thanks a lot to all of you (and I mean ALL of you!) who've been so supportive this last year
At this point, I really think I'm going to pack up and go back to Tennessee (for a while, at least - I know I'll be back, even if just for visits).
I've learned a lot anyway. And i don't just mean here on tribe ;)
Now.... why'd I throw away all those boxes?
Well, I'm glad I did, I guess.
At least I know I gave it a shot.

Over the last ten years wages have gone up 29%,
health insurance rates have gone up 120%,
and the profits of the private health insurance industry have gone up 428%.
No wonder they don't want competition!

Things have calmed down at home, he's not at home all that much anymore, he goes out a lot, so things are cooler there, and I'm doing my training at nights, and we do talk when he gets home. yesterday we just sat on the beach and flew kites and it was nice. But I figured out he's been using cocaine. Like, I don't know how much. Like, a lot, I think. I don'w know. What IS a lot of cocaine? I know he's probly fucking around, and that's not so much the problem, but if we could just have more days like yesterday, just him and me on the beach, it would be good again.

I think my boyfriend is fucking around.

all unpacked!