I've more or less given up on polyamory. I mean, I still think it's a great way of relating to each other. But neither the time nor the place is right. Our meet-up in Flensburg passed silently away. In Denmark, most people won't or can't understand, that polyamory is NOT just another term for cheating. I know, there are working poly-relationships in Berlin and further down in Germany. Nice for them. Northern Europe is just not ready for it.

I've more or less given up on producing any art. I mean, I probably had some great, or let's at least say interesting ideas. But it would involve some modelling, which none will do here. And besides, I can't afford the equipment (aka. decent digital camera). Of course, I can always do crayon drawings of flowers (e.g. fallow grounds right now), but that was not quite what I had in my mind...

I've more or less given up on traveling across Russia. I was hoping, I could afford the trip some day. But by the time this might be possible, Lama Ole probably won't do this journey any more. And for me, most of the fun would have been to experience his lecture, the audience, the travel group, and yes, also the parties.

But this whole cutting-off-attachments to things I won't succeed or experience, isn't far as sad, as it might sound. There are plenty of lives to come and some day in some life I might get the right karma.