i want to be a fuck toy
Used, filled, fucked, sucked
i want to be commanded
sucking, licking, lapping, worshiping
i want to feel the pain
lasting beyond the moment
stretching into the days after the torment
The pleasure of usage, objectified, denied
Sated, bruised, marked
i want to be reminded of who i am
and why i tick the way i do
i want to feel the power over me
around me, inside me
i
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My Tribes
My BioGender
Female
Age
40
Location
about me
Queer Pansexual Femme Graduate Student and full time student of the school of hard knocks!!!! I am a Queer pansexual femme girl who is exploring and learning many things about love, life and people in general. I think Terminally Single fits too. Oh well such is life. lol
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Ponderings of a Wandering Mind
The time has come to turn your heart into a temple of fire. Your essence is gold hidden in dust. To reveal its splendor you need to burn in the fire of love.
Sat, May 10, 2008 - 12:14 PM
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Mevlana Rumi (1207 - 1273) Things that make you go hmmmmmmmmmmmmm chel
April 29, 2008
Tue, April 29, 2008 - 8:50 AM
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Beyond Behavior Defense Mechanisms We all have defense mechanisms that we’ve developed over time, often without being aware of it. In times of trouble, the behaviors that have worked to get us past challenges with the least amount of pain are the ones that we repeat; even when part of us knows they no longer work. Such behavior is a natural response from our mental and physical aspects. But because we are spiritual beings as well, we have the ability to rise above habits an... read more
Sexuality Education
Sun, April 27, 2008 - 11:00 PM
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How does one teach sexuality in a group setting? I am not talking specifically about kink or BDSM, but about sexuality and its role in our lives. Dr. David Satcher was the United States’ Surgeon General from 1998 to 2002. He followed in the footsteps of Dr. Jocelyn Elders who was “kindly” asked to resign after using the word “masturbation” in a press conference. So what importance do these two individuals have in teaching sexuality? They both are activists for sexual... read more
The first peace, which is the most important, is that which comes within the souls of people when they realize their relationship, their oneness with the universe and all its powers, and when they realize that at the center of the universe dwells the Great Spirit, and that this center is really everywhere, it is within each of us.
Wed, July 11, 2007 - 8:24 PM
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--Black Elk
There are good points on both sides. Obesity is a side effect and not the problem in my opinion. Yes it is A problem but it is not THE problem. It is rather like saying guns kill instead of people who are directing the guns being responsible.
Thu, June 28, 2007 - 9:11 AM
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Fistingâ¦(Vaginal that is)
I get a lot of responses when I say to people that I love to be fisted. Of course there is the Fister, the person who does the fisting and the Fistee, the one receiving the fist. Women fistees react in a few ways when they hear the word. Some will be scared (the âeepâ response that happens when oneâs panties are already wet) and want to quickly change the topic.
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Queer:
This is an odd word. Does this mean I am gay or a lesbian? No, not really.
For years though I was a lesbian (or thought I was). Prior to that I slept with men but never really enjoyed the interactions. I was even married once. I feel sorry for the guy because I really wasnât a nice person to him. It wasnât totally his fault though. And I think the reverse applies too that he was not very
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Capable but insecure
.......so much noise inside my head
Open but so afraid
.......left over hurts and traumas rule
Naive while learned
.......what a combination to be
Frustrated with self-perceived incompetence
.......based in past mistakes and life happenings
Undermined by my own self-esteem
.......second guessing what is plain to see
Stuck with terror
.......visions of past darkness and
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Each layer unveiled
Every barrier removed
Shed like clothing at bedtime
Some dropped in a frenzy
Some torn in haste
Some gleefully celebrated
Removed from their place
Bare skin to dance Your fingers upon
Bared soul to feast Your gaze
Freely the walls are given up
To Your probing quest
On a journey we embark
Dominance and submission the path
I move to my knees
At Your slightest glance
Sensing
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originally published at Wanna Dance?
A Dance
She comes close then pulls away
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