The pool is open at our condo... just wish I could rid of all the screaming rugrats that interrupted my quiet meditation and soaking in of soliel.... They need an adult pool, and a kid pool... Ok, done with my griping. Getting ready to head out to meet David's aunt for dinner.

Just call me lump, redheaded curly lump. Sad lump. Empty lump. Lump.

Once again another Ren-Faire has come and gone... it's been so long since I've been a part of the 'scene'.... Now bringing David into the picture makes everything different. When I was part of the scene before I was in far deep, and very much into my 'old behavior'.... i.e. being an ale swilling skirt lifting tramp... It's been almost 18 years. This weekend I found myself so lost, so not in my element like I used to be, the words were slow and odd... David was fantastic, he just wants to drink it all up, and for that I am thankful. I just wish I would want to drink up all the romance of it all... for that's where we are lacking and I am sad for it.