bleah

New City in the Future

starbucks

East Jesus <---> God Laughs

keeping a schedule is next to impossible. people disappear. things corrode. work fails. promises turn into cellophane dust. a movie resists decryption. i'm keeping warm. i have enough to eat. i'll be here through xmas, looks like. scary-looking robots have taken over my living room.

disconnection notice

Did you get your disconnection notice?
Mine came in the mail today
They seem to think I'm disconnected
Don't think I know what to read or write or say
Glossaries injected daily
Words and numbers spell out the price to pay
It simply states "you're disconnected baby"
See how easily it all slips away

This is no direction
Prepare for the city
Angels turn on heaven's light

Hurry up, the stage awaits you
Don't forget to memorize your lines
Can you hear them congratulate you?
Out of step just can't find the time
Will we pass thru undetected?
Everything's right here inside our file
You're not so free to be so unprotected
A secret Mona Lisa hides behind her smile

This is no direction
Prepare for the city
Angels turn on heaven's light

Did you get your disconnection notice?
Mine came in the mail today
They seem to think I'm disconnected
Don't think I know what to read or write or say
Glossaries injected daily
Words and numbers spell out the price to pay
It simply states "you're disconnected baby"
See how easily it all slips away



- Sonic Youth











Allison.

some of you still like me

and some of you
would rather forget
you ever did

well then,
adieu.


rest assured
that you have sincerely
hurt my feelings

now nothing's there:
you win

my smoke is the betrayal of 71 nixies...

kinder, gentler liars are coming
a thousand points of darkness
prepare yourselves; they will not scream
nor beat their breasts
as did their predecessors...
no, they will smile
and shake hands with you
and seem prefectly calm
and reasonable
as they burrow into your mind
and drink your blood
and fuck your wife, daughter, mother
while you daydream

they won't point fingers
they won't try to win the south again
and they may even concede to the truth of global warming
but they will climb into your bowels
with promises
of faith and love and honor
and you will grow soft
all over again
because you are afraid
of what must be done
and you cannot be shaken
from your terrible slumber
nor your guilt
nor your cross
nor your simplicity

voluptuous destruction

what you see
what i see
what you see
what i see

isolation - empathy - violence

a countdown:
MON Archive - finish Scribe frames, do inventory, report
TUE replace Mutagen rear seats, pick up SA XD, Mutagen to mech for tuneup/smog & Cinnabar spare tire, final Archive work
WED clean up, tune up, move into Cinnabar, begin packing
THU move stuff into storage
FRI continue move, clean 40' container, pay rent, cancel Netflix
SAT go shooting at Chabot
SUN drive 1st vehicle to East Jesus

i find it strange that some people i haven't seen in years suddenly want to see me before i go. i like warm hellos but generally eschew goodbyes. my inclinations, for the most part, strike a bizarre dissonance with contemporary American culture (if there can be said to be such.)

Imitate the life of Christ:

1) Go out into the desert
2) Be kind to prostitutes
3) Bring down the temple

The Disneyland of American Failures