up with Rhyli and Gary , Jeremy (Alice was sick---wah!!) and Burgundi and Bart. By 8:30 we were seated--at a table directly in front of the stage---and the fun began! Tad, the owner of Ciao Bella's, was in rare form last night. We saw him go through three costume changes. He danced with his staff and then went through three different tranny outfits--performing two songs from Hedwig and the Angry Inch and one other tune of which I'm not sure of the origin. It was, however, a RIOT! I've been to Ciao Bella's many times, and never seen Tad having as much fun or doing such a great job entertaining everyone. Creech got some photos and I'm hoping he posts them soon (are you listening Creech?) We went through several appetizers and bottles of wine before settling down with our dinners. After dinner, we ordered dessert--and with it came my birthday spankings---the first whack of which came from Tad himself (thanks Burgundi--you RULE!). Then a LINE formed and both staff members of the restaurant and our party lined up to whack my fanny--and by the time they were all done--I was quite warm, thank you very much! Dessert was yummy too---LOL! At about midnight, we happily trooped over to Burgundi's house--only a block away, and sat for about an hour chatting, drinking homemade whiskey and enjoying the last of the evening. Bellboy, Cyndi and I headed back to the Creechs' house (Greg had turned in when we all walked over to Burgundi's) and the two of us collapsed into bed. In the morning we stumbled around, Creech fed us pancakes and bacon and we finally got back on the bike. After a couple of short visits with Burgundi and Rhyli, we headed up the coast, weaving back and forth between the hills and the coast on the backroads--stopping for a bite in Pescadaro and enjoying a nice ride. Tonight I'm tired, but happy. What a nice birthday! Thanks to Bellboy, the Creechs', Burgundi and Rhyli and all who came out and helped me celebrate!

My Birthday...

Brigit — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 02:32:21 GMT

is tomorrow--Friday June 27th. Going to see my homies in the Santa Cruz mountains tomorrow after work. There will be revelry. Woot!

Good Quote for Today

Brigit — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 00:35:01 GMT

“A person without a sense of humor is like a wagon without springs. It's jolted by every pebble on the road.” Henry Ward Beecher

Happy Summer Solstice!

Brigit — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:51:39 GMT

Take some time to be outdoors today--even though it is hot. It is Midsummer in the old calendar (so called because the 1st of May was considered the beginning of summer.)--from now on, the days will grow shorter. Enjoy the sun while you may. Here's a bit from Shakespeare's Midsummer Night Dream--for my Circle Sister and best friend, Rhyli Esser--the Fairy Queen.... "Over hill, over dale, Thorough bush, thorough briar, Over park, over pale, Thorough flood, thorough fire, I do wander everywhere, Swifter than the moon's sphere; And I serve the fairy queen, To dew her orbs upon the green. The cowslips tall her pensioners be; In their gold coats, spots you see; Those be rubies, fairy favours, In their freckles live our savours. I must go seek some dew-drops here, And hang a pearl in every cowslip's ear. Farewell, thou lob of spirits, I'll be gone; My queen and all her elves come here anon!" * Fairy, scene i

My "Inner Color"

Brigit — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 22:50:31 GMT

Your Inner Color is Blue Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. (Yeah--even when my head is yelling at me!!) You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satisfied. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. (Or nanny! Don't forget nanny!) http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourinnercolorquiz/

Oh--Gobo

Brigit — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 02:18:55 GMT

"Gobo"--Sean Keily, passed away last night according to Rodent. Oh god--I'm overwhelmed. He fought so hard. What a sweet soul--and now he's gone. god.

Fourth of Juplaya Anyone?

Brigit — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 02:22:29 GMT

Bellboy and I are talking seriously about going--probably camp with Sunburn Sarah and Scott . Anyone else planning on going? The concept of seeing the Playa with only a few hundred people on it--and those all spread out in smaller camps, is pretty damn intriguing. I realize we'd go then be turning around in just 7 weeks and doing it again--but I expect we are going to go VERY simple with just the basics--so there will be less cleanup afterwards--and hopefully less exhaustion! Then again--maybe we'll just use the time-off to get ready for Burning Man. Still thinking about it....but damn....it really does sound like fun.

Brigit Camp Burning Man Events

Brigit — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:04:10 GMT

Hmmmm--seems like it's gonna be a busy year at Brigit camp. So far we have: White Party--Tuesday night Pink Party --Thursday night (? Still need to finalize that one with Cec) Mouse Race--Wed. late morning (this is my personal project--not really a "camp" project) Brigit's Cauldron Lighting ritual--TBD FKO and his crew are thinking of holding a Toon Town Disco possibly in the camp--still to be decided Two of our campmates evidently run a clothing exchange out of their tents each year. NASArt? That's FKO again. Update on this later as things become more clear. And let's not forget Brian's Outpost--home of warm bourbon and banana chips. Then there are the impromptu cocktail parties--impromptu bar openings (Nicadermis--are you out there??) and other impromptu thingies as our campmates feel so moved. It's gonna be a creative and buzzing camp this year.

Registered at Last!

Brigit — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 16:44:03 GMT

Woot! Yeah, nothing like waiting till the last minute! We got our theme camp application in yesterday afternoon. Good thing as yesterday was the deadline! Of course, we beat our time last year by a few hours...heehee. It's shaping up to be a fun and interesting camp this year. We've picked up several more people, Bellboy's planning a pretty awesome fire sculpture (you'll have to wait until you come see us to see it!), and DAMN--that fire effects application is a bitch! Plus, planning for the Mouse Race is in full swing--I already have my Cheese (yay Bobzilla!!) and a Grilled Cheese Mistress (yay Sunburn!!). So be looking for your mouse ears to bring with you. I've got my own little project as well that I need to get going on. Given the folks camping with us this year, there may be some more art and or mischief as well. And don't forget the White Party (and Pink Party!). Starting to get pretty excited.

Damn!

Brigit — Thu, 29 May 2008 05:26:24 GMT

Life is good right now. Life is good. That is all.

Poem For June

Brigit — Tue, 27 May 2008 03:29:12 GMT

This is one of my own--for Bellboy. Ghosts This room is full of ghosts. Ex lovers, abandoned spouses, former friends. They stand around our bed, arms crossed, Disapproving. They whisper in our ears; bring us memories unbidden, remind us of our wounds, our failures, our insecurities, unfulfilled promises, smashed hopes. "Your feet are too large." “If only you could have children.” “You should lose some weight.” "HE loves me for who I am." “Don’t leave me.” “You don’t listen to me.” “You’re too old.” "Stop talking so much." "Your breasts are small.” "I have feelings for her." Let me look in your eyes. There is a doorway there, Painted blue. Behind it is this moment, today, tomorrow, and all the years to come. When you open it and hold me in your arms, we light the holy white sage and watch the spirits flee. --Brigit

So Very Honored!

Brigit — Mon, 19 May 2008 20:24:54 GMT

I've been in contact with a couple from England that has requested that I officiate a handfasting/marriage ceremony at Burning Man. He's a three year Temple Guardian and she's a BM virgin. What an honor! It will be a legal wedding, not just a BM "pretend" wedding. Right now I'm trying to help them decide on a handfasting ceremony to use, and getting my legal paperwork in order with the state of Nevada. Sounds like it will be happening at the main Temple--they are asking me what day and time works for me--and I think I will suggest dawn on Wednesday. I'm so stoked that I can serve the BM community in this way! What a Very Cool Thing. Now--what to wear, what to wear? I think I may have to come up with some sort of gauzy, flowing, RED thingy!

Beltane thoughts and photos

Brigit — Thu, 15 May 2008 16:32:20 GMT

My circle--the Madrone Circle of the Santa Cruz mountains, celebrated Beltane as they have for many years now at the home of Kimba and Mike Sammet in Ben Lomond. Bellboy went with me for his first time and we both enjoyed the mellow, laid back ritual and overall vibe. Looking over these photos, I am struck over and over at how BEAUTIFUL these people are physically--and psychically. I love my hippie community up there in the mountains. Though I enjoy putting on my best black and going clubbing, or my Burner wear and hanging with Burners, I still feel most relaxed and at home when with these people (many of whom--very many, in fact, are Burners). I posted some of the photos to my photo album on Tribe, the rest are here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/brigitgoddess1/sets/72157605061938550/

Some Definitions and A Guide for the Evil Amongst Us!!

Brigit — Thu, 15 May 2008 02:36:04 GMT

FLUNKIES, LACKEYS, AND MINIONS: Qualifications and skills Flunkies are totally incapable of independent thought or unsupervised actions. They cannot be left alone for more than a few minutes, for fear of hurting themselves or others. Lackeys are capable of following rudimentary instructions and marginal self-supervision for up to a day or so. The better lackeys are also capable of supervising a squad of flunkies while they break rocks into gravel, but again, only for a day or so. Minions are capable of a far greater range of authority, self-determination, and responsibility. They can act unsupervised for days, weeks, even months at a time, largely because they are generally clever enough to call you on their cellphone if they think they're in a situation that is over their heads. They can be trusted with several squadrons of flunkies and the appropriate support staff of lackeys. Toadies are generally used for increasing your own feelings of self-worth. Their fawning adoration helps feed the ego, and occasionally they are clever enough to come up with a good idea, for which they let you take all the credit. However, toadies have been known to cause severe cases of megalomania and a desire to rule the world, so I would generally advise against their use unless this is already your aim in life. THE EVIL HENCHMAN'S GUIDE Recently, the Society of Evil Overlords has noticed a regrettable decline in the availability and quality of fanatical henchmen, devoted worshipers, and loyal infantry. We wish to correct this growing problem by submitting the following general guidelines for Evil Henchmen. DISCLAIMER: The use of masculine/feminine pronouns and assignment of gender roles is not intended to preclude a reversal of gender roles. It is, however, intended to offend those who think that nuclear missiles are deployed because of their phallic appearance. Nyah. I. General Tips for Henchmen of All Varieties: 1. Avoid getting sent to rough up the hero(es). Ransacking hotel rooms is probably safe, but going 'round to beat up the good guys is a sure ticket to the bottom of the Thames . Remember, however, that all Heroes get roughed up at least once, so if this has never happened to the Hero, go for it! 2. When the hero or his sidekicks are at your mercy, don't stop to gloat. 3. If you can't resist gloating, don't boast about the reward you expect to receive from your master for bringing them in or killing them off. 4. If you gloat and boast, don't be surprised if a comrade of the person you have at your mercy jumps you from behind while you're distracted with your boasting. 5. If you fail to complete your mission, skip town. Returning to the Evil Overlord to report on your failure will usually get you killed. 6. Avoid killing people not actively involved in the rebellion; the Evil Overlord has enough enemies as it is. Especially don't kill relatives, significant others, or best friends of the hero. Normally after the Evil Overlord is overthrown, henchmen can get off with just a little community service time, but if you off the Hero's loved ones, he'll make lasagna out of you. 7. Unless the Evil Overlord pays extra for indiscriminate slaughter, avoid it. Why should you give your services away for free? 8. As tempting as it may be, never try to ravish the Evil Overlord's beautiful-but-wicked daughter. She can probably mop the floor with you. Daddy will *not* try to stop her. 9. Learn where the trap door is in the Evil Overlord's audience chamber. Avoid standing there, especially when bad news is brought to the Evil Overlord. 10. While the Evil Overlord is gloating over his anticipated success in the venture he is about to launch, it is considered impolite to ask "And if you fail?" You probably won't be flogged, maimed, or killed for your temerity, but why risk it? 11. As soon as the evil lord has the hero in his power, seek the nearest available escape route. The widgets are about to hit the windmill. 12. Learn to distinguish Heroes from Sidekicks. Heroes are usually taller and more somber, while Sidekicks dress with more flair and tell more jokes. Taking on the Hero when you only have enough manpower/firepower to take on the Sidekick will earn you an all-expenses-paid trip on Stygian Cruise Lines. 13. Never allow yourself to be provoked into doing anything stupid by insults from the Hero or Sidekick. 14. No matter how attractive the captured heroine is or how seductively she bats her eyes, she really does not want to sleep with you. Do not unlock the cell door. 15. If the heroes give you a chance to surrender or flee, take it. 16. If you surrender to the Hero, don't try to stab him when his back is turned; the Sidekick will get you first. 17. If the seemingly helpless person you have just cornered is confident and unafraid despite being outnumbered and surrounded, you have encountered a Hero in disguise. Run while you still can. 18. If the Hero you are sent after dresses entirely in black, he is even more dangerous than the Evil Overlord suspects; double all requisitions for men and firepower. 19. Practice your "accidental" sword/gun dropping technique. It's the only thing that can save you when the hero is winning.

In Memory...

Brigit — Mon, 05 May 2008 19:37:50 GMT

One of Bellboy's closest friends, BJ, passed away yesterday. Last night Bellboy and I lit candles in her memory and lay on the couch as he told me stories of her, and it saddens me to know that I won't be able to get to know her better. When last I spoke with her, we were preparing to leave for New Orleans the next day and she advised me to be sure I took dancing shoes. Our time in this world is so short--like a candle flame. I am reminded how dear my friends are to me and to try harder to spend time with them. Peace upon you, dear BJ. You meant so much to Bellboy and he will miss you.