Words........
So many words pressing my brain
Wanting release but not knowing what shape to take, what to say.
Words creating pressure in my head like a bizzare abstract headache with no cure
But to write, to write words about nothing
Because I've said every thing already.

All that is left are the extra words.
The words that don't fit together or make any sense.
They careen around in my head
Like evil razors of random senseless thought.

There is nothing worse than words left unspoken.
....Or is that true? Maybe they are the only safe words
The words we hold back, filter out in our interactions.
But who are we protecting by holding back?

Holding back is what got me here.
With this linguistical headache of held back words.
Crashing in my head, like waves of broken glass.
No longer.

My words will flow like the clear, icy waters of a mountain stream.
Sometimes they will be painfully cold, other times they will be refreshing & life giving.
But no matter. They will not be held back to do damage within.
The words will flow from my heart and leave my head clear for thinking.

From now on, my words will reflect what is within
And so long as what is within is love,
The words can do no damage.
Within or without.