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joined on 02/23/06
last updated 05/14/07
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time to live again (blog entry) This has been The worst depression spell I've endured for a long, long time...and was one of the worst. Well, its not entirely over but I am at now at least, seeing the sun and the trees.

Winter has always been hard for me, depression wise, bu... read more
blog entry posted Fri, May 18, 2007 - 6:44 PM permalink - 1 comment
I'm O.K. (blog entry) Long lapse haven't been around,

feel bad and like I let so many down [esp on the womyn's rights tribes] but after dealing with so much misogyny in the socialist party and the constant triggers,

I just broke. Broke inside, into million piece... read more
blog entry posted Mon, May 14, 2007 - 9:32 PM permalink - 0 comments
They say Time Heals All Wounds (blog entry) but does it really?

Or do we, in a society whose philosophy is based on strength and self sufficiency, simply shove our wounds in the deep recess of memory until the mind only remembers in fragments or blacks out all together?

And when we do... read more
blog entry posted Tue, April 17, 2007 - 7:52 PM permalink - 0 comments
Mother to Daughter Sex Abuse (blog entry) I am coming out of the closet, on an issue that I have personally known. For 43 years I have kept this secret, but due to this past years work on womyn's issues and children's issues, and the increasing in trafficking today, I have decided that I... read more
blog entry posted Sat, April 7, 2007 - 1:45 AM permalink - 2 comments
The CATS have just Begun to Fight! (blog entry) Week two, and the tree is taking its toll, LOL, the cats have been determined, more than ever, to take claim to this thing we put up in the house. This thing, we call a Christmas tree.

This year, I made a special water bottle to generously dou... read more
blog entry posted Fri, December 8, 2006 - 12:14 PM permalink - 0 comments
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This has been The worst depression spell I've endured for a long, long time...and was one of the worst. Well, its not entirely over but I am at now at least, seeing the sun and the trees.

Winter has always been hard for me, depression wise, but this year it just kicked my ass. The blizzards didn't help etther, or the mid-life 'reflection' of just how much my life sucks. LOL

I know once I get out of this marraige [I so bad want out, but three kids, finances, and his control over ever ... read more
Fri, May 18, 2007 - 6:44 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Long lapse haven't been around,

feel bad and like I let so many down [esp on the womyn's rights tribes] but after dealing with so much misogyny in the socialist party and the constant triggers,

I just broke. Broke inside, into million pieces....

it didnt help either in that for two years, I was constantly being scoffed at, deliberately ignored, sexually harassed [by a couple of the men], targeted for being outspoken,

and I find that two years later, one man was literally lying t... read more
Mon, May 14, 2007 - 9:32 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
but does it really?

Or do we, in a society whose philosophy is based on strength and self sufficiency, simply shove our wounds in the deep recess of memory until the mind only remembers in fragments or blacks out all together?

And when we do eventually face the skeletons should we be so bold as to expose them to the light for all to see?

I have doubts, serious doubts and I am wondering if maybe, skeletons are better kept in the dark.
Tue, April 17, 2007 - 7:52 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I am coming out of the closet, on an issue that I have personally known. For 43 years I have kept this secret, but due to this past years work on womyn's issues and children's issues, and the increasing in trafficking today, I have decided that I can and will no longer stay silent. I wasn't at fault...my mother was. I also, have kept it secret because my brother too, was abused and he is in so much pain, an alcoholic, literally hates women, and is depressed and suicidal at times. I worry... read more
Sat, April 7, 2007 - 1:45 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
Week two, and the tree is taking its toll, LOL, the cats have been determined, more than ever, to take claim to this thing we put up in the house. This thing, we call a Christmas tree.

This year, I made a special water bottle to generously douse these poor contempous creatures we know as "CATS", but its been, sadly, to no avail. No matter how often I spray these monstrous hairy beasts, they are not discouraged, no, not in the least. Happily they scurry back under the tree the minute I l... read more
Fri, December 8, 2006 - 12:14 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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