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Catling,

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joined on 11/27/03
last updated 03/10/08
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My Testimonials

February 26, 2008

i wear the rune ring you gave me ...

i try to decipher what it means.

yet what it means, hardly counts ..

for twas yours and that's enough.

i love you always,
you and your darling girl,
Lauren
xoxoxox
Unsu...
 
March 14, 2006
Megan I have NEVER met.

I do not need to meet this wonderful energy to know she is a special human being.
She is telling us all a story whether she realizes or not Her blogs are an inspiration.
Her pictures.....Well *winks*
One day I may meet this person or I may not.......I am just glad to have the opportunity to get to know her.

Thank You Megan
December 11, 2004
Catling never stands still long enough for the aliens to get a bead on her with their mind rays. As a result, she's one of the only people whose minds aren't corrupted. She is pwoerful and bright, like a star on the horizon, full of potential and promise.
February 9, 2004
Megan is the living, breathing embodiment of fire and its energy. She is warm, she is passionate, she will sweep over you like a wave and fill your life with a radiant energy that didn't exist before. I adore Megan and wish she lived closer to me so that I could bask in her glow.
January 3, 2004
when I'm near her I just wanna puuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr with delight!
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Age
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**Various Quotes**

A lifetime without Love is of no account
Love is the Water of Life
Drink it down with heart and soul!
-Rumi

Love is the law, love under will.
-Book of the Law

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
-Frank Herbert, Dune - Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear

I've seen things you people wouldn't believe.
Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion.
I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate.
All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain.
-Rutger Hauer in Bladerunner

the heart may freeze, or it can burn
the pain will ease, if I can learn
there is no future, there is no past
I live this moment as my last
there's only us, there's only this
forget regret, or life is yours to miss
no other road, no other way
no day but today....
-Rent

Someone I love and am inspired by:

www.alexgrey.com

**Revolution of the Heart by Catling (my manifesto)**

Yo soy bandita de amor. Amortista. A warrior of the heart. Sliding through the back doors, creeping through the thorny thickets, pouring water on parched earth, quietly sowing seeds in neglected fields.

We won’t win this war with guns. We won’t find our way to each other by widening the gaps with violence, by accepting the doctrines of shame, of hate. We won’t win this war by playing the game that has been set up for us, black queen or white? Pawn or rook? Checkmate. No. Fling yourself off the edge of the board, kiss your fingers, wave and fall away.

The lotus does not consciously choose when to blossom, it just unfurls its petals towards the sun when the time is ripe.

Vibrate delight and you will invite it, create it, be it.
Choose, consciously, in every moment to be love and you will be.

Let me be an ever more perfect chalice
Let me dissolve in the ocean of love
Let my voice be a song of hope
Let my hands spread healing and pleasure
Let me be diamond glass
Ever more transparent
Through which divinity shines
A fountain of love
Overflowing.
Oasis
Sweet water for parched lips
Nourishing food for empty bellies
Soft grass for blistered feet
Shelter from the storm.
A perfect mirror
For the radiant soul
Of the beholder.
In my eyes see yourself:
Divinity.

All part of the dance. We dip, we soar, we stumble, we fall. We pick each other up, bind each other's wounds. We hold each other close by the fire through the dark cold nights and wait for the land to wake up from winter, for human hearts to warm, for new growth. Not cowering. Strong and brave, we cook our food, feed each other, care for the children, rest and wait for dawn.

The darkest coldest moments are just before the sun’s rays first caress the world to new life. The sun is coming. Let the mad monkey kings rattle the trees and scorch the earth with their rage, let them spill more blood on the ground as their time comes to an end.

Dawn is coming. Hold on.
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My Recent Activity

Re: Sextopia Films (in New England Freaks for Fun) Congratulations on this project! Looks very interesting so far and I love the sample video. There is so much porn that is absolute crap, simulated sex, totally unsexy... I'm delighted to see you launch into this because I know that what you crea... read more
discussion post on Sun, April 20, 2008 - 4:18 PM
Yay, Spring (blog entry) It's been a totally bipolar week. Basically, the days have been fabulous, the nights, not so much. Miss K is teething ferociously and had a couple of nights in a row where neither of us got sleep because she was so miserable. Poor kid. Last ni... read more
blog entry posted Fri, April 18, 2008 - 6:43 AM permalink - 1 comment
Re: 24 things to do in an elevator (in Merry & Evil Pranksters) *giggle* I just counted up and there's six of those that I've actually done, and more that I really should.... ;)
discussion post on Fri, April 18, 2008 - 4:07 AM
Re: CAPE COD INTENTIONAL DRUM & DANCE (in New England Freaks for Fun) This subject line provokes my inner (OK, maybe not so inner) smartass into asking, are there accidental drum n' dances out there? Like, we just tripped and slipped and ooops, we're drumming! And dancing! Oh no! Call the fire marshall, the frea... read more
discussion post on Fri, April 18, 2008 - 3:57 AM
Re: CD mix swap (in New England Freaks for Fun) Aww, thank you, Dina! Thank you all for playing - I'm absolutely loving the mixes, and how very different each one is.

I finally got mine off in the mail yesterday, so you should have your copies soon! :)
discussion post on Thu, April 17, 2008 - 8:45 AM
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It's been a totally bipolar week. Basically, the days have been fabulous, the nights, not so much. Miss K is teething ferociously and had a couple of nights in a row where neither of us got sleep because she was so miserable. Poor kid. Last night we both finally got more sleep, I crashed out on the couch for a few hours after she had gone to bed, and then when I went up, she was a sleepy bunny and nursed back to sleep very quickly, then slept pretty well the rest of the night, just waking... read more
Fri, April 18, 2008 - 6:43 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
Yes, I know, I'm bitching about Spam again.

But I really don't need to see penis enlargement Spam from Elmo or my dead friend, Eric Schneider, OK? Spammers what Spam... you have now gone beyond all limits of good taste. Which is astonishing because I really thought you STARTED there, but God... when my Spam starts me to wondering about Elmo's sex life or wondering if Eric is now the patron angel of Erectile Dysfunction, helping men get it up everywhere... and somewhere Eric is surely lau... read more
Sun, March 30, 2008 - 3:07 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
This is bullshit:

glosslip.com/2008/03/27/...scientology/

Please to be spreading far and wide. Let see if the blogosphere/MySpace/etc. can make enough noise that we can get some journalist to pick this up.
Fri, March 28, 2008 - 4:32 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Today... I received powerfully the message:

"Shhhhhh... just be. This is a gift, be silent and accept it."

So... I'm going to stop overanalyzing my life, my interpersonal interactions, my history, my future projections...

And just live. Well. I'm going to try, anyway. ;)

I'll probably be quieter here for a bit. I just want to leave it on a good note. I'm not quiet now because I'm curled up fetal in my cave... I'm quiet here now because I'm embracing life and living it fully. read more
Fri, March 21, 2008 - 5:23 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
In the context of a discussion on the nature of love (divine and human), one of my spiritual teachers quoted this to me today:

I Corinthians 13

Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all i... read more
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