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I wonder
why rainbows
frown
rather
than smile

It seems
unfair
when you think
of the delight
they inspire

I wonder
why something
so beautiful
is fleeting
and faded

It seems
they should get
to more evenly
share
the sky

with the dismal
heavy
dark
gray
Wed, February 6, 2008 - 8:22 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
loving
me
means
letting
me
live
my
own
life
my
own
way
knowing
that I
do not
intend
to
disregard
you
and still
aware
that
I
do
not
exist
for
you
I
do
not
owe
you
anything
even
when
I give you
everything
either way
I still can
at
best
be
both
free and
totally
in love
with you
utterly
through
and
true
Sun, January 6, 2008 - 12:46 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
So I let it out again--my heart.
I know how that makes you feel
and I refuse to apologize
for the tracks on your carpet.
I opened the door anyway--
where you prefer it to stay
so much as to go
to the trouble
of pillows and linens
colorful like a beach-
cottage vacation get-away
instead of a cruel little pet cage.
Who wouldn't want to sleep here?
You recall how I came to you
bruised and bled, and you
softened every edge and corner
so the child wouldn't hit her head--
How... read more
Sun, January 6, 2008 - 12:07 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
certain
dreams
wane
certain
hopes
fade
certain
winter
ways
certain
death
by day
guilt
and shame
forgot
past
mistakes
forgot
vivid
hopes
forgot
horrid
names
forgot
i'm more
blessed
than some
not as blessed
as some
been dismissed
by some
bringing bliss
to some
transforming
my ways
change by
tidal waves
shedding
dated
fears
effervescent
tears
living boldly
brave
God
Herself
can see
her full
intent
for me
in every
single
little
thing
i
do...
Mon, December 10, 2007 - 10:01 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
i am ready to be ALIVE again!
to awaken from this
totally fucked-up daydream
that started several years ago
with its seductive protagonist, and my
utter inability to admit
how wrong i was

i had this
wonderful lover, truly an Other
and i ran
to the opposite ocean
declaring myself emboldened
while i was truly terrified

then, ashamed,
i spun a life
largely out of falsities
and lies, because I
couldn't take the pain

i created so much hurt!
i was frequently its vict... read more
Mon, November 26, 2007 - 5:01 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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