It's the small things in life thats count.


There was a time in my life where integrity was a long lost concept.
and the innocence of the child plays and dances with in the fields.

Intentions are pure, and life is full.
In the past i have been in this place, as i moved through out my life in awe and wonder within the world.
My brilliance illuminated those around me. when i was there with you, with you all. knowing you where feeling me
feeling you receiving my kindness and joy of being.

And in the midst of this great dance, was a forgetfulness,, a subtle rythem in my life.

" oh i will be there i say, to take care of your house"

"oh i will be there i say, to check in when i'm traveling"

"oh i will be there i say, to phone and let you know i love you"

"oh i will be back on tuesday, and i wont be late for work"

and the majik of life continues, as i frolic in life's gifts and get lost in awe of there moment.
and when i come back i say....

"I'm sorry, it was not my intention, i meant to come by and take care of your house like i said i would....
I just had the most incredible time, met these beautiful people and i would not have changed a thing"

"I'm sorry, i meant to check in, let you know i was okay.. but you know how traveling is...? dont you?"

"I'm sorry, i know i said i would phone.. but i was just too busy.. far to busy"

"I'm sorry, please dont take this personally, I really did intend to be back on Tuesday, and to not be late for work
i hope you understand"


This has been my dance. Beautiful, gracefull, and in the moment. and there is something missing in the midst of my dance.
a responsibility for my actions., and in turn hurting other's with out intending to do so. I allways seem to turn to the story, turn to my head and elaborate on my excuses. of why i didn't do these small things that i said i would.

one time... i almost burned down one of my most dearest friends house.



-WE ARE POWERFUL BEINGS!
AND WITH GREAT POWER COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY-



As of late, i have been noticing these patterns with in my self, and have made the choice to change my life around, to be accountable, and to be in integrity with my actions: what i say and what i do line up.

I Now see how great of an impact these small, and subtle actions can have, and how much they can hurt some ones els.
for how much they are hurting me.