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Fingernails on a Chalkboard.

Child_of_Tree — Tue, 23 Aug 2005 21:56:27 GMT

I certainly seem to rub people the wrong way with my questioning and seeking. It's discouraging... and yet... I find I've not let it bother me as much today as I would have yesterday. I keep thinking... I am God living out THIS life. Who's to judge? Compassion toward self IS important.

Impatient

Child_of_Tree — Thu, 18 Aug 2005 17:06:54 GMT

I am hear mostly to find RMMS students in the Denver area... and so far... no one has answered my post. I'm impatient, yes. I can't help it. I have felt so isolated and it's time to find other like-minded people with whom to share this experience. More importantly, I need a new teacher/guide. I'm so shy. I've found so many people involved in drumming and other exciting things in the area.... but because they are not involved in the Mystery School, I feel too shy to approach them. I feel so uncomfortable in huge groups, and it seems these people hang out in huge, huge groups. It's over-stimulation for me. I need one-on-one or tiny gatherings. Quiet gatherings. I wonder if this is a typical Indigo trait.

Joining the Tribe

Child_of_Tree — Wed, 17 Aug 2005 15:22:13 GMT

I hope you were right about this, Ana.