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Family seeks living space ( housing » housing wanted ) Hi there,
We are two grown ups and two young children (1,3) who are see... read more
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Dancing out the Baby ( events » other ) ShoeBox Studio is thrilled to offer a special weekend of movement workshops for expectant moms and partners by Portland, Oregon dance instructor Jerushah Ramos, a doula, dancer, and creator of the labor and birth movement technique Dancing Out the... read more
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Birth Dance* Calling all Mamas! ( events » other ) Hello lovely mamas-to-be, I have posted Dancing Out the Baby before, and I am doing it one more time now in my efforts to really get the word out there. My class will now be taught at the beautiful Zenana Spa and Wellness Center in Portland, an am... read more
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i was born in a trailer in rural southern louisiana, on the hottest of july days surrounded by the faces of four midwives, mother, father, and the best big bro around. raised in oakland cali, I am now a mother and wife and doula and ex-stripper.
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Family seeks living space ( housing » housing wanted ) Hi there,
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can't do a thing with it? just shave it!. i made an off hand comment one night, something to the effect of "i just want to shave off all my hair" and nico perks up with this little smile, and said "let's do it right now" "do what?" "let's shave your head" i pretended to think it over for a few, but my mind was made up two seconds before he asked the question. it had to go. and so it did, i gathered my hair into ponytails for locks of love, and sat outside with devon in my lap, pondering the b... read more
Thu, October 12, 2006 - 9:20 PM permalink - 3 comments
there are the moments in time and space when all things seem to fall together in their rightful places, the view is transparent, and as far as it is wide. these are those times of truth. when i find one, i fight hard to keep it, and my fight drives it away. leaves me with the taste, the residue, the aftermath. i get crass and rude and angry. my eyes close upon the visions of liars and cheaters and desperate, and blind. i become blind. i am envious of the population, these people that surround... read more
Mon, April 17, 2006 - 1:28 PM permalink - 0 comments
i would always tell my more fortunate customers, "i've seen so much in the industry i could write a best seller." they would tell me to do it, and then ask me not to put them in it. "why do you do this? you're too smart to be a stripper." as if brains had anything to do with it. and i would excuse myself with the oldest and most reliable absolution; i was young and stupid. and broke, of course. most eighteen year olds won't down a bottle of tequila and work an amateur night at the sleaziest o... read more
Thu, April 6, 2006 - 4:10 PM permalink - 3 comments
this was pulled from my journal

so much of my world is a world of wants. i suppose this is the way of the fortunate. with all wants comes the inability or unwillingness to comply. i am not cold. this is the way pregnancy is told, as a defuser of fires and a quelling of the warmth that got you pregnant in the first place. in other words, i'm fucking horny. my passion has not dissipated in the least. in fact, to the contrary, i find my body engorged with want. but want, as i said, has a way ... read more
Tue, April 4, 2006 - 12:11 PM permalink - 1 comment
my daughter would like a go at the keyboard.

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the queen has spoken!
Fri, March 31, 2006 - 7:51 PM permalink - 2 comments
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