Well, I finally got some information on getting some child support. I got some papers a few days ago to get notarized and I looked at the dates. I had signed them in August 2005. They said it would take a while. They weren't kidding.
So I went to my bank and finished it and when I came out I started to daydream and suddenly tears were pouring down my face. Not because I want him. Not at all, but I felt sorry for myself. My pregnant self. A man shouldn't walk ahead of a woman and ignore her when they are out together and buy other women drinks and not include the person he says he loves and who is carrying his child. That's not right.
Much less, dropping them off at the doctor's while they are 6 months pregnant and not picking her up and letting her walk home in the pouring rain. Or smacking her face against the window of his car..blah blah blah. It is very painful to see how a human being can be so cruel to the ones they say they love.

I was stupid.