I haven't posted in a while, things have been really crazy. I don't know what to do, things have been really bad, I have been having so much trouble finding work still. It sucks so bad to have a record, it gets in the way of everything. I haven't gotten in any trouble in more than 4 years and yet still it's fucking me up. Now the love of my life is going to leave me cause shits to hard. Her work cut her hours and we're living off next to nothing. I've been making money selling my artwork and doing odd jobs and now I'm supporting her but she can't stand to be in a position where she can't take care of herself and she can't stand having anyone take care of her so she's gonna call the whole thing off. I've already given up so much to try to make things work out and now it's all going down the drain anyway. I don't know what to do. Now Im stuck in CT again trying to help my mom deal with her POS landlord whos been harrassing her and she's taking full advantage of my hospitality leaving me fucked cause I can't work from here, so we're late on our rent and it's pissing off Jeannie even more so shes just being a bitch about everything. AAAAARRRGGG. I need a vacation from life.