Female

24

The thing to remember about me is that I'm a very confusing woman of contradiction. I laugh when I want to cry, complain when I know that I should be grateful, submit when I wish more than anything that I could dominate. I'm opinionated though I rarely say what's truly on my mind (or in my heart depending on your philosophy), and I can't help but to be ridiculous and silly even though all I want is to be taken seriously. I'm mushy and sentimental yet shockingly cynical, and as nice as I may seem, I could just as easily act on my feelings of bitter resentment towards others through some malicious vindictive act. People who know me well most likely think that I suffer from sort of mood disorder and should be medicated-- they're probably right. Pride and intelligence are my shields of choice, and understandably also my pitfalls. Sometimes I forget I'm only 21, but so do other people. I have no allegiances whether they be race, sex or institution, and I've accepted the fact that there is no one that could claim me even if they wanted to. I'm usually not this honest, even though I pretend to be...