July 27, 2008hey you in the front
don't stop dancing...
I love to love, and when I love I love with all my heart. And my love is unconditional. When I fall I fall hard. Im more loyal than a dog. I believe in honesty and integrity. Im a bit of an adrenaline junkie. I like to play with the boys and flirt with the girls. I can dance and dance even if the world is crashing down around me. I am like a human mood ring, I reflect my inner additude on the outside. Im silly and dorky and I like it :P Im super sentimental, sometimes I just wanna yell out "I love you guys!!", sometimes I do, and I mean it. Im a lil bit masachistic but arent we all? When I do or feel something I go all out. I rough it like a tomboy and nurture like a mother. Im still not quite comfortable in my own skin. I love to pick wildflowers and drink red wine. I have horrible spelling (obviously). I love people. I am constantly in search of that feeling you get when the music and the vibe is just right and you can feel the collective energy pulsing deep within your soul.
Music is my one true love, I am married to it for better or for worse!
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"You shall know the truth and the truth will set you free."Fri, August 8, 2008 - 3:34 AM permalink - 0 comments
The Eros of Adam & EveTue, May 27, 2008 - 3:25 AM permalink - 1 comment
Crystalline character activation
Passionate backlit mosaic
A pair of cheap looking glasses
Rolling Stonehenge secrets
Kick the crude hypodermic oil injections
Noble Chief's Hummingbird headdress
Stalking Snow leopard Magic
The Wooden Man watching
Shutters properly slanted
Snug nugjars packing
Holy Peyote buttons and stitches
Elegantly painted porcelain egg
Spiraling staircases in the library labyrinths
Alone in a crowd of mirrors
The language of children’s cryptic scribbles
Autobiographies of the Gods
Chilling tough and cozy
Good living off the grid
Reconvene in the Geode Gardens
Awakening inner Rainbows
Ripples as the Prayer beads hit the Water
Pyramids inverting complimentary
Dedicated Spirit helpers
Relaxation; release of tension
Nosso Anjo Ninguem
Remember an infant Giraffe
Flutterseeds Flying through the Air
Go Pray with the Creek Dancer
Care to partake in my splendor
Reclaim what you have held back
Incarnate your True Self
Examine the disjunction
Ride into the Sunset Soul of the West
Gliding on the surface of a Vast Unknown
Par Excellence, Original Scientist
Be the Wave and crash into Me
Maturing to perceive the Fountain of Youth
Sitting on the space between Worlds
Weightlifting Gravity in slow motion
I find myself falling for your charms again
Your a pocketfull of indifference and distance
Now I find what once was so painfull
Has become just a suttle slight sting
Im right here and you keep comin around
You know I still cant turn you down
Light a fire when you shine my way
What I felt that first moment I still feel today
You know my true wish
My desire in the end
Is to be a flower of love
In your secret garden
In your pure sunlight I grow
You water my thirsty soul
My love, sweet Gardener
Make me bloom and unfold
Wilted and overgrown when you came
The weeds you removed and the pests you tamed
Harvest the seeds you have sown, hunger not
Before my ripe ready fruit goes to rot
Dear farmer I am not the forbidden tree
Lay down your hoe and take the first taste of me
From your emerald thumb sprouts the holy eden
That which was forsaken can now be again
The truth lies in the forest
In the fields of green
Yield true love in the nursery
Harvest treasures unseen
In your pure sunlight I grow
You water my thirsty soul
My love, sweet Gardener
make me bloom and unfold............
Still writing the music for this one and workin the kinks out.
This ones for my Gardener, thank you for tending to me.
Stop and smell me fom time to time :)
fire flowing in my bellyTue, May 13, 2008 - 10:07 PM permalink - 0 comments
eyes windows to your stargazing soul
render me speechless
I feel its all been said
in a different time and place
so good to see your face
let go of fear and drop the walls
and I will give you my all
for free.... have faith in you and me
this will be only as magical as you will it to be
I see the magic in you
your true nature
shaman how I love to watch you pray
show me your secrets and I'll teach you my wonders
I see the wisdom in your eyes laced with potent innocence
let go and take my hand
lets ride off into the sunset of the unknown
on our wild horse of passion
push the horizon back
to make room for the splendor of our imagination
make love that burns the sun
explore the scape's of our tangible bodies and limitless minds
just try me, I guarantee I will always hit and raise you
and recognize that bluff though I may not choose to call it.
you can trust me. believe it.
A healthy community is central to joy. Community is a place to call home, a safe havenwhere people reach out thier arms, draw you in, comfort you, cheer for your awakening power, and cherish you just the way you are--fears, tears, humor, and all. Community is a group of people commited tio individuals and to the whole, a place where your voice is heard and valued, a place where you can drop the mask.Wed, January 16, 2008 - 12:38 PM permalink - 1 comment
People have a natural need to attatch and bond with others. Without a healthy community to embrace us, we fill in the empty places with dependent relationships, hoping they will provide the security we long for. But no one person can be an island of safety for of us, and there is no all-wise person who can give us the answers. When we lack community, our longing for connection gets turned into a longing for chocolate, sugar, sex, caffiene, drugs, work-- something to fill up a nameless restlessness that churns away inside. But a cookie can never replace a hug. We need to realize that we area tribal people, meant to live togeather, learning from eachother, savoring the journey.
Our concept of community expands as we grow. When we are very young, it includesour family and then it includes our neighbors, our religious institutions, our schools, our workplace, and the town we live in. For many, it stops there. But on the path toword joy there is a constant expansion of community untill it includes all people on the planet as well as the planet itself. We internalize the awareness that that we come from one and the same Creator--we live on one earth, in one ecosystem, with one people, who are on one journey.
Schiller in his "Ode to Joy," wrote, "Millions in our arms we gather, to the world our kiss be sent." Imagine a love inside of you so expansive that you feel an invincible cord of light connecting you to all people. Imagine diverse groups of people all over the world gathering in small groups to take turns telling the story of their lives to each other. Imagine knowing that you are not alone with your hopes, dreams, fears, and joys. So reach out, listen, learn, be gentle with yourself. Remember that ultimately your personal joy is tied to the joy of all people and all life on the earth
Peace and joy in abundance to you and your loved ones...and to all people.
From Finding Joy; 101 Ways to Free Your Spirit and Dance with Life
By Charlotte Davis Kasl, PH.D.
I am wondering because I am planning the first meeting of the seed, a annual gathering based on tightening the weave on the web of consciousness and sharing knowledge and wisdom. The potential direction of the discussions are limitless, I have ideas myself but I want to know what to focus on first. What do you want to know? what to cultivate? Your feedback is an important nutrient.
topics I was thinking of; shamanism, synergy, ritual, trance states, musical production as a co-creative process, herbalism, poetry/spoken word as self expression, forms of art and processes/skills used, earth healing/regeneration, healing through touch/movement/soun.., sacred geometry, alchemy, ascension, communication, mythology, natural medicine, religion/spirituality to name a few
Here are parts of responses I've gotten so far;
"i have experience in hte following and would like to connect with others to learn more and share what i have found:
Taichichuan,Shamanic Journeying,Astanga & Taoist Yoga,Ceremonial "Magick, Trance as Ritual,4th Way teachings,Vipassana & Zazen meditation,Holistic massage,Herbalism and Qigong
= I would love to learn more about: Earth Healing,Communication with animals, Natural medicine and Psychedelic studies."
" I would like to access the hidden information which lies dormant in my cellular makeup"
"I think an open discussion about creating a collective conscious similar to the tribal nations of the past through dance, music, and the occasional ingestion of mind altering substances by a mass quantity of people creating a trance like state akin to shaminism"
"empowerment through eliminating dogma in food"
"self love and forgiveness, hope for the future, community and a sense of place."
"raising of human consciousness in order to fully experience & participate in the cosmic dance...& also our responsibilities once these states are attained"
"more parties these days incorporate more mixed media....whether that be DJ's, MC's, live electronic music, dancers, fire dance, live art/ art exhibits, chiefs, live screen painting, video...etc...
Some of my favorite parties have been ones that I can shift my attention to other art forms that are happening."
"The poet Muriel Rukeyser said the universe is composed of stories, not of atoms. The physicist Werner Heisenberg declared that the universe is made of music, not of matter. And we believe that if you habitually expose yourself to toxic stories and music, you could wind up living in the wrong universe, where it’s impossible to become the gorgeous genius you were born to be. That’s why we implore you to nourish yourself with delicious, nutritious tales and tunes that inspire you to exercise your willpower for your highest good. "
From Pronoia by Rob Brenzy
I want to have a weekly gathering/meal at my house in Berkeley with people who are interested in tightening the weave on the web of consciousness and brewing inspiration and creativity, creating a community dedicated to our awakening through means of art, music, movement and communication. We are one another's teachers and students. Gathering and sharing our ideas and energies is a key step in direction of evolution. This is meant to be a temple space dedicated to expression, inspiration and the cultivation of love and transcendence.Thu, November 22, 2007 - 7:40 PM permalink - 3 comments
This is a seed.
I am so stoked! I found the perfect temple in Berkeley to make my new home. So here I am bayarea, it's about time.Sat, November 3, 2007 - 10:52 AM permalink - 5 comments
So all my local people hit me up, Im down to start dj'n and colaborating. Very exciting. Thankyou universe.
pound me a rhythmThu, July 5, 2007 - 6:02 PM permalink - 1 comment
hum me a thunderstorm
just crash into me
pull me down and out
toss me all around
let me climb apon your lip
as its curling fast and long
you carry me someplace far away
like a dream or a song
and I can never remember how to get there when your gone
you know I watch you from a distance
fantasize to feel you again
even got a tattoo for you
shine on me and I'll ride you proper
spread em and I'll dive right in
July 27, 2008hey you in the front
don't stop dancing...
July 26, 2008ok, ok.....
besides being sexy as fuck:
i honor you on your quest for truth, spirituality and love.
i empower you to reach your fullest potential, the goddess omega herself.
(and i know you will.)
i accept you for who you are, and i appreciate who you've become.
i understand the parts and pieces i've seen, a clear reflection.
i am so proud of you little lamb chop, since tha 2nd grade, i knew you had sumthing going on.
you got it going ON!!!! & on & on & on & on & on...........&on.
~~~como o pássaro que murmura e beija flores da terra, o beijarei em o astral~~~
*like the buzzing bird that kisses flowers of the earth, i will kiss you in the astral*
Medicina de las plantas muchas gracias na na na!
March 26, 2007i like you.
nice smile, good vibes, people seem to respond to you in positive ways.
the world needs more good, short people.
keep on doing whatever it is you're doing.
January 9, 2007happy birthday love! i miss you!
January 9, 2007I hope the sun shines particularly brightly upon you today.
Happy Birthday beautiful
October 24, 2006Please....
For the love of all things beautiful....
Hear my plea.....
STOP being SO FUCKING SEXY or my insides are going to EXPLODE from the shear INTENSITY of your BEAUTY!!!!!!!!!!
You Are Killing Me....
April 11, 2006I just want to say that i Love this girl so much. WE connect on so many levels. She continues to amaze me everyday and im so glad she has christopher. We have many things to do together and many memories to make.
March 17, 2006known her for years. reading what she writes here on tribe is extremely stimulating. she has deffinately undergone a lot of change since i knew her in the bay. I only wish I hadn't lost contact. To see the transformation would have been a real treat. Like a butterfly emerging from a cacoon. I hope i can be there to see more change and exploration with this beautiful soul. her words say it all. she is definately on the level. much love
January 28, 2006She throws down
blows the house up
laughing all the way
to the bank
depositing more love
and to the skies above
I sing thank you
December 25, 2005A beautiful,powerful shaman goddess from a far away place.I can't wait until our physical meeting.I get wondrful vibes from you.very radiant,much love sister.NONSTOP)))))